Hello my readers. This is a message explaining why I am the way that I am and saying sorry to people I have hurt but never meant to hurt.

16 years ago a little girl was brought into this world.
16 years ago, she brought joy to her parents.
16 years ago, I was happy.

Yes. I was happy. WAS. Over the course of my entire life time, I have experience sorrow and pain but only a select few really know the story. Here is a shorter version of my life. My parents fought a lot when I was a kid, in fact I don't remember a moment when they didn't fight. I was put into foster care and I couldn't see my parents. Or my family... When I did finally get to see them, I was scared. I was afraid of them leaving me to and I was barely even 5 years old. 5 years old and I already knew the feeling of loneliness and fear.

After getting over my past... Which I am still remembering to this day... I was taught that if I do something with help from other people, I failed at it. I was taught that for years and I thought it was the right thing but... I was wrong. People wanted to help me with my depression but I thought I had to do it on my own. I could have been happy and gained some new friends but instead... I lost an old one. I regret that decision... I wanted to end myself because of that. Because I hurt the one person I trusted and this is not an isolated incident... I have hurt many people or people have left me because of who I am. Now I know I can't live in the past. How can I not, though? My past is part of who I am. I don't mean to say hurtful things but sometimes I just can't help it... I am so sorry to everyone I know that I have hurt and I will never forgive myself for what I did but I can learn from the experiences.

I now know thing I didn't before. Especially things about myself and so many people taught me things about myself... Including how to smile again. Thank you for helping me CometFall3X LoveKeepsLiving The_FNAF_MCSM_Person Nasenaya Daytime684 Blaze_5418 forever_fanfic_2580 -Risk- Thepikachunamedlori
You nine were there for me and made me feel loved and cared for. I will never forget that...

Now you know my story. Almost all of it. ...This is Me... and I am sorry if it is not what you expected.