This is dedicated to MonsterInTheMirror because we both watch lost! :O And our birthdays are four days apart. I was suppose upload this on your birthday so that it could be more specail to you but I've been super busy lately. Happy Belated birthday felo leo! July babies RoCk! Hope you like this chapter because it's all for you! P.S. if you want to make me a cover you could it'll mean tons! 

(P.S.S. I need to edit this ASAP!) 

~23 Resist Me

Payton P.O.V.

"Now don't do that Tristen, that's a horrible idea." Jackie said as he came in between both Noah and Tristen. Jackie held onto the fist that Tristen had tempted to punch Noah with and he would've if Jackie hadn't seen it coming. 

"Let go of me" Tristen snarled. He wasn't even looking at Jackie. He was just starring right over his head at Noah. 

"What's going on?" As if just caughting on to what was about to happen Noah back away from Tristen. His smile was turned into a frown and his warm brown eyes turned cold. "What's wrong with him?" he asked looking at me but I couldn't answer. I didn't want to see what Tristen response to my answer would be. What would he do know? Beat on me as if I were one of the guys instead of his mate?

It seemed like Tristen couldn't answer him but this time for a whole completely different reason. He was mad, no he was beyond mad. He was outraged. "Don't worry Tristen here is fine right Tristen?!" Jackie forced out. Tristen stopped struggling to get to Noah but even though he did stop struggling Jackie stayed right in front of him holding onto both of his wrist. 

Tristen stayed like that for a minute and then two before Jackie nervously let one of his hands drop from Tristen wrist but he kept a firm hold onto his other wrist just in case Tristen change his mind at the last minute and decided to attach Noah after all. At least it was a good thing that Noah made no more to attach Tristen or get any closer to me. Maybe I should've told them to go home as soon as they came but Tristen wasn't like this. He was never like this as far as I known him until today. 

"Payton" Jackie said making me snap out of my thoughts. I nervously wrapped him arms around my waist before looking up at him. He didn't say anything else he just motioned for me to come close to him. Without thinking my move through I took one step closer before stopping. "Payton he needs you right now before hos wolf wins over. Your touch will tame both Tristen and his wolf but only for a little while. Just give me your hand." 

"B-but.." I stuttered but I couldnn't even find an excuse to say. I had good ones in my mind but for some reason I couldn't make them into words to say. 

"Payton don't make him madder then her already is. You love him don't you?" 

Yes, of course I love him but again my couldn't say it, at least not under these conditions. Without saying anything more I reached my hand out and hesitantly touched Tristen's shoulder his tensed form relaxed a little but he was clearly still tensed. Hesitantly, I placed my other hand on his arm and that seemed to snap him out of his trance because his once pitch black eyes were the blue that I loved so much.

"Payton we need to talk" was the very first thing that he said. Fully turning towards her her wrapped both arms around my waist and pulled me to his chest. For the first time, his hug didn't make me relax. It made me feel on edge and slightly worried. 

"I'm so sorry" he whispered in me ear closing his eyes and her kissed the to of my head. 

I found my voice again but I couldn't look him in the eye "Can we t-talk about-t this later?" 

I glanced at his face and the look on his face made it odious that he one, heard me stutter. Two, heard my voice crack and three, he knew I was scared. 

I know I'm going to sound like a baby right about now but at times like this I wish my parents we're too far away...hell I wish that anyone in my family wasn't too far away. I miss them and it's only been a day but then again a lot happened in one day. Tristen turned into a mad man, he physically hurt me and I think he emotionally hurt me as well, our relationship is way off track and now I don't think that Noah and Tristen will be getting alone any time soon. 

"I think right about now we could all use some fresh air." Right now I couldn't be more thankful that Jackie was here. "Let all go out and get a pizza?" he asked.

"Sure" Noah said neutrally still pissed off about what just happened. I used that as my opportunity to get away from Tristen and head towards the front door. 

The rest of that night went by too quick if you asked me. We got a pizza from a local Pizzeria called 'Miggy' and just as Noah and Jackie promised they showed us around a little. Luckily Tristen seemed stable for it all but he didn't speak. The only time he has spoken was when someone asked for his comment. 

Even after what happened early Noah still attempt at being nice to Tristen by inviting him to the race track with him or sometimes meeting up to go get a drink at the bar but Tristen turned him down both times. Even though Tristen kept turning Noah down I couldn't help but to be somewhat relieved that he was making improvement. When he turned Noah down both times he actually was himself and did growl or try starting a fight. 

After walking back to our cars, saying by and going our separate ways was when I realize that I no longer wanted to be left alone with Tristen. I love him but I'm not sure if I could trust him anymore. He purposely hurt me and I don't know if it was to prove a point or just to be a jerk but I found the second option being far from true. 

All while driving home we stayed silent, didn't even spare each other a glance. It wasn't until the car came to a halt in the driveway of the cabin that Tristen looked at me. I didn't meet his gaze though, I felt like if I did that I would forget all about today and what he has done to me in the last twenty four hours. 

