Opening the door Nia and Aiko were on the other side with their arms crossed and worried looks. You look down and hold your hands near your waist, trying to find the courage to look them in the eyes. Luckily you didn't have to push yourself as Yuno holds your shoulders comforting you "(Y/N) you didn't... hurt yourself... did you?" you shake your head "Yuno got to me before I could do anything." they both exhale and crush you with a hug.

"(Y/N) we're all set on helping you but we know that what we do won't make as much an impact on you if it's not Yuno, so I did some quick research and found ways that will help your urges and these feeling go away." she hands Yuno a paper and she puts it in her pocket "Oh and take this." she gives Yuno a combination lock "The codes on the paper." why would she give Yuno a lock and how does that help with my depression in anyway?

"Well (Y/N) everyone's already gone home apart from Hinata, she wanted to stay to make sure you were okay so Aiko will be dropping her off with you." you nod and force a smile "Thank you for that list Nia, the padlock to I guess but I don't know how that'll help me."

"Your welcome but the lock isn't for you, it's for Yuno because she's switching into all your classes and her lock got jammed." she winks at Yuno very obviously "I feel like your lying to me Nia." she giggles and Aiko walks back over to you with your bag.

Walking out of Nia's house you wave and thank her for inviting you over "Your going to both have to sit in the back, Hinata's already stolen the front seat and I'm the only one with a license." why do I feel like they all planned this out? Yuno opens the door to the van and jerks her head for you to get in.

"Alright everyone buckled in?" you all nod "Yes."

"And no fooling around back there you two." Yuno looks over at you and licks her lips smirking "No promises." Aiko starts to drive and Hinata constantly looks back at you and Yuno "So (Y/N) if you have a man's part and Yuno was the first to know about it does that mean you both did something... serious with each other?" she turns to you both with a grin "NO! Just because she knows doesn't mean we did anything, we're only 16 and 17 years old!" she laughs "Alright, alright sorry. But seriously though how did she find out?"

"Well remember when I said that was the first burger I've ever had?" she nods and you bring your hand down to your undershirt, lifting it up Hinata's face turns to horror "Well my father also starved me, so I was never getting the right nourishment, but I'm getting off track I just showed Yuno and that was it." she looks down to your wounds "What about... those." she points a shaking finger at your wounds "It be better if you read the report from the news, when I woke up the doctors said I had a small concussion and I really can't remember a thing."

Yuno scoots a bit closer to you and touches your cheek turning your face to her "Back to Hinata's first question." Yuno's not doing what I think she's doing is she? "I distinctly remember you sleeping on top of my naked body with your top and bra of-mmfs" you cover her mouth in one quick swipe and look over to Hinata who was covering her mouth trying not to laugh "YUNO WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!? WHY WOULD YOU TELL HER WHAT WE DID!!!"

"Wait you actually did something cool with Yuno!? I was just laughing because of the look on your face, I didn't actually think you guys did anything. So how many times have you guys done it?" are you serious!? "Hinata you better hope your getting dropped off before me and Yuno." she turns away and Yuno slides her hand on yours "What's wrong with it (Y/N)? When we had done it you were okay with what was happening."

"Love it's not something you should brag to your friends about." she rolls up your sweats and rubs up your thigh getting closer to your pelvis you shiver. "Maybe I can change the way you feel." You try your best to whisper "Love not here. Not-right now."

"What was that (Y/N)?" Aiko stops at a light and turns around but Yuno was already back in her seat and had rolled you sweats down "Oh what? I didn't say anything." Aiko turns away confused but continues driving.

Soon she arrives at Yuno's house and drops you both off, Hinata waving goodbye from the window. Walking inside you land on the couch, exhausted from today Yuno sits next to you and pulls out the paper Nia gave her "Okay (Y/N) so these are a few ways to deal with self harming. One of them is to be around people who you like to talk with, check, you do that all the time now."

You nod and smile as she continued "Another is to use a marker and draw on the part of your body that you want to harm, oh this is a good one remove all sharp or self harming objects from your home." you and Yuno spend a good while looking through your bag and clothes, checking every single pocket. By the end you came out with 17 razor blades, your dagger, and the blades of chaos.

Yuno carefully wraps up the razor blades in a bag and tosses them in the trash outside, she takes all the knives your dagger and blades and puts them in the high pantry that was out of your reach and puts a padlock on that she had the key too. "Alright now that we have that taken care of the next few ways are to write when you have these feelings or wrist massages, has writing helped at all (Y/N)?"

"A little but it only delayed my urges, later on in the day I'd still end up hurting myself." she puts the paper on the table and holds her hand out "Well why not we try the second one?" well it couldn't hurt to try, you nod and give Yuno your hand she rolls up a sleeve just a little and begins to push and rub on your wrist. Holy crap this feels really good and relaxing, I didn't realize how tensed up I was.

