Special Chapter!:Shiota Nagisa's Point of View:

Wishing for My Favorite Red Eyes

That day, the class was really crowded, they were talking about a new student coming.

I wonder if it's a boy or a girl...

"Class, we got a transfer from class 3-B"

Hmm.. That's not usual...

The door opened...
And it was a girl...

She has a double colored hair...
A brilliant dark red eyes...

She was really beautiful...

"I'm Hinama Yukine from Class 3-B, I hope we can get along~" She smiled.

Her smile captured me...

She walked to the back and sit next to Karma-kun, since then, Karma-kun was staring at her...

At lunch time, I tried to find her but I can't find her anywhere, so, I was going to the forest...

"Kyaaa!!"

Huh?! A voice?!

I quickly runned to the voice.

I don't know it was a fortune or what...

But, it was Hinama-san...

She seems to get along with Karma-kun..

I wonder if I have a chance to confess to her...

Wait, wait! She just come today! And I don't like her that much!

While the next day...

Hinama-san was sleeping all day in the back, weirdly, Koro Sensei didn't notice this...

Even when she came, Karma-kun was the one who were carrying her, is she sick?

I noticed that Karma-kun always took a peek at her in the middle of the class.

I was hopeless...

"Uhm...Kayano?"

"What is it, Nagisa?"

"How do you...c-c.."

"What?"

"H-how do y-you c-c-confess to s-someone..?"

I was stuttering, Kayano looked at me with a confused face.

"...So...you have someone you like?"

"...Yes"

"Humm...Who is it?"

"I-it's..."

"It's?"

"H-Hin--I mean, someone...new..."

"Oh! You like Hinama-san, the new student!"

I was almost blushed, I can't believe she figured it out...

The school bell ringed, everyone was packing their things, while Karma-kun is still there watching Hinama-san...

I'm curious...
Is Karma-kun like Hinama-san?

While everyone is already home, I standed at the wall near the classroom's back door, I wanted to calm down..

Suddenly a BB bullet shotted an inch from my ear..

"Uagh!"

I shocked and looked at the small hole, After that Hinama-san stomped out of the class.

I was trying to call her...
But my voice can't reach it..

The next day, she didn't come to school, probably she catch a fever...

Next day again, she still hasn't come, I started to worry..

Until the third day...

Kayano telled me about how much she was worrying for Hinama-san..

Koro sensei asked Karma-kun to visited her..

I decided to follow Karma-kun, Luckily, He didn't seem to notice me..

We arrive at Hinama-san's house, it was a normal one.

"Who ar' ya?" The man with big build and scary face said, it was terrifying.

He brought Karma-kun into the house, so, I hurried to the door after they entered.

I'm wondering what is happening..

After that, a woman with a similar appearance to Hinama-san, appeared next to me, only her hair was red-colored..

"Ah, who could you be?" She asked.

"I'm Hinama-san's friend" I answered.

"Oh, okay!"

When the door opened, Karma-kun was carrying Hinama-san that was unconscious, on her body, there was a few of bandages, I wonder why...

"Yuki-chan!!"

Her sister freaked out, seeing her sister was like that, of course, who wouldn't be freak out seeing their sibling unconscious and has bandages on the body?

We brought Hinama-san to the hospital, as we wait, I was just pondering, what happen to her, please it was nothing bad..

But this was definitely a serious case..

"Hey, You two, you are Yuki-chan's classmate friends, right?"

Her sister broke the long unbearable silence, me and Karma-kun standing up and introduce ourselves

And she introduced herself as well, her name was Harune...

And as always, she mistaken me for a girl..

"Are you Hinama Yukine's relatives?"

The doctor asked while came out of the room with a serious face, i have a bad feeling about this..

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"Oh god, you can't be serious!" Harune-san slammed the table while having watery eyes, i was shocked after hearing an explanation from the doctor about Hinama-san..

Hinama Yukine does not have much time left...

"Karma-kun, what do we should do?" I asked Karma-kun who were listening and shocked as well, he closed his eyes for a minute and posed like he was thinking.

"Give her something that every girl wanted.." He answered.

I was confused, so, i asked back, "What do you mean?"

"Give her a memory of...Love.."

Harune-san seem confused and weirded out.

"Are you sure...? I mean.. Yuki-chan's not the type of person who wanted something like hat.." Harune answered.

"It's okay" Karma-kun said, he seems to be confidence with his answer.

