Hi guys!! My last day of academic classes is done!!! YAYAYAYYAAAA!!! Now...onto high school. -_- Sorry for not updating in a while. I have been a lazy (little) shit. But i'm doing this for you...even though i'm hella tired, because I love you my brats!!! T^T

Eren's POV

I ran. Ran away from Levi. I thought if I ran away, I wouldn't feel the pain. But I was wrong. Dead. Wrong.

In the end I was at my house. I ran inside and cried on the floor. My body huddled into a tight ball. My face caked in tears and my voice going hoarse. I didn't know what to do . I had no one to help me.

For the rest of the day I was on the ground. Making no efforts to move. Not one.

So...this is my life now? Levi gone. My life...gone. Everything. Gone. I have no hope. I was gonna marry him, I had my sights set on a ring. The ring he liked so very much.

Flashback ~

"Come on Levi." I say...tugging his hand along.

"But Eren babe. Where are we going?"

"Somewhere special." I cooed. He gave me a warm hearted smile. We go into the car and drove to the ring shop.

"OMG Eren."

"Now now Levi. Calm your shit. I want you to pick out a ring." I say. I was then glomped in a hug. I hug my little baby back.

After that...we walk in. The ring shimmering under the lights.

"Oooooooo." I hear Levi say. His hands on the glass and face looking the perfect ring. I walk over to him and look at it.

It was a 30k gold ring, with small diamonds encrusted into the polished gold. It would go nicely on his complexion.

"I like it too baby. That's the one i'm gonna get for you ok?"

"O-Ok Eren. And-And i'll get you the perfect ring too!!" He says. Trying not to cry in public he buries his face in my clothes.

"Come on Levi. Lets go home."

That night...we made love like never before...

Flashback ends ~

I get up shakily and go for a bath. Breaking down again. "I hate him!!" I say. "I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.." I keep repeating. But inside I still loved him. Damn...why is life so cliche?!

I sigh and dry my face with a towel. I lay back and fall asleep. Wanting this to be a dream...

Levi's POV

It's been a day. I know a day, but I want to see him. I want to hold him. To love him again...but what I did was wrong. Too wrong for my liking.

Grabbing some illegal alcohol from the store I drink. Drink away my pain in my room. Throwing up and drinking some more...no not some, a lot more. By the end of the night, colored bottles littered my once clean floor.

I threw up on the floor again and cried.

"Eren...i'm so sorry." I sob. Voice dried and cracked. Sniffling and slowly killing myself from the inside out.

Never knowing I could hurt so bad...