Welp....this rant is about the time I drank bleach and why I hate everything now.

Let's begin my story

I was texting a friend before I put my phone down and asked my mom, "what would you do if I drank bleach?" All she did was look at me and said "I don't know." That's when I took action and walked to the kitchen. I looked around to make sure that nobody was around before grabbing a shot glass. I quickly asked my mom to use her phone.... I made a phone call to a few friends telling them that I love them and that I'm sorry about what I'm ganna do before I set the phone down. And grabbed the bleach and the shot glass. The bleach was lemon scented so I thought it wouldn't be oh so bad..... And I was oh so wrong. After pouring a bit I sat there with the glass and started shaking a bit. That was before a faint voice from in front of me said "If you don't do it at the scariest moment you won't get anywhere.... So do it NOW!" that's when I took a small sip. Right as a few drops touched my tounge I imidately swallowed.... Right as I swallowed I started coughing and gasping. After more coughing, I moved over to the trash can and started puking. If course my grandma was in the other room but somehow didn't hear one thing. But where I was, I was puking and coughing still when I got up and looked in the mirror I was in horror.... As I saw hate standing there.... And that was only the second time I've ever seen him. But I was crying and when I looked at the trash can.... It was wet.... But clear. So I quickly poured the bleach down the drain, his the shit glass, and ran to find my mom. I ran into her room to find my brother. I looked at him and asked "\\\\ where's mom!?!" He looks at me and says "Why?" I just says quieter as my neck started hurting and I almost started crying again "I.... Just need to tell her something." He sits up and asked "What do you need to tell her?" I look up at him, I was crying and shaking enough that it was obvious, all I said was " I.......Drank b...bleach." His eyes widen and he runs down stairs and gets my mom. I quickly follow behind him. When we get to my mom all she does is hit the back of my head hard and said "WTF YOU DUMBASS!!!" I quickly ran to my bed and hugged my stuffed teddy bear that my "brother" who is actually my cousin got me. Then I covered myself with a blanket and cried. All my mom did was put a large glass of milk on this little thing near my TV and smacks my back and says "Drink the Milk." Before she left, I heard tell my other family members of what I just did. I didn't listen to her and just sat there crying. After 5 minutes my older brother walks in and says "Melissa why the fuck did you drink bleach" he didn't seem worried or that he cared so all I said was "......reasons now.....leave me alone" he didn't listen. But all he did do was sit there and try to get into my life.... After a while I did start drinking the milk, but I coughed a lot and almost puked because all that I could taste was bleach. It wasn't good. After a while of that I went to bed, no body knew because I got my phone tooken away but. This happened about 3-7 days into 2017 so..... It wasn't a good start.

That was my story. I put \\\\\\ for the name because people don't need to know my family's name. But anyways.... Don't drink bleach... Just come and talk to me..... That's all I have for today so far. I'll see you all next time I update...

Have an amazing day/night
Bye

Mark~