14. His dilemma
Arnav's Pov
There on the door she stood with tears in her eyes. I must be the one in her place who should be crying hearing her hateful words. Never ever i was insulted by anyone like khushi did. Albeit being in fashion field never ever my character was questioned. Never ever i was linked with any girl. But today my own wife, a wife of few days who doesn't know me fully raise question on my character.
Leaving me devastated with her words, she stood there with tears like she's innocent. And she dared to question me and my decision. She conveniently showed herself as a victim putting whole blame on me asking, How can i decide our divorce without discussing with her? And taking lessons on How I was no more bachelor, How my decision affects her and her family as she's my wife.
How irony? she will not accept me as her husband and will not consider my feelings but I should consider her as my wife and give importance to her feelings as if I didn't give those respect earlier.
I was way too furious on seeing her vengeance without having any fault of mine. Scratch i did one mistake which dragged me til here. I married her, that was the only blunder i did. I'll rectify it, either by releasing her from this marriage or making her accept this marriage.
I wanted to know where I stand in her life, even though she didn't voice out i can see it in her eyes I was nothing but a thorn in her life. So I asked the same which she happily declared me as a thorn on her life, my patience broke. How dare she??? If I was thorn then she should have given that thought before saying yes to marry me.
Now, enough of dancing on her tunes. Enough of tolerating her every idiotic behaviours. Enough of giving her the space she needed. Enough of covering her mistakes before the family. Enough of her harsh words. Enough... Henceforth, I am not going to bend according to her wishes.
Newly married cannot get divorce easily before completing atleast an year. I took that period as my target. If I can't change her in this one year then I myself will back off from this marriage. But her submission on yesterday itself screamed her liking towards me yet something stopping her. I should try to find out what it was in this one year, it may helps.
Deciding to start my target today itself, I purposely intimidated her by putforthing some conditions before challenging her. Like i foresee she was enraged making things easy for me. Her scandilized expressions added fuel in me to carry on with my plans.
She did argued, threatened atlast pleaded without slipping out from her attitude to make me withdraw my conditions. I loved that attitude if hers.
I don't know why she looks perplexed when I asked, Who has the capability to become her husband? Atleast i shall try to change myself according to her likings, if she share her wishes with me.
She remained tight lipped and i have no other option than carry out my plans. Without delay I arranged for our reception and consulted with family members.
When I disclosed it to her family they're excited right way unlike her who fought with me. I can feel her apprehension when I disclosed about press meet. She's getting agitated with my unexpected behaviour as i normally laid on her bed disrobing my shirt. Before I could rejoice my first victory of making her accepting my conditions she accused me once again saying i am seducing her. Dare she, her mind travel in that way only. I don't know what I lashed out on her. Somewhat i am not in mood to argue with her, but looks like she's not.
Again she brought the press meet topic which infuriated me more. What she is thinking of myself? A puppet whom she can dominate whatever she wishes. Never. I'll be more than happy if she dominate me with her love not with her arrogance. Sleep overtook before my anger reaches its peak.
Next morning was worst than any day. I thought she's just headstrong but never knows she is mad. She made me freaked by putting my finger on hot coffee. Who does that? That too with her unwanted husband.
She'll not do it with her wanted husband, My mind mused.
Mustering my patience i whispered in her ears to get ready. I was once again left with surprise seeing her getting affected by my closeness. It was indeed a good sign, a sign which altered my plans. Instead of going to home i turned the wheels to my office.
I lead and let her to choose whatever she likes. To my astonishment she chose what I planned to give it for reception. And that was my first creation for her. That simple gesture from her gave me immense pleasure.
When she wore it I was lost, lost in her beauty. Until she shout at me I was in my dream land. As usual madam argued and i dismissed her without caring much.
When we reached home annika teased me, if only khushi accept me I'll be happy. Happily accept all their teasings. It reminds me of my crumpling marriage. Nonetheless i composed myself before everyone.
Seems like unknowingly my family was on my side. Annika wanted to shop which I used on my favour. I know khushi will not like it. I purposely riled her up. I loved seeing her edggy as she suggested i should be in clock manufacturing sector.
She was annoyed man..
But I don't know what made her cry throughout the whole travel. Even when mom supported her, annika teased her she sat stone faced.
When I asked her why she was crying she just shrugged off. I am looking forward for the day when she'll share her problems with me.
The only thing that I admired in her was, she never treated my family with hate like she do with me. She once again proved i was not anyone to her by refusing to buy clothes. She's dragging the economical status between. Can't she understand whatever i earn was for my family and that includes she too? She's one hell stubborn lady i came across.
Owing to annika's interference she accepted what I have chosen. They shopped as if world is going to end and dumped all the cloths on my hand like i am their shopping bag. Sighed chanting anything for my ladies, i did that billing before joining with them on food court. Khushi was so annoyed when I ordered her and her face was worth watching when I grabbed her food.
If she knows i purposely ordered the spicy food then I'll be gone. Glad annika didn't interfered who knows i don't like spicy foods and wantedly ordered that food. But I can't be heartless leaving khushi to starve while I gobbling her food. I ordered burger which turned to be her favourite unknowingly that soothes me and I guess that was the first information i know about my wife apart from her biodata or precise cv.
As soon as i dropped them back in home, I planned to finish all the office works as i have serious issues with khushi which should be solved if i want to lead a happy peaceful married life. But the work took toll on me and i find it hard to reach home at night. Not even once khushi called me. I was away for whole twenty four hours but khushi seems less cared about it. Anyways pushing away the negative thoughts which starts ebbing away my spirit I entered my room only to stop seeing breath taking view of khushi. I already got ready in office itself.
She looks eternal in my creation but felt something missing that was her happiness. I can't understand what to do. How to make her happy. In between annika asked something which I not paid attention as i was busy reading khushi eyes.
Her tears, she cried which again tampered my spirits. What if she loves someone else? That though itself angered me, i cannot take that. In my own contemplation i failed to notice the surroundings until the car halted.
Warning her to behave properly i held her close to me when we stepped before cameras. It was the first time we're appearing outside as a couple and it was second time we're close to each other. My hands perfectly fitted on her slim waist and involuntarily her shoulder blades brushed against my torso. The media which irritated me to the core was the saving grace of my party today from my wife who planning to stop it somehow.
I can feel her nervousness and smiling through gritted teeth posing for cameras which captures us throughout the way. When aman informed about press meet i saw her stiffening. She was annoyed, i don't know how long she is going to hold it. Clearly showing my unfaithfulness on her i dragged her to the lobby.
Her feet slowed down, thinking her planning to ran away i tightened my hold indicating her to walk fast. Before we could proceed to take two steps she halted abruptly and heard her whispering siddharth.
My breath hitched. Is he was the reason for their failing marriage? Were she loved him? Or Loving him? Suddenly the hall seems spining around me before I could hold on myself khushi slumped down taking fistful of my coat.
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Hello guys. Sorry for late update. I was bit confused on writing this. Khushi Pov was four chapters and arnav's should be only one which I found it hard to write all those in this single update.
I squeezed all the four chapters into one as i don't want to rewrite all dialogues detailing each and every minute. This was Khushi's story if i wrote more of arnav Pov it'll not do justice to story title. Hope it was okay and i planned to keep this way 4:1 so that title suits the story line. Is it okay or you guys need more of arnav's Pov?
And next update takes sometime. There're functions going on my home, i could not give next update asap.
Started new story on arshi kids guys. Check it out.
Chronicles of Raizada(s)- A lighthearted os series of arshi and their child(ren)
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