Hey guysssss I'm back from Hiatus~~

It was longer than I expected but we're...living now 😂😂😂

But, let me explain why I went on Hiatus...it wasn't just because I didn't know what to write.

For the past year or so, I've been having constant headaches. They aren't daily or at a certain time, just 2-4 a week. I've finally started to go to the doctors for it.

Most headaches are a result of dehydration, but I try to drink at least 2 bottles of water a day to prevent the headaches, and they still come around, so we aren't sure why I was having these headaches.

Recently I've been going to the doctor, but be side of COVID I got a new doctor and I'm not sure if I like her or not...

When they tested my hearing the nurse asked me if I've been having any thoughts of hurting myself or others, I've thought that I've been lying for too long and told the nurse I was having suicidal thoughts and hurting myself for a long time, a few months maybe. The key thing, is that she told me the questions and answers we're confidential.

con·fi·den·tial
/ˌkänfəˈden(t)SHəl/
adjective
intended to be kept secret,  indicating that what one says is private or secret.

But yet, my doctor said IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER, mentioning what I told the nurse and I had to answer a series of questions all over again. The thing is, with my mom, she's complicated, and I was so scared she would say something about it to me.

And based off of that ONE.THING. they switched me to Behavioral Health, thinking the headaches were a mental problem. I don't feel that it is, and I just wish it would all go away and I didn't say anything. But, this isn't me ranting, it's me explaining my Hiatus.

I've been so stressed over this matter, that thinking of writing was becoming more important than my real life and I don't want to let writing fanfic feel like a priority. Writing is a hobby for me.

I'm just so stressed, and not sure what to do. My mom always leaves me alone, at home, and my sister is off to college so I'm alone constantly- and I love people, I used to. But then, something happened and now I'm more introverted and I'm sad. I miss the old me. I'm still myself, but less extroverted.

So, I was and still am very stressed, with real life situations, but I'm trying to come back from it because I love writing and miss seeing your guys reactions to what I publish, even though most of you are silent readers...😅

But I got a new Xbox one and Minecraft, so if anyone wants to PM me their gamer tag maybe we can play together-

👉👈

Anyway, I love you guys and just wanted to say that I'm back ☺️