—4 months since the truth hit Yuna —

"I love you ! Please ! Please take me back I made a mistake and I didn't trust you ! I saw the proof and I now believe you Yuna please please pleaaaaaase-."

Yuna jumped to sit up in her bed, her heart pounding fast and her body sweating. Turning her head she saw her alarm clock , seeing that it was 4:00am.
That's the second time I've had that dream ..

Hm. That's weird I guess

Seeing as she wouldn't be able to get back to sleep , she decided to head out and take a walk. She slipped on a black hoodie and put on her slippers before leaving the dorm.

She took a turn outside , and began walking down the streets of Seoul. Accompanied by the orange glows of street lamps and shop lights.

She had lived in Seoul for almost 3 years now , and knew the streets more then she once did. She knew where the local convenient stores were , and where the parks were. She even knew where the gym was ..

She was familiar with almost everything ..

Yet.
Seoul wasn't the same as Busan.

Sure in Seoul. It was the place where she discovered fame. Was given the amazing gift to sing for a career and blessed with over millions of loving fans.

But in Busan.
She met the boys. Met the girls. Was reunited with her best friend Kim Taehyung and found love with Jeon Jungkook.

She had her parents. Had Chanri. Had a life where her only stresses were handing in an assignment on time , or making sure she had done the dishes at home :) She had the opportunity to wake up , knowing she could freely walk anywhere without being pestered by groups of hundreds. Without the press bombarding her with questions about new songs, Jungkook or the future of Blackpink.

In Busan she could just be a normal 20 year old girl with a passion for singing.

But then again. In Busan she was an 18 year old girl. With a heart so full that she would do the stillest things for someone she loved. And she brought her 18year old self to Seoul , where she repeated the same mistakes and did silly things ... for someone she loved.

But now  in Seoul she had changed.

She wasn't the same weak Yuna from Busan.Who would blame her self for something she knew she hadn't done. Or who would cry her self to sleep at the loss of someone who was willing to hurt her repeatedly.

Now she was stronger. And was done with her old self and life.

She had changed for the better. She had grown into an independent girl who did her best for her girls. Did her best for Blackpink and their future as a group.

She devoted her time to song writing , hoping to come with an amazing comeback for her blinks. Because despite all the drama she had faced over  the past few months , they were always there for her with love and support.

—past few months on social media—

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Has anyone heard the news ?!? Yunkook have broken up 😭😭😭

*******

Jungkook and Yuna have broken up !! JUNGKOOK IS MINE AGAIN ! Screw Lee Yuna !

****_**.**
You know I don't even listen to Blackpink. But can people stop talking about this idol Lee Yuna ! She's a person and is obviously hurting so fucking get a life you pieces of shit

Idolbuzz-77

It has been officially announced that idols Lee Yuna and Jeon Jungkook have called it quits

Seol2009reports

Blackpink Lee Yuna and Bangtans Jeon Jungkook have ended their relationship

Comments:

*****: Why did they break up !!? Yuna and Jungkook were my everything ???🥺

******: apparently they just wanted to focus on their careers

******: Yuna was said to have had a mental illness problem after they broke up ? I hope she's doing ok now ❤️#support Yuna

******_**:

They were actually the best couple of 2019 !! My dreams are crushed and I'm going into hiding

KimJennie

It has been a difficult past couple of months full of interviews and press conferences. But I am so proud of my little Yunny and just know she is stronger then ever thanks to the love from our blinks 💕🖤

Lalalalalalisaaaaa.xoxo

Never been so happy for someone in my entire life and that's a fact. Yuna you have come so far these last few months and the future holds great things for you 💕💕

Forever my ride or die partner in life ! I'm so blessed to be able to live each day with you like it's our last❤️I love you and I look forward to our comeback. Blinks get ready 😋😉😉😉😉

Comments:

***: ugh please look after our Yuna girls !😩😩♥️can't wait for the comeback Blackpink !

******: Yuna hasn't posted in forever 😩wish her our love and best thoughts jisoooooo

***********: stay strong Yuna ! We love you and thank you for everything you have done for us

*****: Yuna kill this comeback ok ?! Kill it and show this world why no one should mess with you or Blackpink !🖤💕🖤💕

And all of these posts were true. Over the last few months Yuna had come so far , and had realised how stupid she had been. She had realised she didn't deserve any of the emotional abuse she had received from Jungkook or the guys.

They didn't believe her and she was over that. She had finally grown to not care about their opinions and was sick of how badly they had treated her.

*PINC*

Jackson: Hey. You're up ?

Me: ??

Jackson: Look ahead

Lifting her head up, Yuna spotted Jackson walking out of a convenient store with a small white plastic bag. She smiled at him warmly , waving at him with her tiny hand.

