btw ik there are probably better enjisho pictures, but this manga panel just screamed it as well- i mean i could also just take a pic of the smash manga. cuz this is pure enjisho material. 😩🖐🏻

okay but like- ik y'all probably gonna hate me, but.. idk- do i ship it? yea idk, but I'm reading fics to that ship.
and no not only for the angst factor.
I'm like really so sorry and shit-
my traumatized ass is actually using this as a copying mechanism- and i hate that i do it, but it really helps.

so y'all- ik you're gonna hate me, but i do enjoy this ship.

i actually don't know what to talk about- if i would hate this ship.. yea ofc, but i do not-

so.. idk what i exactly like about it either- i have so weird feelings for it.
sometimes I'm like reading it when i feel pretty triggert- but else? idk, then it's sometimes pissing me off.. or I'm still enjoying it.

this ship is so weird-

i mean.. idk i love how enji is like so big and shit, and shoutos so small compared to him-
or shouto is enjis fav, right? i can see it that he's getting pampered etc. after training-

but it's actually no were near canon, that's why i kinda like this thought.. that shoutos childhood wasn't as bad- y'all know what I'm getting at?

and other things are probably, cuz i do kin todoroki so much, and feel even.. better? when i see that we're more alike-
it's kinda comforting.. as if i can vent to him, cuz he would know-
but yea i can't, but the thought still.. it's kinda comforting.

even just reading things that are pretty similar to things that happend to me- that's so comforting, cuz I ain't having the feeling to be alone.. even if what I'm reading is just fictional- it means someone knows about it, and is probably copying their trauma as well with writing this fan fiction.

and yea, they're father and son- but actually i don't care of fictional characters being a family- like yea, i do ship dabitodo as well,.. well not as much after the truth came out, cuz I can't think of a wholesome way of them being together- that's why i pretty much like fanon touya more. they're so wholesome in fanon!

but fanon endeavor where he either is an asshole or an angel? dang no, i hate fanon endeavour.. canon endeavour is fine, I could actually more see canon enji with shouto- then both fanon versions.

his far to obsessed over him, wanting to control every inch of his body.. as he even confirmed himself, after touya "died" he could do nothing except obsess over shouto.
he wanted him to be perfect.. idk, i can see him having romantic feelings for shouto.

there is so much that is showing it.. canon endeavour looks so much in love with shouto-

and if he would've shown this to shouto, or if shouto was a really well written character.. i could see the stockholm syndrome kicking in.
i can see shouto falling in love with his father, cuz all his life he never got to have some relationship with someone else.

from 5 till he is 15, everyone he saw was his family.. especially his father, who he saw probably on a daily basis.

i also could see shouto falling in love with his brother natsuo, cuz natsuo is someone who would ignore the rules and sneak in his baby brothers room at night, just so they could have some time together..

but yea-

enjisho? and idk, i also talked about the other ships a little.. so dabitodo and natsusho as well-

enjisho (fanon enji): 5/10 (bro idk how i feel)

enjisho (canon enji): 1/10

dabitodo (fanon touya): 8/10

dabitodo (canon touya): 4/10 (i read about them when i feel violent.)

natsusho: 10/10 (i actually love these two, please don't hate me-)

so yea..

next is gonna be bakutodo

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