Please read 'Possibilities-01' before reading this.. If you have already read that here's the part 2! Please don't hate me yet! ILY all! ♥

"Tae... this doesn't feel right.."
Taehyung looked at him with worried eyes. Jimin had been silent for the past few weeks, only answering what he's asked and speaking only when it's necessary. Taehyung had asked him several times what's worrying him, but Jimin always managed to come up with a stupid reason ("I think I'm about to catch a cold or something Tae") and get away. Taehyung knew that it isn't the best idea to push him into answering, specially when he's not willing to voice out his problems. Jimin's a person who could break into million pieces if not handled with much care and Taehyung's always been very patient with him . That has been the solid base holding their special relationship till the day. 
It wasn't an easy journey to become what they are now. Most of the contributions done from Taehyung's side and he's more than willing to do so in the future as long as Jimin is happy. He's sure that he'll go to any depths, any heights to make this man smile. "What is it baby? What doesn't feel right to you?" he asked softly from the sleep deprived man in front of him. Jimin looked so vulnerable in his oversized sweater and in this state even a feather could possibly destroy him. Jimin avoided his gaze. "It's nothing Tae. Just forget it." And then there's Jimin putting on his fakest smile hoping to convince Taehyung that he's absolutely fine. Taehyung can feel his very much practiced patience starting to slip away..
And seconds later he found himself shouting, "NOTHING? what do you mean by NOTHING Jimin?? You call me up at 1 am on the day we are supposed to get married and when I get here you say something doesn't feel right and when I fucking ask you to confide in me and say what's wrong, you are avoiding the topic!? Again!! What the hell is WRONG with YOU? Why jimin? Why..? We are going to become husbands soon and yet you are not ready to share your problems with me!!?!!"
And that broke Jimin.
He started sobbing and was soon crumpled on the floor crying hard. So hard. Taehyung's heart broke into thousand pieces seeing his beloved breaking down in front of him.
It was the first time he made his man cry and it's already killing him from the inside. He soon ran to his side enveloping the crying Jimin and planting kisses on his head whispering apologies. "I'm sorry Jimin. I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have talked to you like that. Forgive me baby. Its okay if you don't want to say it. Stop crying Minnie-ah.. I can't bear to see you cry.." Taehyung's also crying now and it was Jimin's turn to feel the guilt. Jimin slowly freed himself from Taehyung's hold and moved a few inches away. Taehyung looked up as he felt the small movement. Jimin finally looked up at him in the eyes and Taehyung wasn't too slow to notice the difference. His eyes bore a different glow. Very much different from what he's seen before. He can't figure out what it this exactly.. Is it guilt? Detachment? Betrayal? He doesn't know.
"Tae..."
Jimin barely whispered, and Taehyung's already having a very bad feeling on what's going to happen next. "Yeah Jimminie..? What is it?"
"I-I don't want to do this.." Taehyung's heart definitely doesn't want to hear the rest, but his mind's saying otherwise.
"What do you mean by 'this' Jimin? What do you mean?"
Jimin wants to kill himself for what he's going to say next, but he doesn't want to give false hope to this pure man in front of him anymore. His voice was barely audible as and slightly quivered as he said,"I-I can't marry you Taehyung. I c-can't.. I-I'm sorry..."
Taehyung wants to wake up from this dream. The dream which feels too real. He pinched himself. Once. Twice. But no use. He's still in the dream. He slapped himself. Hard. And he's still there. Maybe a bigger pain would help him to wake up and find himself with a much happier Jimin sleeping next to him. He stood up and grabbed a knife which was lying on the table. He was way more than ready to feel the pain when two cold hands suddenly  stopped his actions. He looked up to find a pair of beautiful eyes staring back at him in horror, concern, guilt and.. pain? He was lost in those eyes for a moment before reality struck him hard. Really hard.
He cannot really comprehend what's happening. He wants to pretend as if he didn't hear anything Jimin said. He wants to go home and get some good hours of sleep to wake up the next day , and legally claim the man he loves for the lifetime. He felt Jimin's grip on his hand tighten. "Tae, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I-I just don't want to hurt you anymore.. I just-"