The next day, me and Karma-kun go to class together and talked about how we didn't believe what we heard yesterday, I was really suprised when i got in to class to find that Hinama-san was there, the fact that she was just hospitalized yesterday...

"T-Thanks for yesterday.." She said nervously to Karma-kun, i started to doubt that i have a chance to confess, maybe it's just ridiculous to fall in love by just seeing their apperance...

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"Huh? a recovery gift?" I said in confuse to Kayano.
"Of course! She just recovered from such a dangerous ill, we should cheer her up!" She answered.

I was shocked, how did Kayano knows about that?!

"How did you know about that?!" I asked, almost half-shouting, and then, she tells that Koro-sensei was the one who tell her about it.

The class gathered up at 7, to give a suprise for Hinama-san, we had fun and gave her our presents that we bring from home, but weirdly, Karma-kun didn't come that night.

I was quiet nervous when I was about to gave my present, will she like it? What if she dislike it? What is her reaction?!

"H-Hinama-san! This is my present.." I said while trying to calm myself down, and handed Hinama-san a medium sized box pink with white stripes and white ribbon on it.

"Uwaah! A scarf from my favorite brand!" Hinama-san said cheerfully when she opened the box, luckily, I accidentally bought her favorite brand, I was relived...

"Thanks a lot, Nagisa-kun!" She smiled brightly to me..

For that moment I felt my heart skipped a beat and really happy..

After we split up, I was the last to go home, so does Hinama-san..

She waved me goodbye, and I waved back, as I was walking I notice from not too far, Karma-kun was standing there, Hinama-san walked toward him, after that I saw an unbelievable sight...

Karma-kun gave Hinama-san a flower...

I wasn't supposed to be this weak, but my heart was felt hurt when I saw it..

This is it...
I totally has no chance...

I runned away from the scene, I opened the door to my house..

"I'm home" I said calmly and walked towards my room.

"Welcome home, Nagisa! How was it?...Nagisa?" Mother asked.

I throwed myself to my bed, my coat was laying on the floor, I was desperate...

I looked at the clock, it was late..

Have she fall asleep?
Did she get home safely?

I reached my phone, I dialed her number...

"Hello, This is Yukine, leave a message and I call soon as I can"

My phone leaded to the message box, probably she's asleep now..

I think I should just let her go...
She'll probably like Karma-kun anyway..

I pullef my blanket and covered myself in it..

The next day, the scene is just the same, I kept seeing Hinama-san getting along to Karma-kun.

"Uwaaah...They just look like a couple!" Kayano's voice startled me.

I just frowned hearing it...
I closed my eyes...

"There's still a chance, you know?"

Her voices startled me again, and she give a bright smile and headed out the class.

She probably right..
Okay! Let's tried to talk to her after school!

The bell ringed means school has ended, I hurried and tried to find her but she is nowhere to found...

I gived up and went home and called her..

But all I hear was two girls voices and a big slam, I panicked...

What is happening?!

And the next thing I know...

Hinama-san was moved to Class A...

That day..
For the first time..
I watched the person I know since first-year...
Seems deeply desperate...

Koro-sensei and Karma-kun went out of class, the class was curious about what was they talking about...

That words...
Sliced through me...

"I in love with her, Sensei..."

I heard Karma-kun's voice said...

After they come back to class I told Koro-sensei that I wasn't feel well, so, I can go home...

I sat down at my bed and stared at my hands...

Without realizing...
A tear run down my cheek as the rain fell down on the window...

Tear touched my hands...

And then, I realized...
That I should wipe it...
Because I must face what is in front instead of sitting down doing nothing...

"Ah, good morning!" I greeted as I enter the class.

"Good morning!" ...answered..

I looked to the voice source...

"Hi-Hinama-san!"

She smiled to me and told me everything about what happen.

That afternoon, I felt a sense saying something bad is going to happen somehow..

And the class went bumped to the Five Virtuoso and things went crazy...

"JUST TELL ME YOU KNOW!"

For the first time, I saw Hinama-san shouted at Karma-kun, looks like she found out about what happen in the hospital...

And the next thing, we played a drama, because of a bet we did with Class A, and with a little plan made by Nakamura-san, the prince role was taken by Karma-kun.

Class A cheated so we'll lose, but we came up with a plan...

We sing!...

"Koitte yamai nano!"

At the end of the song, Hinama-san singed cheerfully.

And I heard from some people after that, that Karma-kun and Hinama-san went on a date..

On Monday, As usual, we start class, but Hinama-san doesn't seem to be here, I looked at Karma-kun that was frowning,
I wonder why...

