26. Pain
After few minutes they broke the hug! And the others who were present but went from their as abhi told that sid will handle everything and they all agreed and went to Nigam's house.
And here sidneet, Avneet looked at sid and said, "You want to know about me, right?" She asked him and he nodded in yes because sid really wants to complete all the puzzles regarding to her.
Avneet said, "Ok then! Come with me!" She said and sid nodded in yes and avneet took him near car. Both sat and avneet drove the car. Sid was sitting silently without asking anything and avneet was focused on the road. After 30 minutes of drive, they reached near graveyard. Sid looked at her and kept his hand on her and said, "You want to say everything here?" And he asked her while nodded in yes with tears brimming in her eyes. Sid said ok and they came out. Sid got that she want to tell everything to him near her parents because this was the place from where everything started.
They went inside and avneet took him near her parents body funeral! She sat their and sid sat beside her. She looked at the soil and started saying, "Good Evening mumma papa! Look today I am here with sm1 who knows me well after you both!" She said this and looked at sid with teary eyes. Sid kept his hand on her shoulder and smiled weakly. Avneet once again looked at soil and said, "His name is Siddharth! And he is just perfect for me! You know mumma he is writing one diary on me! And papa he is so understanding just like you! And mumma papa he loves my soul not my body like others. And mumma you know he is ready to accept me and papa he will fight for me with everyone, I can say this!" She said and looked at sid and sid nodded in yes! She smiled at him and once again looked at soil and said, "So mumma I decided that I will tell him everything today because he deserves to know!" She said and looked at sid.
Sid got serious and he is happy that how avneet is telling her parents about him. Avneet hugged sid and sid got confuse because this was not expected. But he hugged her back and she said, "You know my all relatives said that my parents died because of me!" And she cried saying it. Sid got shock because he was not aware of this thing. He rubbed her back and avneet continued saying, "All said that I deserve to die because I killed my own parents! But I didn't killed them sid, I didn't!" And she cried harder remembering how everyone use to blame her and taunt about her parents death.
Sid hugged her tightly while pulling her on his lap. Avneet hide her face in his chest saying, "All said that I will kill my brother also one day! But sid, how can I kill him? He is my everything! He is the reason behind my living, I can't kill him and I have not killed my parents sid, trust me!" She broke down finally. She was taking all this from so long. She has never shared anything related to her feelings to anyone till date. She hide her emotions from all and carried one fake bright smile on her beautiful face on which everyone believed that she is happy but sid never did because he saw her crying while lying.
Sid kissed her hairs while controlling his tears because he is not able to imagine himself being blamed for his parents death. Avneet continued saying, "My parents died because our home caught fire! At that time Jai was playing in garden and I was with mumma papa at house. Mumma was cooking and papa and me was watching movie in my room but suddenly we saw black smoke coming out from my room. We came out and saw our living room has caught fire. We shouted for mumma and she was stuck in kitchen. Mumma said to papa to drop me out first and Papa dropped me out of the house and said he will come taking mumma from inside but you know he never came out. I cried shouting for help. Our neighbours called fire brigade and after some time they came out with my parents body. I was speechless. They were still alive but their body was burnt. And at that time mumma and papa said me, "Take care of Jai because you are elder!" And with this they took their last breathe. And I cried violently seeing them leaving me and jai forever!" And with this she cried violently clutching on sid's shirt.
Sid too cried because he is not able to imagine all this happening with him. It is hard to see our parents dieing in front of us and we are not able to do anything to save them. I wish that no one face this because this thing hurts more then anything as this turns into nightmares till our death as whenever we remember them we remember this too and curse ourself for standing their helpess doing nothing.
Avneet cried harder as she started getting those flashbacks. She cried loudly and sid let her cry because he knows that she never shared this with anyone as she never found sm1 to listen to her pains. She cried and cried letting out all those tears of pain.
After sometime she once again continued saying, "And when Jai came he saw our house burnt and mumma papa dead. He hugged me and cried. And seeing him I just remembered what my parents said to me and I know what I have to do. We went at our nani's place after doing all rituals but everyone blamed me for my parents death because all thought that because of saving me mumma papa died. No one cared for my feelings. No one cared that I have lost my parents too. They gave all sympathy to jai but My nani use to care about me. She always said that dont listen to them. So Jai and I lived with her but she too left us after 2 years and once again all blamed me saying you are curse because nani died because of heart attack which she got while talking to me! All again started saying those words, "This girl is a curse she will kill her brother too now!" And all that! But sidd I never killed them, trust me! I love them a lot then why I will kill them sid? Why?" And she cried questioning him. Sid too cried listening to her. He controlled on his tears saying, "You never killed anyone! Because you can't kill them, my love!"
Avneet just shed those tears which were hidden from so long. She cried and sid let her cry because he knows that she has to take that all out to live happily. After controlling on her tears avneet took a deep breathe saying, "After that Jai and I lived together and I never shared with jai because I thought he will not believe me and will hate me like others!" And with this she ended sharing her pain.
All will think that their is nothing much, but those words which are like bullets surely hurts sm1. And it will be more like bullets when sm1 is already broken; and those words would kill sm1. So saying anything to sm1, think twice because your words can have a great impact on anyone. Never hurt anyone by your saying guys, because it will not leave sm1's mind till their death. This society is cruel for sure but let me tell you that, we only make this society cruel not others. If we want change then start from yourself first, because starting from yourself can also bring a drastic change time by time! This is what I want to teach you all teenagers, because we are future of this world but still we are the one who hurts everyone alot by our saying. We even hurt our parents unknowingly and our bffs too. So keep control on your tongue as your tongue can destroy anyone peeps!
That's it for today bacho! I hope you all have liked this chapter. I tried my best to give you all feels of Avneet's pain. And if you have read that last para, and you are relating then change yourself because it is not too late guys! Will meet you soon, and before leaving do vote and comment, byeee bachoo❤
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