A faint alarm goes off in your mind until you realized it was just the alarm on your diary, alright last day of the week then I can finally spend time with Yuno that doesn't involve me getting knocked out. You crack your eyes open just a little remembering you forgot to turn off the lights.

All your worries were washed away when you looked down to see a sleeping Yuno. deciding not to get up you reach over for your diary and play the song (Love me like you do) seeing as this was the most fitting song for the moment. Putting your arms back around Yuno you close your eyes again and listen to the song while you play back everything that happened to you in your mind, almost like an AMV.

You remember everything terrible that's happened to you, the depression and abuse as well as the self harming but for every terrible memory the ones that you've made with Yuno over the small time you've known her replace them.

"(Y/N) are you okay?" you open your eyes, Yuno was up and a bit more than worried "Morning love." she touches your face "Love your hands are cold!" she doesn't pull her hand away "(Y/N) answer my question." you sigh, I can't play any song that sounds sad around her can I? "Love I'm fine. I feel just fine, when I woke up and saw you sleeping I just couldn't help but feel the need to play this song."

She relaxes, letting her hand fall to your neck, I really want to stay like this but we ave school today. Taking a deep breath you tap Yuno's head "Love as much as I love sleeping with you and cuddling we need to get ready for school." she exhales clearly annoyed she had to get off you and away from your warm body.

You pet the top of her head "Don't fret love, after today we can do whatever we want with each other since it's the weekend after this." she gets off from on top of you and stretches "Then lets get this over with so I can go back to sleeping on top of you." you smile and nod. She runs into the bathroom and you dress. Just like you had done yesterday you both switch places and run out the door with Yuno both of you were eager to get through the day.

On the way you run into Akise who like usual didn't have much to say, that was until Hinata and Mao jumped out from some bushes scaring Yuno half to death "HAHA got you. (Y/N) did I get you at all?" putting your hands behind your head you smirk "Sorry Hinata but your going to have to try much harder than that to scare me even a little bit. But you did manage to get Yuno."

She stands behind you "Ya think." she smiles and apologizes giving Yuno a box of pocky. Hinata was running her mouth and Akise was just smiling like the usual, I still don't know how he does it. Mao taps Yuno's shoulder gently "So um well how'd you two meet if you don't mind me asking?" you hug Yuno's arm wanting to forget your father and old home she holds the side of your cheek as she explains.

"Woah for reals!? What else did he do to you?" you look at Yuno's red tie on her chest not wanting to answer "W-well he didn't just beat me but h-he also ra-... he also r-r-" Akise touches your shoulder and stares at you, his smile now gone "Whatever it was that he had done (Y/N) obviously doesn't find it to be something she wants to talk about. But if you two paid any attention the news then you'd know just about everything that's happened to her."

Hinata looks at you with sympathy "(Y/N) I'm so sorry for what's happened to you. Just for you I'll read the report, even though I find pretty much all of em boring yours'll be interesting." you clutch Yuno's shirt as you walk into the school the three say their goodbyes and all go their separate ways and you walk to class with her.

Through the day you felt fine with Yuno by your side but when PE came around you weren't listening to any of the teachers instructions at all.

All the times your father beat or raped you while you begged for him to stop all returned without Yuno there, you were feeling depressed again and having those urges. You stare at your nails and brush over one of your cut hands, you dig your nails into your skin but stop when you remember the promise you made to Yuno, I need her right now. you ask your teacher to go to the restroom which he accepts and you heading to the bathroom while texting Yuno on the way there.

(Y/N): Yuno... Love I'm having those feelings and urges again.

Yuno: meet me in the bathroom (Y/N) I'll be there as soon as I can.

Picking up the pace you walk faster to the bathroom. Walking inside and over to the other side of the room curling up against the wall you wait for the pinkett to come. After awhile you start hearing clacking of shoes and deep heavy breaths, you sneak a peek through the hair in your face to see Yuno red and panting, did she really run all the way here across campus!?

She runs over to you and squats down next to you, moving some of the hair out of your face, her glare burned straight through you "Love... why do I feel like this? Why am I so weak that I can't even help myself without you?" tears drop from your eyes and to the floor, Yuno lifts up your head and lunges herself into your neck.

"(Y/N) you are not weak. What you have gone through and everything you've done makes you stronger than anyone here. You saved my life more than twice, you except me for who I really am which is something no ones even considered to even think about, and if that's not enough to prove my point you making it through another day with these emotions will, because if you can do that than you are an incredibly strong person.

You hesitantly bring your hands up to Yuno's back and cry into her shoulder. Staying like that for what was maybe ten or fifteen minutes by the end Yuno was pretty much crushing you and her shoulder was soaked with your tears "I'm s-sorry." she pulls away but you where still holding her back tightly "For what?"

