Pov Yoongi

I walked up to the door, but hesitated to open it.

Ok, Yoongi. Everything's going to be fine. Just speak to him for a little while and get him out of the appartment as fast as possible without being suspicious and without him noticing you are taking LSD again.

I opened the door and like I predicted Jin was standing there, a box with food in his hands.

"Yoongi~, how are you doing?" Jin immediatly asked and took me in a tight hug.

I didn't respond and just stood there, hoping he would let go of me already.

"Look at you, Min Yoongi. You haven't been eating again. You know this is not healthy, you need to eat more!" He started scolding me, after he finally released me from the hug.

"I know..." I replied annoyed and rolled my eyes.

I really need to get him out of here!

"And the cushions on the couch look like you didn't plump them up all week again." He continued his speech and walked right to my hiding place.

Shit. Shit! Shit!! He can't plump these up. I'm fucked if he does.

"You really don't have to do this now, Jin. You always do. I will just take care of this after you go home. Let's go to the kitchen for now." I tried to convince him to move away from the couch and luckily he stopped just as he was about to touch the pillow with the pills under it.

"I'll believe you this time, Yoongi. But they better be plumped up the next time I come here." Jin said with a critical look on his face, but turned around and walked towards the kitchen.

I'm lucky food's the most important thing for him.

I followed him and we both sat down at the round table.

"You look a little better then last week, Yoongi." Jin stated as he looked me up and down.

"I've been feeling a bit better as well." I answered.

I mean it's not a lie. I just left the part with the drugs out of the story.

"I'm glad you do. I've been really worried. I thought that you would start the whole drug thing again." He said and gave me a smile at the end.

I gulped.

"You know I wouldn't do that." I replied and chuckled nervously.

"Yeah, luckily." He answered and I felt bad for lying to him, but he would kill me if he knew.

I looked down at my feet, spacing out as I tried to think of a way to get rid of him.

"Yoongi~"

"What is it, Jin?" I asked, still a little absent.

"I didn't say anything." He responded, looking at me weirdly. "Are you sure, you are ok?"

Fuck.

"Yes, I'm fine. I was just spacing out a little, that's all." I told him, smiling as cutely as I could to convince him.

He only shook his head and chuckled. I could here him mumble a "Typical."

"Why are you ignoring me, Yoongi?" Jimin asked from his place on the kitchen counter. "Don't you love me anymore?"

Shit, why now? You have to stay focused, Yoongi. Just a few more minutes until Jin leaves. Don't let him notice!!

I felt how the effect of the drug took over my body and it was hard for me to stay concentrated, but I couldn't let it show.

My thoughts were interrupted by a ringing sound.

My head shot in Jins direction, a questioning look on my face.

"I guess that's Joonie. He misses me already." Jin giggled.

Shit. I nearly forgot my best friend is dating my dealer. I hope he won't tell anything to Jin.

Apart from the scary realization, this information gave me a little ray of hope that I would be able to make Jin leave.

"You shouldn't keep him waiting then." I said and he nodded putting his phone inside of his pocket.

I accompanied Jin to the door of my appartment and after a few more minutes he finally left.

I leaned my head against the door as soon as I closed it again and let out a long sigh.

"That was damned close!" I whispered to myself as my mind slowly drifted off.