I've always suffered from anxiety, and it got significantly worse after everything with Jason. It's hard to deal with, and to be honest, it's hard for the people around me. I hate it. I'm afraid to talk to people. Even this, my wattpad account, especially this blog, puts me out there. I'm constantly scared of what people will think of me. Constantly afraid that I made people mad. I am constantly shaking, crying, and hyperventilating. I hate this. I constantly want to die, I constantly want it all to be over.
I always, everyday, think of ending this story.
Most of the time, my smile is fake.
Most of the time I am scared.
I hate my life.
I want to die.
Please, I need your input.
Should I delete this story?
I need to know from you.
My readers.
I want to know.
Please tell me.