"Why are you out at this time ?" He asked , placing the bag down on the curb before taking a seat next to her. His feet lay ahead of hers on the road , seeing as his legs were a lot longer.

"Couldn't sleep"

"How come ?"

My ex is still haunting my nightmares

"Just couldn't"

Jackson pressed his lips together and nodded, looking ahead.

"You ?"she sighed.

Jackson went into the plastic bag before pulling out a bottle of medicine. "I'm sick"

"Oh"

"Don't worry it's nothing"

"Oh no I'm not worried for you" she spoke , scutching away from him. The slight chuckle from Jackson made Yuna smile , before she sat back next to him.
"I'm sorry you are sick"

"Ah it's my own fault. I kissed a girl who had this weird lip sore. Guess she was pretty ill"

"That's ..prooobably the most disgusting thing you've ever told me" Yuna said , making Jackson chuckle again. She smiled at him before going to hug her legs, looking down at her feet.

Jackson smiled at her , watching as her long blonde hair covered her exposed thighs. She was wearing a pair of pyjama shorts complimented by a black hoodie with white flowers going up the sleeves.

"So" he coughed. "I'm guessing you've ..erm. W-well I'm guessing you've-."

"Seen all of the hate on social media ? Yup. But it's fine. My blinks have been the best distraction"

"Ahh. And are you feeling ok about the haters ?"

"They are the last thing on my mind lately"

"And by that. Do you mean Jungk-."

"Please...please don't mention his name. I've been doing well to not think about him"

"Well. I actually needed to mention him to you. I sent him something to prove it wasn't you in that video with me"

Yunas eyes widened , but her eyes remained on her feet and her head on her knees.

"In the recording of me and Yerim. I didn't realise I had a saved part where Yerim presses play on the video camera. She mustn't have realised there was an unedited version"

"So?"

"So..I sent Jungkook the video"

"...you sent him..him the video-."

"Yeah I did. Yuna you are my friend and I wanted to finally make things right. I wanted Jungkook to see the truth of you being right all along"

Yuna couldn't believe it. Jungkook would know the truth ..
He would know that when she said she loved him, she was telling the truth. He would know he should have never doubted her and been so horrible to her.
The guys would know they had made a huge mistake in not believing her.

"When did you send it ?"

"20 minutes ago maybe. But I doubt he would have read it by now. Considering it was a message from me"

True

"I'm surprised you aren't blocked" she spoke.

"But when he sees the video. He will most likely try to reach you. Will you talk to him ?"

"No"

"No?"

"No. I gave him many chances to believe me and he chose not too. Instead he hurt me more and more each time I fought for his forgiveness"

"But..you love him right ?"

"Loved"

"You still love him I know you do"

"Loved him. I'm over him and my friendship with the guys"

"Why don't I believe you"

"You should do. Because I've changed Jackson. I've finally stopped caring about people who don't care about me"

"People can't change enough to stop loving someone"

Yuna lifted her head to look at him. Her face blank and unable to read , as though all emotion had suddenly faded from her.
"Jungkook was able to stop loving me"

Jackson stayed quiet . Ready to just listen to Yuna. But she didn't say anything else , instead she just rested her head back on her knees. Staring at nothing.
The video won't mean anything to him

——7:00am——

Yuna had finally come back to the dorm , after staying out for a couple of hours with Jackson.

"Where have you been ?" Jennie asked whilst entering the living room. "I was just about to ring your arse up"

"I went out for a walk. Couldn't sleep really"

"You should have tried having some warm milk"

"I'll try it next time. Anyway are the girls up? We have dance practice soon"

"Lisa is just drying her hair. Then we can go"

Yuna was debating whether to tell Jennie about the news of Jungkook being sent proof by Jackson. It wasn't really important to her anymore , and if she spoke about it then more focus would be on Jungkook again.

No. Best not . I need to stay focused on my career

"Hey can I ask you something ?" Jennie spoke , pulling Yuna to sit down with her. "It's about the song you wrote ? For our comeback"

"Oh ?"

"I'm sorry to mention him. But ..is it about Jungkook?"

Was it about Jungkook ? Yes. Just like most of Yunas songs , they were inspired by her feelings due to Jungkook. Only this time they weren't the once sweet loving ones. Instead she had wrote a song due to the pain she had once felt , along with the horrible truth of their love coming to an end.

She decided to come clean and told Jennie the truth. Admitting that her song was inspired from Jungkook. Pressing her lips shut , she waited for the lecture from Jennie. About how she shouldn't use her anger for her music.

However the small hand hold and smile from her unnie took her by surprise.

