this is a poem I made over the year when my father passed away on 11/11/2020, he was a good man and my hero for fighting so long in war to be there for his country, and my hero for always being there for me and my mother when we are grieving and need hugs, so now I share this poem with you all that are grieving losing loved ones left and right for I pray you to be strong and keep going for I am here to listen 

Goodbyes are always the hardest part to say when the air is being drifted apart from my lungs.

 Goodbyes are filled with woe and grief to you my friend, may death take you to the meadows on the hill filled with flowers and food, for I know you won't be in pain anymore nor be alive to see us grow.

 Goodbyes are filled with denial that you may be gone forever when you promised to never leave my side.

Goodbyes are always filled with rage and depression for you are not here to hold me on and keep me safe from the cruelty of this world.

Goodbyes are never the same when you don't come back again and run into your arms for a bear hug and kisses

Goodbyes are not lasting forever till you breathe your final breath and closed your eyes forever right in front of my eyes

Goodbyes are filled with screams and cries of your death, for my tears will fill buckets to rivers for your death, for I know you are no longer in pain nor in this world of greed and hatred, of twists and turns to confusion and pushing to our faces

Goodbyes are forever in my voice and now I wish my last goodbye to you my friend for I will see you again in the meadows on the hills

and that is my poem for today, I need to grab tissues and I think you too, but to let you know, I am here to listen to your cry of help and need to speak a voice to be heard, I am here for you my friends, don't give up on hope for your journey has not end here