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Here's something pure and sweet..

7 years ago I came to Seoul to pursue my dream career as an idol. Falling in love was never a thought I paid much attention to,  and always thought was an impossibility.  Being auditioned and grouped with six others who's dreams are exactly the same  as mine was the first time i met him. Strangers to friends and then a big brother,  he was there with me through all tough times and laughed along when the times are happy. He was sometimes a parent,  guiding me to the correct path and a teacher helping to bring out the best in me. He's my guardian angel protecting me from harm and bad.
   As the years ascend I started seeing him in a different way..  In a way I've never seen him before. I started noticing every little thing about him and couldn't help but feel fond..  I started getting these unusual feelings which were very new to me ( as I  was very young back then ) Every time he looks at me, my heart swells up..  Every single touch of his makes me crave for more..  Whenever he smiles, my heart beats ten times faster and when he's around me, I cant help but stare at him like an idiot.
  I was afraid of these feelings. They felt so wrong, yet so good. Even though I'm usually good at keeping my emotions under control,  when it comes to him I fail. I fail every time. He is my weakness. He makes me so weak and I was scared it'll expose myself... my feelings to the world.
  So I started pushing him away.
  He was showering his love around me and all I did was ignoring him. Surprised him by my sudden attitude change and acted like us are nothing but band mates. ( to me )
  People started calling us the one sided couple..  Where a pathetic little angel goes after the evil maknae who keeps pushing him away. Countless nights he spent crying at my sudden change..  Countless cold words I told him  as if I meant them.. But what he doesn't know is that I cried silent tears along with him.. every time.. and when Jin hyung catches me with puffy eyes and a swollen face next day,  I'd lie being sick... 
  I was angry at myself for making him cry. Wanted to apologize and confess my feelings, but my inner coward got on the way and I failed.
  With time, he changed.  He grew tired of trying and officially gave up. He moved on, but I didn't. I tried,  but I couldn't. I started missing him.  Missing the attention he gave me.. Missing his special smile that's reserved only for me.. Took some time to realize it's my turn to try now. I was the one who started all if this after all. So i started giving him my attention  and showing him my affection..  Caught him by surprise when I initiated skinship as it was always he before.  People noticed that our story took a complete turn..  Said the maknae finally has a soft spot for little mochi while some stuck to the older version.
  Time brought our relationship to a better lane. With each passing day, our bond grew stronger..  Managed to become the reason behind his smile ( as I've always wanted to ) but failed to confess every time.
  Now that I've grown up to become more mature, much more mature than when I was struggling to understand my feelings, much more mature than when I tried running away from my thoughts.. running away from him.. and mature enough to understand that I've completely fallen for him, I'm not going to waste any time..  Not going to take anymore chances.
  My little hyung.. my manggaetteak.. my mochi.. He's sitting here.. beside me.. our hands brushing.. with his head on my shoulder,   he's reading a book . I'm going to confess.. tell that I'm in love with him. I have to do it now..  It has to be now or never. I turned to him..  entangled my fingers with his soft, small ones..  " Jimin-ah.., " He looked at me with those beautiful smiling eyes humming a little " hmm..? " and I couldn't help but think how limitlessly beautiful he is... " Let's go out for a walk.. I need to tell you something "

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