A/N The quote I use here isn't an actual quote, at least I don't think so, anyway.

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  Love. The word that has different meanings to everyone, some might not even know what love is, or they just haven’t found it yet. 

   There’s a quote that goes, “Love is dumb because love sometimes changes us, we let the ones we love to step over us, we try to please them in any way just to make them happy, even if we’re not happy ourselves. When you fall in love we are not and just might not be who we were before, but love may have just changed us into a better us.”

  For me, this quote has different meanings to me, one of the meanings is that a person could fall in love and change themselves, just to make the person they love happy and reach their expectations, another meaning is the person just isn’t the same because they fell in love, but in a good way.

  There are more meanings, others might not see the quote the same way, but then again not everyone sees everything eye to eye.

Love for me is special.

I feel like it’s an important aspect of a relationship, just like trust.

  So, that’s exactly why I was so upset with, Jackson, for what he did and he just expected me to just forgive him for it, he believed that I would have forgave him in an instant, but no what he did, will take more than just an apology.

   It all started when I walked into our apartment from a long, exhausting day of working at Starbucks, I looked around for Jackson, I first looked in the kitchen then I looked in the living room.

I even looked under the couch and he wasn’t in either of those places. So I went to the one place I definitely knew he was going to be at, our bedroom, I started walking towards the bedroom when I heard talking, slight mumbling.

 “I need to… before Rayla gets home”

“She’s gonna be so mad... if finds out... gotta hurry”, I heard Jackson saying, but most of it was inaudible.

  What does he need to do?  What am I gonna be mad about? I decided to open the door and what I saw made me want to cry, Jackson looked up, he opened his mouth to say something, but I beat him to it “HOw could you?! I thought I could’ve trusted you, but this, this is something I never thought you would’ve done, I thought you knew better, I thought you would'nt have done this, I thought you knew me, knew better, guess I was wrong."

"Did you not remember about what happened last time this happened? Or did you just not care that you would end up hurting me again?!", I said to him.

"I'm sorry!”, he said to me.

I ignored him and me being me, dramatically turned around and walked out of the room.

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 I am currently in the living room sitting on the couch watching, Sailor Moon, feeling sad and mad. I was feeling smad.

  Then, Jackson walks into the living room, looking sorry. He stands there for a couple of seconds and says, “Rayla, please talk to me… I said I was sorry!”

Silence.

“I never meant to hurt you! I thought about you the whole time! Every second, every minute.”, he tells me.

I finally decide to say something, I turn around, look at him and stare at him straight in the eye and I tell him…

“Sorry doesn’t bring back my flipping Skittles, Jackson.”

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Well that was the very first chapter and story I hoped y'all liked and enjoyed it.

Stay safe and love y'all. Byeeee.

~Michelle 🤓🙈🌊