Jennie looked her in the eyes and smiled.

"Then I'm even more stoked for our performance" she spoke , shocking Yuna completely.

"You are ?"

"Course I am. Jungkook and the others wrote a song about you..it's about time they got a taste of their own medicine"

"Jennie. Please know this song wasn't a way for me to get revenge"

"It wasn't ?"

Yuna shook her head. "It really wasn't. For a whole 2 years of my life I gave Jungkook my everything. My time. My heart. My love and my complete trust. And he threw it all back in my face. And I hate my self for being the girl to let that happen. So ..
This song is to show him I've changed. And that I'm stronger. Better. To show I'm not the girl he once knew"

"Then that is an even better reason for us to all kill our comeback. Not just for our blinks. But for you too Yuna"

Both girls smiled at each other. It was finally time for Yuna to feel free again, and to feel empowered again. It was time to show her fans , and to show the world that she had changed.

——Meanwhile in Bangtans dorm——

Jungkook was awake. But he hadn't bothered checking his phone. Mainly because he was too busy enjoying the lips of another girl he had taken to bed with him from last night.

He kissed her passionately ; letting her naked chest press against his. She was no one to him, just a random girl from the club. But a good distraction.

"Jungkook!" Jin knocked on the boys door, making the girl lift away from his lips. Jungkook sighed in frustration before looking at his door.

"What is it?"

"Your phone was left out here. You've gotten loads of texts from Jackson"

Ignoring his Hyungs sentence , Jungkook brought the girls lips back to his. Letting his hands slip under the sheets to rest on her butt. A moan slipped out from her lips as he rubbed her gently but also firmly.

"Jungkook get out here now !"

Ignoring his Hyung once again , Jungkook flipped the girl onto her back ready to let him self have some morning action. But then ..
Something weird happened.

For a moment he swore the girl looked just like Yuna to him. Her lips suddenly plump for a few seconds , and her hazel eyes were a dark brown. Her hair changed from black to blonde.
Yuna ?

"Everything ok ?" The girl suddenly switched back to her normal self once she asked Jungkook if he was ok.

Why am I imagining Yuna ?!

"Jungkook !" The door busted open , revealing all 6 of his friends catching site of their youngest brother hovering over a girl. He turned his head to the door, seeing them all with pale faces.

"What is it ?" He sighed , sitting down next to his one night stand. "And make it quick"

"It's Yuna" Jimin spoke , a sad expression on his little face.

"What about her ?"

"Jungkook" Yoongi spoke. "We..we were wrong"

Jungkook raised his brows , wondering what the hell they were trying to say.

Taehyung looked down at Jungkooks phone, staring at Yerims face in the beginning of the video. "Kooks..Yuna didn't cheat on you"

The boy just stayed still. Not speaking a word but keeping his eyes locked on Taehyungs face. All 6 boys looked as if their worlds had just crashed before their very eyes. Surely with news like this they would have been happy , over the moon even. Delighted that they would be able to have their friend back.

But after seeing the posts and teaser videos for Blackpinks new comeback. They knew forgiveness wouldn't be waiting for them.

10 minutes later——

"Why the fuck didn't I believe her!"

"Why didn't any of us ?" Taehyung sighed , watching Jungkook pace across the living room with his phone in his hand.

"How could I let this happen !? How could I let myself fall for it ?? How could I just fucking let Yuna be hurt?"

"Jungkook try and calm down-."

"Calm down !? How can I fucking stay calm when I just ended things with Yuna and she didn't even do anything wrong ?"

All 6 boys watched him just freak out. Wanting to do the same and just panic. They were all just as in the wrong as he was, and knew that they had been horribly wrong.

"Maybe it's not too late !" The boy spoke , swiping onto his and Yunas old texts.

Me:  Yuna . Can we talk ??
Message failed to deliver

"I'm blocked"

"Doesn't surprise me" Hoseok spoke , looking down at the ground. The guilt that weighed down on his heart killed him, and he couldn't even bare to look him self in the mirror.

"Well I'll go to her. I'll go to her dorm and beg for her to talk to me!" Jungkook spoke in a panicked voice. "I'll beg for her forgiveness"

"Do we even deserve it ? We hurt poor Yuna" Jimin spoke , a face on him as though he just stood on a
puppy's paw. "Will she even want to talk to us?"

"Probably not" Jin spoke. "Not after the posts for her new comeback"

Jungkook looked over at him, his eyebrows scrunched up. "What posts?"

All 6 guys crowded around Jin to watch the video. There they all saw the teaser video for Blackpinks new song ..