Closing your eyes and letting your hand fall numb your body relaxes and sinks into Yuno's movement "How does it feel (Y/N)?" you hold her hand that was rubbing your wrist "It feels really good, one of the most relaxed feelings I've ever felt." she smiles and stops, getting up from the couch she picks you up and walks down the hall to the bedroom "Well (Y/N) I actually left one of the ways to deal with your urges out. One of them is to distract yourself from the way your feeling."

LEMON/SMUT WARNING!!!

She walks in the room and sets you down on the bed, is it strange that I'm getting use to being carried? "Well (Y/N) I didn't just clean the room with my parents bodies in it but I also made a few additions to the bedroom door." she takes a sliding lock and slides it across, taking out the padlock Nia gave her she locks the door with it "Only I know the code to the lock (Y/N) so your not allowed out of this room... until you are completely distracted."

Yuno turns the lights off and her eyes once again glow, her top falling off from her shoulder she takes off her shirt and pajama bottoms while she walks back to you. She pushes you all the way against the wall and crawls towards you on the bed, her bra slipping off her she parts your legs and crawls up your chest looking into your eyes creepily "Are you okay with taking this further than when we first did this?"

Her hand goes into your sweats and rubs your erecting d*ck, she tugs on your sweater and takes it off, kissing you while she moved and massaged your breast. "I'm going to take your sweats off now, is that okay?" you nod with your eyes half open "Love I promise to do the therapy and heal myself so we don't have to go through any more of thi-" she puts a finger to your lips while she takes off your sweats.

"Shhhh." she pulls herself back up to your face "Lets not worry about that stuff right now sugar bear, lets focus on enjoying the best night we can have with each other." you nod and feel your d*ck come out from your knickers and curve up behind Yuno's butt, she looks behind her and back at you "Besides my only want right now is for you to have a good time with no one else but me, which reminds me." she takes her diary and yours and puts them in the closet covering them up with a bunch of clothes and blankets and shuts the door, she also closes the blinds and makes sure there is no way anyone can watch or interrupt your special night with her.

She comes back to you and bites the edge of your knickers looking up at you she blushes. Taking off your knickers you do the same to Yuno and lay down so Yuno was on top of you, your d*ck rubs against her silky soft stomach "I know your eager sweetie but if we put it in dry it'll hurt you." she crawls down to your waist and stares at your d*ck "Do you want to thrust it in my mouth or do you wanna just sit back while I get you lubed up?" jeez how long has she been wanting to say and do this with me, she's never spoken like this even when we first had sex.

"Um I... don't know. This is all so new and I want to do a good job an-" she again quiets you "Don't worry about any of that sweetie, I can lead you through this even though I've never done this either." she pulls her hair back and goes back down to your waist "Here I go (Y/N)." you shakily close your eyes and nod. "Aaaaa" Yuno opens her mouth, you could feel her tongue lick around your tip as she lowered her head down on your d*ck.

You shiver as Yuno's mouth encloses your d*ck, her tongue going in a circle around it she starts to move her head slowly while she rubbed your thigh up and down, I only dreamed of being able to do this with another girl but I never thought Yuno felt like this about me. She suddenly takes you all the way in her mouth, a huge spike of pleasure rushed over you as she ferociously sucked and moved her tongue around your d*ck.

How can she take it all like that!? "Love I-I'm close! I'm rea-really close!!!" she giggles but doesn't release your d*ck from her mouth but instead sucks as hard as possible making a slurping sound, you arch your back as you reach your climax. Yuno makes many "Mmmfs" and other sounds that turn you on as she drinks every last drop of your cum.

She slides your d*ck out of her mouth making a pop sound as the tip left her lips "I can't b-believe y-you drank a-all that... love." she smiles and licks around her lips "I wasn't about to let something so good go to waste." she stares at you "Your expression is incredible (Y/N)," she moves a hand up your cheek, barely able to keep your eyes open "I'm the only one who will get to see you like this (Y/N). I'm the only one to see you make that face." you nod and speak through heaves "Yes... ma'am... this face... is only for you... to see." she licks your cheek then your jaw, moving down your neck and the middle of your chest she licks just above your d*ck lovingly "Hmhm my my (Y/N) your d*ck is twitching. I guess that means you aren't fully satisfied just yet." you look up at the ceiling as Yuno sits on your legs, she giggles as she strokes up and down your d*ck.

"Maybe you want to put it in me?" she leans over and stares at you with a face of desperation, only for her "If you want me to love but I can't cum inside you alright." she smiles and nods "Alright, we need to at least get steady jobs before we can have a little boy running around." wait. Boy?

"Actually love I was hoping we could have a girl." she chuckles as she gets on all fours and turns around "Well I guess we'll just have to see. Now stop talking and pick one, I'm all yours for the taking."

You sit up from the bed and walk on your knees to Yuno who had her butt in the air and her head sideways down on the pillow "Are you sure you want to do this love?" she eagerly nods her head "(Y/N) I've waited for this to long now, I want you inside me right now (Y/N)! Please don't make me wait any longer!" Yuno had a monsterous look on her face, she really wants this.

