I try to believe them.
I try to believe that their words are truthful.

I try to be confident.
I try to feel beautiful.

I try not to say these negative things about me.

I really, really try.

I don't know how.
How to believe them,
How to feel beautiful,
How to think of my self better.

But I can't.

I've tried, I've tried, and I've tried.

Can you help me?

*clears throat* it's kind of weird publishing these poems. Like you guys now know my deepest thoughts and feelings. Anyways, this subject isn't easy for me to talk about, or explain, but I wrote it down in a... Decent... Poem.
This is just how I am. I don't understand my self at all.
Does anyone have advice other than just telling me I'm beautiful?
I mean, Don t get me wrong, I really appreciate that. It's just I've been told that enough, I just need to know how to believe it.