So... I've been doing a lot of thinking... This isn't a suicide note I promise I'm past that...

This is a thoughts note... No I'm not going to commit suicide, no I'm not going to do anything extreme, but yet again, it's hard to keep promises...

Okay this is going to seem weird... I watched Markiplier play That Dragon...Cancer.... Wow... Okay

I ended up playing it...

I read every note in that chapter of the story and it just makes you think...

And maybe I don't know... It's just... Please please please! I'm begging every single one of you... Talk to people you love... I've made my mistakes and I'm half dying inside as I write this because of mistakes, and Markiplier's Believe in Yourself vlog...

You never know when it's going to be your last day or your loved one's last...

I remember when I... Okay first if you're suicidal, or get triggered easily please skip this section...

Oh gosh I'm putting this out there... Wow okay...

I first attempted suicide and self harmed, I skipped school that day because my parents were on a trip. I made the excuse of a headache... I had 2 people notice that I was gone, and realize that I really attempted it... They knew about everything, and they told the whole school about what happened...

Yes I still have the scars, yes I still have problems...

Okay you're all good now...

So I just... Oh God I pray that you all take my advice...

Be good to each other. Be kind... And talk to people. I know its hard, but please...

And if you ever feel the urge to do something, talk to me, I'm always free to talk...