"Payton you have to look at me sooner or later" his voice was stress but you could tell he was also amused. When I didn't even bother attempting looking at him the small hopeful smile was wiped clear off of his face. "I want to tell you I'm sorry about today."

"You should be" I said quietly but in this small car and our sensitive hearing I knew he heard me loud and clear. "Just wait until my father hears about this, he won't be so happy about this."

"Your father? huh?" Tristen turned away from me with a smile on his face before looking back at me. "Payton are you planning on hiding behind your father your whole life! Your dad isn't here Payton, what the hell do you think he could do?!" Tristen yelled at me making me flinch at his harsh words and cold tone. "Your dad don't like me, Alpha Stanton don't like me, even Alpha Vixcen don't like me but I don't give a fuck anymore" he snarled. 

Who's Alpha Vixcen? I never heard of the named before until now... I'll think about that later. "My dad does like you" I said defending my father. 

"He likes me after we showed him that he couldn't keep us apart Payton." Tristen's blue eyes were a dark cold blue as he balled both his hands into fist. "I don't think you see this Payton but I'm fucking sick and tired of impressing everyone. Your Dad, Betas, Alphas, family, friends and you included." He starred out the window at the night sky. His hands were still balled up into fist resting over the steering wheel, this curly hair started to come over his forehead and his jaw was tensed as he leaned back in the passenger seat. 

"We didn't have to come out all the way here just because of me. If you want you could go back" I told him nervously. 

He snorted before rolling his eyes. "Your my mate Payton, I want to see you happy no matter what. But if you think that I'm leaving you all alone with an unfamiliar pack then your funny."

To me..they weren't unfamiliar but I decided that maybe I shouldn't argue with him right now. "No one ever tries pleasing me" I heard him mumble. 

His thoughts made me wonder, is he talking about me too? But I didn't ask because I have a feeling that he's about to tell me. 

"The night at the fair when we had our first fight I asked myself why I cared so much about you or who you liked. You were just some girl that her dad told me to trainer but once we made up in the forest that day I found myself asking a new question. Why am I falling for her out of all people the Beta's daughter. I just I was pretty lucky that you weren't an Alpha's daughter but still I didn't like the feeling of falling for you so I pushed the though aside and ignored it for far too long." He paused but he was still tensed as he turned slightly to face me, looking me in the eye.

"Even though I didn't try stay away from you, I found that I couldn't stay away from you until the Alpha banned me from having any type of contact with you." A small smile aroused on his face "those days were probably the worse days of my life but I didn't have time to actually think my feeling though until   I decided I was going to see you even if I wasn't suppose to because mate or not..I love you."

A small blush appeared on my cheeks but I stay quiet not making a sound. "But this is were it get's difficult" he said as his smile dropped. "I'm not pressuring you into anything but my wolf and I want you in every way possible and I'm find reason after reason to why I should mark you right now."

I could feel my inside go to mush at the though. "Tristen I don't want to go into heat until I'm fully ready to mate" I whispered with pleading eyes.

"I know that Payton and I feel the same but I don't think my wolf is going to give up this fight and weather you like it or not I'm going to mark you sooner or later and it'll be out of my control. My wolf is starting to take control of me when ever he's near you, feels threaten or jealous. It's getting harder to control him Payton and I don't think you r getting it" he said lowly. "He getting stronger and stronger and there's nothing I could do about it. I don't want to hurt." By saying that Tristen looked down at my wrist and I found myself trying to hide it away from his eyes. "The point is, he won't give into to me until your marked."

I was at lost with words. I had no clue what to say or what to do. Of course I want to be marked but not now, not anytime soon until I was fully prepared to make love to him because once marked I would love not to go into heat and quickly finish the mating process before I could fall into heat. Going into heat is something all female wolves and even male wolves dread. 

"C-can I think about this?" I stuttered out.

Tristen slowly looked away from me before nodding and opening his car door and slamming it shut. I followed his lead and got out of the car with wobbly legs as I made my way into the house behind Tristen. He closed and locked the door behind me while I made my way upstairs to our room.

I only sat down on the edge of the bed as Tristen came into the room and grabbed a pair of his basketball shorts. "I think at least for tonight that we should be apart...to think things through" he looked stressed and all I wanted to do was kiss his luscious lips until he felt better but I couldn't do that anymore with out hitting a nerve inside of him.

He left the room without waiting for my answer and that night slept alone felling confused, angry, worried, empty and most of all lonely. 

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Sorry that it's taking me a while to upload. I'm super busy this summer with going here and there and being with family and all. I've been busy today and yesterday but I'm so dedicated to upload this chapter that I brought my laptop to the hospital yesterday so I could type while waiting for my mom to finish with her surgery. I'm going to be busy for the next two weeks with family diners, baptisms, harvesting, church activities, traveling, signing up for dance ext. you get the point. 

Next chapter is when Payton officially starts modeling! :D 

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