You place your hands on her butt and slowly push your tip into her vagina "Put it all the way in (Y/N)." you push just a little more, Yuno's insides feel amazing! Their hugging my d*ck so much! "Love don't worry I will but we have to take it slow, I don't want to hurt you." she looks forward and her head arches "Nng." you slowly push all the way inside, parting Yuno's walls the further inside you went "(Y/N) I can feel you just at my womb!"

You lean over her and place a hand on her back "Well I'm still not fully in, do you want me to go further?" you move your hips back and forth once and Yuno gasps "Yes! I want you all the way inside me! I want my womb to be pierced by your d*ck (Y/N)!" you get off of Yuno's back and push as deep as you can, you can feel the tip of your d*ck push against Yuno's womb.

That feels so good! Yuno grips the bed sheets and breathes heavily "Alright love I'm completely in. Good christ your insides feel amazing! It's like the softest blanket in the world is hugging my d*ck."

She looks back at you, her tongue sticking out from her mouth "It can't feel that good." you crack a smile "Trust me it does. It feels so good that I don't want to move because I'm afraid my d*ck will melt."

"Please. Move it, I want you to feel good too." you nod and move your hips slowly and Yuno moans by the small movement you had made "I'm going to move it more alright love." she nods slightly "That's... f-fine." you move at a faster pace and with each thrust Yuno's moans became louder. You take Yuno's leg and raise it up, turning her on her side you put her leg over your shoulder, she looks at you with tears and a slight smile "Yes (Y/N) go faster please, I want you to pumele my womb!"

You move faster and turn Yuno on her back so you could look at her, she brings a hand up and puts two of her fingers in your mouth. Yuno's face was crimson, her body suddenly shakes violently and she screams "RIGHT THERE (Y/N)! YOU FOUND MY GOOD SPOT!" you stop and thrust once raising your d*ck up she screams again. You abuse Yuno's sweet spot and with each thrust you gave the louder she screamed, you feel a tingle and Yuno's insides hug you really tight "(Y/N) I'M CUMMING!!!"

You close an eye and lean down over her body, she removes her fingers from your mouth and you moan "I am too love. L-lets cum together." she nods and you pull your d*ck out from Yuno and shove it into her anus, she screams with delight and jerks her head back "CUM DEEP INSIDE OF ME (Y/N)! FILL ME UP WITH YOU DELICIOUS SEEMEN!!!" Yuno hugs you and closes her eyes, you move your hips as fast as possible and feel something coming up your urethra, you bury your d*ck as far inside Yuno's anus as possible and kiss her while you both muffle a scream.

A thick liquid comes out and is sprayed inside of Yuno while you feel something cool and wet splatter on your stomach. Both of your climaxes ends and you fall on top of Yuno breathing heavier than you ever have, Yuno hugs you tightly against her "T-that w-w-was... the best... moment of m-my li... life."

You manage a chuckle and give a relaxed exhalation of breath "I agree... you felt incredible love. I'm surprised... I l-lasted as long as I did." she closes her eyes and kisses your cheek her arms slipping off from your back "I'm s-so full... right now and it feels so good... I love you (Y/N)." you lay on top of Yuno and pull your d*ck out from her anus realizing you were still inside her "I l-love you too love. God I'm exhausted." you close your eyes too and rest your head on Yuno's chest "Same with me sugar bear, lets sleep like this with are bodies close to each other." you nod your head against Yuno's chest "Good night love, tomorrow we can go and register me for therapy sessions so we can be like this all the time kay." she holds your back and turns her head "Hmph. Alright sounds like a plan, but for now let's sleep. I'm so tired I could sleep through the whole day tomorrow." she puts a hand on your head and butt and you both fall into a relaxed sleep with each other.

Dear diary

Entry #98 december 4th

It's been awhile since I've written anything in this before but a lot has happened, I finally met someone who cares about me. She helped me escape my wretched father and is doing whatever it takes to make my depression go away. I've started therapy and I have to admit I never thought I'd enjoy the sessions, especially because Yuno has to be without me for an hour and a half then cuddles me all night after words, but I am living with her now and I've never been happier in my entire life. She is my only reason I want to continue living, even if she is a murderous psycho she's my murderous psycho and I wouldn't give her up for the world. Well this is probably going to be my last entry for a while if not forever, I always came to this diary as my person to talk to and share my feelings with, but with Yuno in my life I don't have to anymore, because I want to make as many memories with my psycho as possible. It will take awhile for what my father did to me to go away or at least lessen but with Yuno here with me those feelings and memories will slowly go away, because waking up every morning for the last month to Yuno's sweet and loving face has made me look forward to going to bed rather than be afraid of waking up to pain and misery. Well I could go on and on about how much Yuno's changed my life but this entry is already long enough and Yuno's calling me for dinner so I guess I'll just leave it there. Until next time diary, well if there is a next time.

THE END