And that noon..
A chaos has started in the forest behind the old campus, Hinama-san has gone crazy and looks like she was already lose her sanity while attempting to kill Koro-sensei in a sadistic way...

After that, she reveals her true nature and past, while Karasuma-sensei told us about her identity.

For her safety, Hinama-san was told to temporarily live in Karma-kun's house until thing has calmed down, Well, if it's Karma-kun, we can trust him...

"Hey, did you hear? Karma-kun and Yukine-chan was attacked by some gangster!" Nakamura said to some girls that morning.

"What?! That's bad!"

"Are they okay?"

I looked at Karma-kun and decided to talk to him about it.

"Hey, Karma-kun, Are you okay? I heard you were attacked.." I asked.

"Oh, Nagisa-kun, Yeah, Sure, I'm okay~"

After that, I asked Hinama-san the same thing with the same answer but not the same expression...

They tolded us a new student was coming again, and, it happens to be Hinama-san's childhood friend, but, as us all felt that she is trustable, Hinama-san doesn't seems so...

The next day, I heard again that Hinama-san was attacked again, but Karma-kun went to save her..

Do I really have a chance if it's like this?...

July comes, which means it's mine and Hinama-san's birthday..

I've decided to confess to her, but before that, I want to do something first...

A day before her birthday, I asked if she wants to go hang out with me..

"Of course, Nagisa-kun! Then, I'll be waiting in the school's yard after school! See you there!"

...was Hinama-san's answer...

I felt happy at that moment, but, somehow I felt bad as well, I wonder why..

To celebrate both of our birthday, The class brings up an idea to have a party, that is in Nakamura-san's house...

I saw the new girl was invited ad well, after all, she was a member of Class E...

I saw that new girl been clinging around Karma-kun..

I decided to confess here, after everyone going home, me and her standing in front Nakamura-san's fence..

Here it goes...

"Hinama-san, actually.."

"What is it, Nagisa-kun?"

"Hinama-san,I..."

"Yes?"

"I think i like you!"

Hinama-sann seems surprised, Well, who wouldn't surprised if someone confessed to them?

However, Things take turn into some mystery case, Nakamura-san's was actually been recording our conversation and sended it to Akaname-san...

So, Akaname-san's plan was to break Hinama-san and Karma-kun's relationship...

We hurried to Akaname-san's position, she was ready to shot Karma-kun with a gun.

"KARMA-KUN!!"

A flash of second, Hinama-san covered for Karma-kun, She took the bullet...

Blood was pouring up, I was getting panicked, doesn't know what to do, I hurried to call for help.

We all caught in a death-or-live fight with Akaname-san..

Until help comes, Akaname-san got arrested, and Hinama-san was hospitalized, at least, I can relieve...

And when I thought I was okay, Karma-kun finally asked Hinama-san..

"Can I be your boyfriend?" His voice heard until our hideout, the bush.

Desperately, I'm escaped the hideout with a pain everywhere.

"Ufgmh!!--" I was stuffed with a cloth.

"You will be a good bait~"
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"Nagisa?!" Nakamura-san voice calling from outside the woods.

"Nakamura-san!!!" I screamed as loud as I can, but still, it wont be able to be heard.

"Ughdmf!!---" Nakamura-san was poisoned with the cloth by the same person who caught me.

We were knocked out, we felt like our body was thrown, until we both awaken and find ourselves in the classroom tied with ropes.

"You two, finally awaken.."

Me and Nakamura-san was knocked in the most of time.

But, we managed to see the revenge and other else, and my third time, defeating Takaoka-sensei, wasn't as easy as the earlier ones.

But, the important thing. .

"HINAMA-SAN!!"

Hinama-san was stabbed not to mention she juat healed after she got shoted by the same person all over...

But, She saved me..

After she was hospitalized, she went on a bet date with Karma-kun and everyone was cheering for them..

So, there you have it, the story of my encounter with a thing called "First Love"..

It may be hurt to love a person that doesn't love you back and see them happy with somebody else, but isn't it better when that person was happy with what they have?

At least, I managed to tell her my feelings, even though I got rejected, but it's okay!
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Wow, took me weeks to get this done! Well, school and other stuff is still making me busy, but I still tried to type this :'3 Because of my busy schedule, the sequel will probably pending/on hold or whatever that is!.. :'3

And please check out my Nagisa x OC fanfiction called "Twin Tails Assassin" :)