A song, partly inspired by CalistaWon on ao3 and their book, The Multiplayers, partly inspired by recent events. Btw thank you for the great book, Ari. 

[Verse 1]
I don't know what's real and what's fake
I don't know if you're really this way
They say you're lying, I'm just too trusting
They say I should just leave

[Pre-Chorus]
But I don't know-oh-oh
I don't know-oh-oh
I don't know if I should stay

[Chorus]
I'm not falling for these false niceties 
I won't come running back to you again 
The cycle's gone on for far too long
I was wrong to put my trust in you
It was all a lie

[Verse 2]
How have I held on with you so long
I don't know how it's worked out
Lack of trust and common bond
I've never felt so alone here

[Pre-Chorus]
BUt I don't know-oh-oh
I don't know-oh-oh
I don't know if I should stay

[Chorus]
I'm not falling for these false niceties
I won't come running back to you again
The cycle's gone on for far too long
I was wrong to put my trust in you
It was all a lie

[Bridge]
Can I trust, can I put my trust in you
Can I do, what you say that I can do
I don't know, if I should try this deal again
'Cause it's always just too good to be true

[Chorus 2]
I won't fall for these false niceties
I'm not running back to you again
This cycle's got to end someday
It was wrong, to trust in you
Of course, it's just a lie

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Oh yeah melody partly based off of "Wake Me When It's Over" by Faouzia, partly, uh... honestly idk but I took some tips from someone who reacted to AJR music vids for the first time, idk if it works tho

Should I maybe record it sometime finally so I can hear y'alls opinions–