Still four days for my birthday

And I'm supposed to be merry

I'm supposed to enjoy my twenties

And enjoy these days

But boredom is suffocating me

What am I suppose to do?

What is wrong with me?

I can't help it

I feel like time's killing me

My mind is overflowing

Empty but overthinking

Overcrowded by nothing

So what shall I do

To prevent all these negativities

From ruining my special week?