CHAPTER - 59
Sonakshi's pov:-
The sun rays as usual was waiting to disturb my sleep. I woke up rubbing my eyes and turned around. He wasn't there near me. A bag was packed and kept behind the door. Somewhere I was clueless on what was happening. "Good morning" I heard his voice and turned back. He came closer to me his one hand held my stomach as the other one was holding my forehead. He placed a soft kiss on my forehead as I closed my eyes for a minute feeling his touch. "I will be leaving to air port in few minutes" he said and the word I was making me scared. "what does that mean?" I questioned him being confused. "I want you to stay here. Your not coming with me now. I will come back in few days probably I will be back to you within two days" he spoke slowly giving stress to each of the word he uttered. "After yesterday's incident do still think it's safe for me to be alone okay forget about me what about this child?" I questioned him and my eyes started to become moist. Somewhere I was scared to be alone. It's fine if I am dead but the child should be save. Like all the mother's In the world I too wanted my child to see this world enjoy and be Happy. I too wanted to be caring mother. He just nodded his head in yes and I was so lost in my own thoughts.
"In this two days if I deliver our child then you won't be with me to support me right" I asked him and he just pulled me in a tight hug. My once side face laid on his chest he gazed my hair as I heard his heartbeat. He knows well to control me. In that moment I had lost my words to speak tears flowed down from my eyes. It was more due to fear rather than the pain I am gonna miss him.
"you trust me right" he questioned me looking at my eyes. "you hugged me tight and said me you love me still now I believe those words" I said as he gave me a bright smile. "it's not safe for you to accompany me stay here and your family our friends will take care of you" he spoke calmly but I wasn't feeling fine with his words. I wasn't okay about he leaving our child and me alone. What was so important for him more than us? Was the question in my mind. I did not wish to question him about it too. The only words which left from my mouth was. 'not as good as you take care of us" that statement from me turned his eyes red. He immediately turned behind and tried to control his emotional feelings. "Okay I am getting late bye. Call me whenever you feel like your missing me" he said and moved near the door. Pulled his trolley bag and turned back to look at me. I did not tell him anything it was just a smile he gave me and left from there.
What was the hurry for him to leave today? What was the important? Can't he tell me and share with me about the his emergency problem to leave from here? I was too busy questing myself.
"may be your dad really doesn't care for you and me" I said to the small tiny baby growing inside me thank you god for never giving a person who will care for me in my life. I really wanna thank you I spoke looking at The roof but baby I promise you that until I am alive I will really take a good care of you. I was continuously speaking to my child. I felt like I should not think about him and stress myself at least for the seek of my child all of a sudden I felt asleep.
I woke up after sometime as anvi was softly whispering in my ears. "Haan" I lifted my body slowly and sat straight. "sona did you eat something" she questioned me and I just nodded my head in a no. Giving me dead glare she order the food from the restaurant. 'No I don't feel like eating now l" I said to her trying to stop her from ordering the lunch. "it's not for you it's for the baby...my cute little baby" she replied me and I just smiled widely over her funny actions. "Anyways finish of the lunch soon. We will go out to relax" avni was sitting next to me and comforting me. I felt better after seeing her. After crying for hours and becoming tired and sleeping she really made me feel better. Rushing with the lunch I just decided to go out with her. We both left from the hotel room and decided to go on a walk. I was actually walking slowly and she was also accepting my slow walk. She held me by my shoulder and gave me a support. I was able to feel the fresh evening air in the park. It really calmed my mind. The kids in the park ran here and there. Avni was always looking carefully so that no one dash with me. She tried to distance people from the waking path. I felt little comfortable with her. Yes just little because I always feel who can take better care of me than dev.
I sat on a near by chair. Asking where is jatin? To avni she said he's little busy and having some important work so went out. As we both were speaking for some good time we did not even notice the day turning into night. She was really very good company for me but still I was waiting for Dev's call. What is he doing? without even calling me. My mind was thinking about him as I was just nodding my head to avni. "Sona I asked you something" she said and that when I came back from my own thoughts. "I gave my heart to him and made him tie a knot Now it's suffocating me" I just blabbered those words to her and she just looked me with a shock. "well nothing let's just go back" I said carefully getting up from the chair holding my stomach softly. We both continued the walk as the park was little dark she immediately switched on her torch light in the mobile. She is really a very sweet caring girl I said to myself and gave a bright smile to her.
As soon as getting back to room I asked avni to leave me but she replied that she wants to stay with me. I did not like that I felt like I am being as a burden to her but then she did not even listen to my words. She even cleaned the mess in the room and ordered the dinner adjusted the bed. She took care of me like a mom. May be she's the replacement for my mom.
I laid my head in Avni's lap as she was just gazing my hair softly I closed my eyes and felt really relaxed. She really became too close to me today. Such a great person she is. Love you girl I whispered those words to myself.