Kill This Love

Blackpinkofficial

Lets

Kill

This

"Where is Yunas picture ?" Jungkook asked , taking Jins phone off of him to look closer. "Why isn't hers here ?"

"I'm guessing hers will be the last to be posted . Maybe to get the fans more exited" Jin spoke , taking his phone back. "After all. If that what the others girls look like ..imagine Yuna"

"What do you mean ?"

"Well you know Yuna. And so do her fans. She's the bubbly sunshine of the group ..only into pastel colours. So seeing her in a concept like this doesn't seem possible"

"Jungkook where are you going ?" Taehyung asked , watching the boy race to the front door whisky pulling a black hoodie over his head.

He swung it open. "To talk to Yuna".

Why the fuck did this have to happen ?? Jungkook why are you so dumb to let her go! Ugh Yuna you have no idea how stupid I feel. I don't even deserve you

He ignored the calls from his friends , continuing to pace down the street and towards Blackpinks dorm.
I'm a cunt ! I'm a dick ! I'm such a dick why didn't I trust her
His phone continued to vibrate in his back pocket.
Please just promise me you will listen to me Yuna ! Just let me tell you how sorry I am

He was only 10 minutes away from the dorm room , when a girl grabbed hold of his arm stopping him in his tracks.

"Jungkook" Yerim smiled up at him. "Fancy going out for a drink ?"

"Can't" was all he said before he ripped his arm out of her grip , continuing his steps towards Yunas.
I'll never forgive my self Yuna. But I just hope you can forgive me

"Jungkook" Yerim called out. "Jungkook!" Taking hold of his arm again, she forced him to turn round. "Why are you storming away from me"

"I need to see Yuna"

"Why ?"

"Why do you care !?"

Yerims face dropped , the slight idea lingering in her mind that Jungkook had found out about her sabotage. "W-well ..because I care about you"

"Then do me a favor" he yanked his arm free, making her stumble forward. "Stay the fuck away from Yuna" he placed his earphones in. "And me" was the last thing he said before he ran off, trying his best to get to Yunas as quick as he could.

————10 minutes later

"Is she here ? Please..I need..to speak to her..fast"

"She's in the shower"

"Can I speak to her after?"

Lisa pressed her lips shut and looked behind her, seeing if Jennie or Jisoo were around. She looked back at Jungkook , seeing his hopeful eyes staring straight at hers.
Wow those doe eyes really have an affect

"I don't think that's a good idea" she spoke. "Shes gotten to be in a good place and seeing you-."

"Lisa please I need to see her!"

"Lisa ? Who is it-." Jennie froze once she stood next to Lisa. "Jungkook what are you doing here?" She asked in a serious cold tone, crossing her arms as she stared him down.

"I know you guys hate me but I need to see Yuna. I need to apologise and I need her back"

"You really think you deserve to see her right now ?" Jennie asked , standing more in front of Lisa. "Just get lost already"

"Jennie please let me speak to her. I know I was wrong and I wanna make up for it"

"Wrong doesn't even do justice for you. Or the others. Why aren't they here with you if they feel so in the wrong?"

"They knew it was too soon yo try and see Yuna. They even tried to persuade me not to come, but here I am. This was too important for me to listen to them"

Jennie looked to the side with a sarcastic laugh. "i suppose that makes you a good person" she looked back at him. "Because you disobeyed your dear hyungs"

"Jennie come on"

"Bye Jungkook" she spoke before swinging the door shut. "Lisa don't tell Yuna he was here. We have another dance practice soon and I don't want her stressed" she spoke , storming into her bedroom to change into her dance clothes.

Jungkook cursed out loud before slamming a fist on the door. Yuna I'm a fucking screw up ok ! I know I am but I miss you. I miss you like mad that it kills me to even think of you

—————

Ringing out her hair , Yuna entered the living room to find all three girls sat on the sofa. They soon stopped their whispers before looking at her.
"You nearly ready ?" Jennie smiled, fixing her backpack onto her back.

"Just gonna dry my hair and then I'll be ready" Yuna spoke , walking into her bedroom. Jennie followed her with her eyes , waiting till her door closed.

"Is he still out there?" She asked , heading towards the window. "Ok good. I don't want Yuna seeing him today , she'll lose focus"

"Maybe she won't ?" Lisa spoke , "maybe she's in a better place where Jungkook doesn't affect her anymore"

"Oh please Lis. Yuna was in love with him for 2 years. She's not ready for an interaction yet"

"I wouldn't say so" Jisoo spoke. "I was madly in love with Yoongi , but now he's no more then a friend..well maybe not a friend considering what happened with Yuna"

"It's different Jisoo. You and Yoongi weren't together as long"

Jisoo just sighed , fixing her own bag onto her back. "I think you could be being a little over protective. She's 20 years old and you are acting like a mother hen to her"

"Someone has to be" Jennie spoke.

