LET-OFF

No not again, we're swimming in a sea change
Trying to beat a hasty retreat I'm stuck from the past
Where you glided and slipped up from my hands
To grip on the arms of incisive minds

I'm a forlorn ragged doll left on the corner
I chose to be insensible than feeling sober
And dry as a dust, the way we'd been a damp squib
Such bolt from the blue where you changed horses in midstream

I though I had it all
But you're on the other side of the wall
That I kept on breaking
I'd never asked for something more
than just the way we'd used to be
That I kept on dreaming
I thought it's better to just let it go
This hope against hope
I know I can do so much more
Scrounging a let-off up

I'm in this chamber filled with the souls of words like goodnight
But I don't mind if they prefer to die tonight
Meeting you halfway wearing a sarcastic smile
No you'll never know what's floating inside

I'm a princess of pretense if I'll say you're nonsense
To tell you the truth would make me shameless
You're a let-down beauty but don't speak to me
I might be entice to stare at those eyes to where I don't want to be

I'm a cold mess
That you'd never pressed
On what you have started
Desires departed
Good girl meets frail boy
You are such a coy
Went to the curve line
That made us undefined