She smiles sweetly "For all that I've put you through." she kisses you while tears run down your face, suddenly the bell rings for the end of the school day you push her away quickly "Wait love we can't right now, someone might walk in on us." you stand up and try to leave but Yuno closes you in with both hands, she wipes a tear and licks it from her finger "Who cares (Y/N). Besides you don't seem to be feeling better just yet." looking at her nervously you slouch your knees down as she towers over you "Uh bu-but-" she continues her seducing assault on you, closing your eyes you move a hand under her elbow letting her take control over you.

You hear a huge stampede of students running down halls, what if some of them walk in here!? She pulls away but only for a second not ready to truly end her control over you she shoves her lips back with yours again. "WHAT THE HELL!" you push her away and stare over her shoulder, Aiko and Nia were standing there "Oh... he-hey guys... hang... on le-let me catch m-my breath."

Yuno looks at Nia and Aiko then back to you, licking her lips "What was Yuno doing to you just now!?" you catch your breath and try getting around Yuno who still doesn't let you go from the wall "Well I was having these... bad feelings and I needed her. We were on the floor and she was trying to make me feel better and when the bell rang she still didn't think I was feeling well enough to leave so she took it a step forward."

Yuno laughs "You know (Y/N) you still look kinda down, maybe I should keep going." moving some hair behind your ear and giving her the okay Aiko stops Yuno before things could continue "Yuno I know you're trying to look out for (Y/N) but did she want you to do this or did you want to?" you take Aiko's hand and lead her away from Yuno "No Aiko I didn't want her to do this," Yuno looks down "I needed her to do this."

Taking out your diary you show her the text you sent Yuno and almost instantly Aiko's expression went from concern to her original expression. Walking back over to Yuno you put a hand on her shoulder "Yuno I'm sorry, I know that at this point how (Y/N) feels really shouldn't be my concern as much as yours but..." Yuno looks up at Aiko "No your right, I didn't ask (Y/N) if she was alright with that kind of kiss with the way she was feeling right now."

Nia suddenly drops into the conversation and faces Aiko "Look Aiko your like the best friend I've got but that doesn't mean you should be judging how Yuno handles this kind of situation especially when it comes to the way (Y/N) is feeling right now."

Letting go of Yuno you get in between the two girls before things get too out of hand "You both need to stop it. So what, I wasn't in the most stable of feelings but Yuno had the courage to actually skip out on her last period to help me in the way she felt was best and any of Yuno's ways of helping me is what I'm comfortable with." almost immediately they both stop arguing and Yuno creeps up behind you hugging your waist and setting her head down on your shoulder and neck.

"Maybe we should have asked you first if you were okay with what she was doing with you before we jumped to conclusions. Sorry." walking out with the girls from the bathroom and outside Nia makes you an offer "Well (Y/N) how about you and Yuno come over to my house Sunday for that pool party I talked about before. You know that one we couldn't have because of the accident."

"Ya that be great but is it alright if I ask three other people to come?" she nods and gives you a thumbs up "The more the merrier." you wave goodbye and skip home, Yuno trying to skip with you but failing badly. Once you and her were home she was out of breath and you were too from how much you'd been laughing at her "(Y/N) please don't ever make me skip home with you again." you giggle and place a quick kiss on her lips.

Walking inside you kick your shoes off and toss your bag next to them, throwing your arms up in joy "Finally it's the weekend!" Yuno walks into the kitchen and grabs an apple chomping into it she smirks "You act like you had to go through a whole week with the feeling of worrying gnawing away at you."

Is she really trying to make me feel guilty right now? "Hey it's not my fault plus I'm still a little shaken at what happened Wednesday." she takes another bite, talking while she was chewing the apple "Well that's true, you haven't really ever done something like that before." she swallows the piece of apple and goes to take another bite, wonder if she has another apple "Hey Yuno." she stops before she could bite the apple again "Do we have any more apples?"

She shrugs putting hers down she walks over to the fridge to check "Sorry (Y/N) doesn't look like it But if you want you can have the rest of mine." you shake your head and wave a hand in front of you "I'm alright, I just wanted to know if there were any left." shrugging she picks back up the apple "If you say so." walking over to her you put your diary on record and set it down on the counter facing towards Yuno, she takes a bite and you back her up against the sink, this time you didn't have to stand on your toes, you take Yuno by the face and bring her closer.

She opens her mouth a little and nervously looks down at you, the apple piece in her mouth hasn't been chewed just yet "On second thought." you move a hand to Yuno's area and press against it making her moan so loud that her mouth opens wide. Slamming your lips against hers you steal the apples piece from her mouth like from the cafe and take a step back from her, putting your index finger to the side of your chin you chew and swallow the apple that was in Yuno's mouth.

Standing further back Yuno covers her mouth and her area while she stared at you in shock "That was even better than having a normal apple." taking your diary from the counter you stop the recording and leave a speechless Yuno in the kitchen with the taste of the delicious apple still lingering in your mouth.