"What you don't think me and Lisa can help either ?" Jisoo raised her brows , crossing her arms. "Because we are all in this together here. We all take care of each other"

If only Yuna were here to make a high school musical reference.

"No Jisoo I'm not implying that. If anyone is the mother hen of this group it is you. It will always be you. But I just want you to both understand that Yuna isn't ready at all to see Jungkook. Not just yet anyway"

"Just try and have faith in her though Jen. Just a little" Jisoo spoke , standing next to Jennie to place a hand on her arm. "She's stronger then you think"

But was Jisoo right. Was Yuna strong enough to face Jungkook ever ? Jennie did have a point , and that being that Yunas feelings for Jungkook were unbelievably strong. Surely feelings like that can't  just go away , no matter how long you distance your self from someone. 4 months apart can not make up for 2 whole years.

"I just wanna keep her safe from anymore harm. I want her to be happy" Jennie sighed. "She's always been there for us 3 , so I wanna be there for her too"

Jisoo pulled Jennie into a hug , holding her close. "Your mother would have been proud Jen , to see you so protective of another"

"Yuna has been there for me everyday since she passed. She never left my side , never let me feel lonely. I don't want her to feel lonely-."

"And she won't. Not when she has us three. She won't ever feel lonely I promise you. We are a team us 4. And when together we are strong"

Lisa got up to hurry over and join in on the hug , making Jennie chuckle a little. A tear rolling down her cheek and landing onto Jisoos shirt.

Yuna left her bedroom to see the heart warming scene near the window. "Heyyyyy what's up ?" She asked a little concerned to see Jennie crying.

"Nothing" she smiled , wiping her eye with the back of her hand. Yuna looked at her with a light smile , tilting her head to the side. Walking over to Jennie she pulled her into a hug , pushing her head towards the crook of her neck. Jennie wrapped her arms around her younger sister , letting another tear fall.

"I'm here for you unnie" she spoke , combing through her hair with her fingers. Jennie just smiled and hugged Yuna tighter.

"I love you" she spoke , closing her eyes to let another tear fall. Jisoo and Lisa stood either side of the two , joining in on the group hug.

——Bangtans practice room——

"They didn't let me in. What was I supposed to do break the door down ?"

"Jungkook we aren't saying that. We just hoped you would have spoken to her actually" Jin sighed , sitting down on the bench. The others were all on the floor stretching, ready to start practice.

Gather round and listen to mother Jin

"I miss her" jin sighed , letting his fore arms rest on his thighs as he looked down. "We screwed up guys. A friendship with someone amazing"

"I'm gonna stop by the dorm again tonight. She will be in" Jungkook spoke. The others looked at him , not sure whether to think it was a good idea. "I have to see her . It's killing me"

"It's killing us to not see you with her" Hoseok spoke. "Your mood has changed and you aren't the same without her. It's as though we've all changed without her"

"I finally get my best friend back after a whole year of not speaking. And this goes and happens" Taehyung spoke , tossing his water bottle away from him in anger. "All because if a breakup I have to lose her again"

"Are you blaming me?" Jungkook asked , looking across at Taehyung.

Taehyung just rolled his eyes, continuing to rub his ankle as he stretched.

"I'm asking you a question ?"

"And I'm not answering"

"Dick"

"Come on you two" Namjoon sighed. "Don't argue now it's pathetic"

The two boys just scowled at one another before going back to their stretching.

————

A whole hour had passed , and the boys had finished their first half of dance practice.

Jungkook began scrolling through his phone as he walked through the halls, looking at old photos of Yuna from when they were together. Photos from past dates, or just times when they were hanging out.

I miss you so fucking much

I miss your kindness! How perfectly sweet and loving you were

I miss your smile so much . A smile that would make me smile whenever ever I took a picture of you

You're so beautiful ..and I must have made you feel so ugly inside

I love you Yuna. I really love you..more then anything

You are my everything and I will love you no matter what becomes of us

A tear fell onto his phone screen , before he sniffles and rubbed his nose. Jungkook had never known a heart break like this. He didn't even know what to do with him self anymore, all because he was just so lost without Yuna. He had lost his best friend , his love of his life all because he couldn't find him self to trust her.

"Jungkook. We have to get back to practice" Jin called as he stuck his head out of the practice room door.

Jungkook wiped his eyes with a sniffle before shoving his phone in his pocket. Jin lightly smiled as he watched his younger brother walk towards him , the tear stream visible on his cheek. He took him into a side hug , bringing him to join with the others again for their practice.