Annyeong guys!! I wrote this during a very boring physics period last week so please don't expect it to be the best fan work ever..  Hope u enjoy!

It took me 2 whole years to realize that I'm completely in love with him and there's no turning back now. He's become my home, my world and my whole life. Though it was hard for me to come out with my feelings at first, now I'm perfectly fine.. more than fine to be honest. He confessed his feelings to me many times before giving up and I ran away from him each time. Pathetic, aren't I? At least not everybody's like that. Taehyung managed to make Jimin smile a lot when I was the one to make him cry. Jimin stopped coming after me. They spent more time together and months later, started dating. Realization came crashing upon me soon after hearing the news to which everybody thought that I'd be happy as I have finally gained peace without the small hyung chasing me through day and night. Realization of falling in love.. Sad , pathetic love.. 'I love him..' Namjoon hyung looked at me with tired eyes. ' I know.. I know Jungkookie., but u know it's not possible ' Not possible? I want to grab him and shout at him about all the possibilities , but I know that it'll be stupid and fruitless for it was me who lacked the confidence in voicing my feelings for him. I wanted to.. I wanted to tell Jimin hyung about my new found feelings for him, and to make him mine. Many nights I spent fantasizing about him, about our future together and sometimes trying to boost up my courage to go and confess the next morning, but it never happened for the moment I open my eyes the next day, all my courage seems to have evaporated and I end up watching Taehyung making my Jimin laugh. 'Hyung, I cannot do this anymore.. I have to tell him! I know that I'm being selfish and stupid, but I love him. I love him so much!,' I watched as Namjoon hyung stared at me with a sad smile. 'Kookie, I feel you baby. I do. But you shouldn't let him know that now. I'm maybe being unfair and unreasonable, but you know that you had plenty of time to confess before. Now's not the time Kookie-ah.. It'll only make him sad.. ' he held my hand and started drawing circles with his thumb. 'Sweety.. You should just give up. You know that its too late now.. Jimin's going to get married tomorrow..' He said with a sigh.

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edit: part 2 and 3 (end)  is out now! check that out ♥