Dev's pov:-
Leaving sona alone was not making me feel good. I never wanted to leave alone and move from India but my situation was like that. I should have at least explained to her about my situation but I wasn't able to. I never excepted that the person who I trusted so much will betray me. How can she betray me??? I always thought her as my best friend this is what they do to their best friend. I still remember the day when sona asked me will you trust Natasha or me I even moved a step forward and said 25years of friendship I will trust her breaking her heart.
Now that really gave me a headache. She broke the trust I had on her. She is responsible for all the damage in my life. They say behind every angry man there is beautiful love story she killed my first love story and made me angry. Now she even wants to destroy my happiness sona.
Sona might not be my first love but she will always be my last love and I can't lose her. Yesterday she tried to attack her. Now if she's angry on me why should she destroy all the people around me. Everything was confusing me and I wasn't able to share all this with sona as she can't take much stress now.
As soon as I found TBD true colours of Natasha I wasn't able to stay there with sona. I need all the answer for my questions from her. I finally reached The US airport and hired a cab. I immediately went to my office and there she was sitting carefree. She was gulping a juice and enjoying some lite soft music sitting in my cabin. I just banged the door. Dev... She dragged my name "did not expect me right"
I said to her and she just nodded her head in yes with a smile.a girl who wants to steal my smile is smiling I just thought to myself and took forward few steps close to her."why did you tried to attack my wife? Just why? " I changed my tone rudely. Being my friend for this many years she should know how I speak when I am anger and how I speak when I am patient. She started to sweat was finding for words to answer me she very well knows that I won't say anything without proof. Yes I did have evidence of all what she did in my life. Creating an accident and trying to kill Avni now something more stupid for Sona. First time I felt so ashamed for trusting someone so much. I even trusted her over Sonakshi. She also tried to tell me about her but I did not believe her.may be when I just realised she would also affect my child my blood I am able to react Like this.
I was in my own thoughts and at the same time I waited for her to answer all my question. She just stood still like a statue in her place. " I really thought your a very good friend to me I really trusted you so much you have been Like a mom, friend to me. I never expected it from you" I screamed at her in top of my voice. "I love you dev" that three words from her made me stunned as she loves me she would try to destroy my life how funny. If she really loved me she should have seen her happiness in mine right? "I know you have some affection for me. Like how a mom cares for her child and that type of affection you have for me that's why I have shared all my pain and happiness with you" I tried to sound little calm so that I don't leave some harsh words and at the same time we were in office. "I always wanted you to share your room also with me. I can't look someone else in my place. I can't fake myself now. Listen I don't like her. This the real me. I need you" she spoke making me wonder is she in her sense. I had no idea how to react but if it was someone else except her then they would have died in my hands. I still tried to sound patient to her. I was really controlling my anger but then her words. "I always thought that your mine" she spoke. My anger started to erupt how much even I can also control myself. "I shared my pains with you you were the reason behind my company reaching this level. I always wanted you as a good friend only I never ever thought of sharing my room with you. Stop all this non sense. Let's forget it as a bad dream and start everything fresh" I said to her straight on her face and walked out shutting the door hard. I felt like showing my little anger on that poor door because I wasn't able to get angry on her. I felt as I am still liable to her. From the time I lost my mom mad dad she stood with me. She helped me lots. She always guided me supported me and stood as my back bone. How can she do like this? Spoil my love. Spoil my marriage. I never thought my best friend would do it. I wasn't still able to digest the truth but still the truth is the truth No one can change it.
I called sonakshi after going to home. I thought she would be slept but she just picked up my call in the first ring.
"missed me" was the first word she asked me "Really lots and lots. I missed my baby" I said and she immediately started to laugh. "You called me as baby or our child" she questioned me bringing a smile on my face. I never thought I would smile in such a crucial situation but she made me to. "have I ever called you baby?"I started to tease her. "That's mean... You have shifted your love for me also on our baby. Before I kill you" before sona could complete her sentence I decided to end my drama. "don't kill me I need to be alive to take care of my baby anyways I love and I really really missed you" I said and she started to giggle. Each time I hear her smile I felt satisfied. I felt like I am being good with her but I trusted The wrong person over such a right person still hurts me. "If you really wanna take care of our baby and love me so much why did you leave us alone" she questioned me and yes that was a right question. "Because I always wanna take care of our child and never leave you both alone may be if didn't make this trip life long I should I left you alone and would not have been taken care of out child" I replied her and had no idea
Whether she can understand me or not
But the next question from her made me thank god for giving me such understanding wife. " Any problem? Is it that serious that you can't share with me now?"
"No not like that you take rest sona I will call you tomorrow" I said trying to end the conversation if I speak more she would find out that something is wrong with me and I knew it well. "no hugs and kisses" she asked sweetly "much love and lots of kisses to you and the little baby" I replied her and ended the call.
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