Ugh what is love?
What exactly is love darling?
The first time you said hi to me;
The intervention
Our discussion about books and movies and our
views on mental illnesses

Our gossips about the girls you talked to
Your gossips about the girl u liked
The time you told me your eyes look for her everywhere you went
The times I seemed to have ignored your look when the previous night we had argued over having calling you bad for me
And then that time u said u would have won me over through your friend  if I had decided not talk you after the fight

All those times we had lyric-texted each other
Oh the temporal nature of those texts
The times you made me smile
The days I felt it was awkward walking around with you while our friends thought we were dating, but we were not,
We were just friends

The time when u called me your big time crush
The time when u made me feel special cos no one had ever said those words to me, ever.
Was I special to you?
Were you special to me? ( Yes)
Did I love you or love you not?
Do U love me or love me not?
We will never know.