I try to hold back the tears,

And remember of all the years,

Where this wasn't ever a problem,

Can I go back to them?

To the years when I was free,

To the years when I could be who I wanna be,

Do what I wanna do.

But I can't.

So I swallow the lump,

And take a big breath,

Accepting that my life will always be a mess.

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lately ive really been struggling with anxiety and a whole bunch of other stuff. im sorry if im not as active because of it because most of the time im watching youtube to push it all away. sorry guys. im hoping to be back to myself soon and be back to being active with yall

love you