Hi! Mr Journal. We're already more than a month into the brand new year and I'm writing today of all days because I somehow got reminded by someone that I've ghosted for long now. And then my almost everyday overthinking brain began counting the the people and things I had ghosted. So you were one of the mention in the list. So bad of me to not be writing and updating you. But better late than never. I'm here. And tell you what I've so many things to tell but foremost I finally like finally after so many times of experimental drinks and torture to my tastebuds have found my favorite coffee and comfort food.

So the coffee is of course Americano!

Huh! You didn't see that coming? Oh! How? I've posted so many times about this one and that latte and mocha recipes I tried on Instagram last year. But then finally I'm sticking to Americano, sometimes I like it with pinch of sugar.

And comfort food, drum rolls please. It is my own invention. Umm! Well it can't be invention if I've just mixed two different things into one. It could be fusion right? So it is basically a mix of chilla and uttapam with dhaniya chutney. I just love it. Every time I'm like angry or stressed I go for this ever since I tried it for first time.

And you know what Mr Journal, I've finally decided not to curse my life. I mean I first decided to do it because of a youtuber who was talking about self love. But I could not keep up but one day I was doing it lying in my bed and papa came to me and we began a conversation about how this system of life, happiness, karma and fate actually works. I was crying the whole and suddenly I had this thought cut me through that I've been trash talking myself for like 3-4 years now but nobody asked me to not do it. Why? They always came up to with their examples from Rama and Krishna's life but never stop me. They are letting me learn it my way. The hard way. Learning the self worth is important. I'm not sure if these negative thoughts, pessimistic nature is going away but the moment I'll be conscious, I'll tell myself to stop.

Need to go!
Every new day is a new chance.
Zindagi