Okay. Just bear with me here. First thing: I'm really sorry I haven't been updating; life has been intent on kicking me in the butt lately. Next thing: (and you don't have to read this, it's just me ranting)  I am really sick of pretending to be happy all the time. Because I'm not. I don't know why I feel like I can tell you guys this, and not my friends irl, but I have to say something to someone. I am sick of school and constantly falling behind. I am sick of friends who can't decide whether they will be nice or not. I sick of being made fun of every time I miss school. I hate that I can't just be my normal nerdy self without being made fun of. Mostly I don't let it bother me, but when I get hate from my friends every time I open Wattpad or talk about anime it sucks. I am so freaking tired of it. You should know, most of my friends really are great. They can be annoying, but they are not bullies. They just go too far and won't accept who I am. They don't realize how much they are tearing me down. That's why you guys are so amazing. You probably don't know how big of an impact you have on me. Every single one of you. The comments you make on my stories make my day. It lets me know at least one person out appreciates who I am. Thank you so much for all the amazingly nice comments you make, as well as the stories that can make me smile on a sucky day. I feel like I can just be myself here, and its such a gift. Thank you. Sorry for ranting. Sorry for not updating. I will get a handle on things soon.