Who says hating everything about yourself
Makes you suicidal
(I've heard it before)

Wishing you weren't here
That doesn't mean you'll try something reckless
Something stupid
I know this
Because this is me everyday

I look around
I see my friends
Faking for me
I see my sister
Breaking me
I see my life
Crumbling

The funny thing is
I don't wish for death
No
I plan to live this life to the fullest
Even if I don't want to
I will
And I do
So that makes it easier

Do you have any idea
How hard it is to share all of your problems with someone
Without seeming like a whiny asshole?
Probably
It sucks
Doesn't it?

I know that no one will listen to this
Or really take in the meaning of it
I just needed someone to know
That I'm Okay but not