A/n: Had a burst or inspiration lol

This ones short for me

You close the gap that seperates our lips,
supposed to be sweet but I just feel sick.
Why can't I be normal and just feel love,
why do I feel like even the slightest touches are too much?

It's not your fault, i've always felt like this,
have never been able to share a kiss.
I like you, I think, though it won't be the same,
as if you had another girl to play these little games.

There is not a flame lighting up in my heart,
no embers that kindle even the slightest spark.
I know it may not ever  seem like enough,
but I love you as much as I'm capable of.

I don't wann loose you but you're so impatient,
you tell me i'm cruel and that my heart is vacant.
Though this is just how I feel,
we need to take things slow, everything just seems too real.

I love you as much as i'm capable of,
though I know to most people it won't seem like enough,
these touches these kisses all feel like too much,
why do I feel this way, is it just my luck?

Please know it's not you,
or anything that you do.
I know that it's my own feelings and mind,
Love is something that long ago I left behind.