"why ? Why are you doing this to me Jimin? What did I do wrong? Where was I wrong? Am I not good enough? Did I make any mistakes? Tell me Jimin. Just tell me so that I can be a better person and make you feel happier .. Baby I-I can't loose you.. I love you!" Taehyung's a crying mess and Jimin has no courage to look at him. Look at what he's done to Taehyung. He needs to get this straight. He must make this mess clear. He knows that he's being selfish. Utterly selfish. It's just that.. he can't love Taehyung anymore.. He never loved him in the first place though he thought he did. The only person he loved made him cry.. Every single day... And suddenly Taehyung came in to his life, mended his broken heart, made him smile a lot more. He liked this man. Yes he did. A lot. But never loved him. His heart still belongs to that one person . That one person who broke his heart into million pieces. That one person who made him cry every single night. That one person who caused him so much of pain. That one person he could never stop loving. Jeon Jungkook. That one person. The love of his life. It's okay if his love isn't reciprocated. He'll still choose to live the rest of his life alone rather than doing unjust to Taehyung. The beautiful angel who came and mend his broken heart.  Silence is killing Taehyung. He looked at Jimin who seems to be lost in thoughts.
"Jimin... I don't understand why you want to leave me right now!? Is is my fault? I'm sure I can make things right for us and we can be happy and-"
"Tae.. I'm in love with somebody else. Right from the beginning." Taehyung couldn't believe what he heard right now. Jimin is joking right? Yes.  He is. He can see a small smile playing across Jimin's face.
Or is he just trying to hide the sob that's trying to escape?
Taehyung doesn't know. He doesn't know anything. Anymore. This joke is going way too far and it needs to stop. Right now.
"This isn't funny anymore Jimin. Stop it already. Come on. Let's go and sleep now. Okay baby? We've got a busy day ahead sweetheart. Come on!?" Taehyung was half crying and half trying to drag Jimin into the bedroom.The bedroom in which they shared a lot of sweet memories.
Jimin couldn't bear to see the sight in front of him. He's hurting the man who made him smile. The man who did every possible thing just to make Jimin laugh. The guilt is killing him. The more he pretends to be Tae's lover, the more he hurt this man. He must stop this right now. Let the hell eat him alive for the sin he's about to commit.
"Taehyung, listen to me. I like you. So so much.. but I can't love you. I never loved you. I thought I did, but I didn't. My heart has always been somebody else's. I can't repay you for what you've done for me this whole time. No words can say how thankful I am to you for making me happy and for being the source that kept me strong and alive. But I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you anymore. May the gods curse at me for what I've done to you.. I-I just don't want to do this.. I-I can't pretend to love you anymore. . Forgive me Tae... Forgive me if you can"
And he's already forgiven.
To Taehyung, Jimin means his whole world and so does his happiness. He'll endure any pain to make his Jimin happy. Even if that meant letting him go to the person he truly loves. Maybe this is what selfless love means.
He must let Jimin go first and deal with the pain that's about to consume him later.
"Go to him Jimin. Go to your Jungkookie-"
"Tae!? Y-you knew?" Taehyung looked at the now shocked Jimin and it took him a great deal of strength to do so. He's going to let his whole world leave him. He's going to regret this later. He knows that well. But Jimin's happiness matters the most.
"Yeah. I knew that he was your whole world once upon a time. Never knew that he still is.. Your happiness is what I want. Now go! Go before I regret doing this" Taehyung mustered the best smile he could to convince the small man standing in front of him before letting go of his hands and motioning towards the door. He's perfectly aware that the moment Jimin walk out of the door will be the end of him. To Taehyung, it is all about Jimin and not himself. So he has to let him go. He has to.  Jimin looked at this beautiful man for one last time, his eyes apologizing a thousand times and more.. before running out of the door guilt threatening to kill him.
He kept on running and running and running with only one thought replaying on his mind again and again
"I love you Jeon  Jungkook. I love you."

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confession time!! I really really love breaking your hearts 😂 😂  (sorry!)

hopefully there are 2 more parts (or might be 1. not sure) I'll post them after this gets 100 reads! have a great day y'all! LY loadz! ♥