I feel sad, lost and depressed

Every time I think about what happened

Life was like a paradise to me

I had an angel who'd protect me

But now I've lost everything

And life became meaningless

To the point that I wanted dying

Cause everything now is tasteless

I wanna die so bad

And go to the after world

It's where I belong

It's where I can blame myself indeed

For being selfish for so long

And for the rest of my life I'm gonna weep