I relapsed on you the other day
A part of me had to see you
I'm not proud of myself
I guess I'm not entirely done

You count as my addiction
Beautiful face but your insides are grim
You've brought me joy but more pain
You're the candied poison running through my veins

I go where I shouldn't
Anything to get to you
I do what I shouldn't
Anything to have you

You reel me in for a good time
You take me up to the stars
We float together in space
Then you disapear

You never stay with me
You leave me to struggle
While you destroy someone else
A waiting game I play until you return

I pick myself up
Only to let you bring me down
I let you ruin me
I know better but can't seem to do it

I try & try to help myself
Your voice echoes through my head
Images of you invade my dreams
Your absence makes my heart sob

I'll put you out
I'll put you down
I'll run far away
I'll take the steps to be free of you

I'll walk through the fire
I'll resist the feelings you give
I'll make new rules for myself
I'll take the steps to let go of you