Well I get to see my mom this weekend, so that's good. We're gonna go to the mall and eat from the food court. It's gonna be great uwu

My partner is mmmmmmmm. Fun. They keep staying up until like 6 am, then fall asleep until 8 or nine or even ten. Then message me a few times, don't reply for hours, until I'm really tired and can't talk.

Like, I know. I get it. They're in Mexico for vacation. But like, is it that hard to do a little something for me? I was so excited for three months- but they were asleep all day. Valentine's day is coming up, and I guarantee they won't call. They'll text me at like six, then that'll be it.

I dunno. Am I selfish for wanting them to go to bed sooner so we can talk? I don't want to keep bringing it up, but like Jesus Christ. I just want to talk to them and I dunno, it just hurts.

(Please do not comment anything about "maybe it's not worth it" "break up" stuff like that)

Anyway, there's strong winds right now, and I don't like it. I love thunderstorms, but just heavy winds- no thanks ;;

Of coURSe, TryiN to text ny parter, but no reply :'))))))

So yeah. I haven't had a good week tbh. My friend got pissed about me being nonbinary, me and my grandpa got into a huge ass fight that we're over now, and yeah. I have not had the best week

I want to be with Rielly for Valentine's Day, but if course, can't,,,

My mom's birthday is also Valentine's Day, so that's fun