When you look back on your life, you'll see that you would be so extremely lost without your eyes. Blind people are so amazing, they aren't able to see anything. They can just hear, feel and smell. We cover our eyes with heavy makeup and false lashes, not knowing how much we should celebrate our eyes for being active 24/7. They are always ready to work whenever you need them. 

When I lost my sight for about two months, I was fucked up. I was never able to only close one eye, so I just closed my eyes mostly. After some time I was able to close my damaged eye. It was white. You couldn't see anything else. Plain white.

Life goes on but eyes are so sensitive. After one year I am still fighting for my daylight to see. People say, don't worry, you will see again. But why believe this when doctors say that you might not even survive or might lose your eye completely. It burns you down. Every time I look into the mirror, I see a girl who has one side of her face decent with make up on. The other side is just ugly. These eyes that are just big, that small bit of white left with lots of red veins. Mental health starts to run to the dark side. Making you feel like shit.

You don't think positive anymore, you just fear the worst. But school doesn't help, you get bullied and not celebrated for fighting. The compliments from all the specialist in the hospital mean nothing, absolutely nothing if you can't believe them. None of these words seems worth it cause no one else says them.

Your life is just school, medical therapy with eye drops, surgeries and hospital appointments. You know every doctor, every nurse and every psychologist. Your life changes so much. A full anaesthesia seems like a great idea now, when at the beginning you were scared to death of them.

Your eye is so precious, keep it safe, when needed behind glasses or behind contact lenses.