'It hurts...hurts like hell'
I didn't had much time to recheck this story. I'm sorry if there's any typos or any other mistakes..
"It pains me so much that I can only look at you from afar.. It pains me so much that I can't hold you close to me like I want to.. It hurts like hell for not being able to tell you how much I love you.. Because I can't.. I'm already a married man Park Jimin.. I've got a wife waiting for me at home.
I had no regrets in my life before. Inheriting one of the largest companies in Korea, becoming the CEO at the age of eighteen, getting married to our biggest share holder's daughter when I was only nineteen even though it was purely for business purposes, I had no regrets in how my life was... until I met you. I don't know when or how it happened, maybe it was the time when you spilled your coffee on my documents.. Or maybe the time when I nearly sacked you and you burst out crying.. Or maybe the time I found you sleeping during work hours .. I never knew what love was before I met you. The only thing I ever loved was my business. Rarely went home to my wife.. Rarely spent time with my parents.. The only thing I wanted was to own Korea's biggest company ever. The only thing I craved for was success.. But now, all I think of is you.. All I crave for is your warmth.. All I want is to hold you.. To kiss you... And to tell you that I love you. You are making me go insane Park Jimin.. Yes you are. I've fallen so hard for you and it's scares me how I'm able to hold myself in front of you.. I'm ready to throw away everything to come to you.. All this money, success, fame mean nothing to me as long as I get to be with you. The large mansions, expensive cars mean nothing to me as long as I get to live with you in your small crammed apartment. I want you to know how I feel, I want you to know how much love I have for you, how you are the only source of my happiness, how I dream of you every night, how much I want to run to you. But I can't. I can't because I'm afraid. I'm afraid of your feelings. I'm afraid of your reaction. I'm afraid that you'll say no.
Park Jimin, you are the best thing that happened in my life. You are the one who coloured my grey world. Your smile is my ray of sunshine. You are the source of my happiness. You are the reason that's keeping me alive. Thank you for coming into my life and making it beautiful.. I hope that one day you'll realize my feelings and return your love to me. I love you Jimin.. I love you so much that it hurts.. hurts like hell."
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