Sometimes, it's hard to find words to tell you how much you mean to me. A lot of times, I don't say anything at all. But I hope someday, you'll understand, having you is what I live for." -Unknown  

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Tani's POV

The next day, I went to university and tried to focus on my studies, but I couldn't. I was just thinking about him, why did he say that to me? Why did he say that if some day he would leave me or god forbidden if someday he would die? Then what would I do? What could I do if he has decided to leave me but why he wanna leave me? Why? What's going on in his mind? For God sake, Can I know the answers of my questions, someday?

I was looking at the teacher but lost in my thoughts, Molly hit me with her elbow,

"Hey, Where are you lost? I was calling your name since... since.. don't know how long? but you were lost somewhere completely lost, what's wrong?" Molly asked with mixed emotions of amazement and concern.

"Ohh nothing, just thinking about this teacher, why she is so boring, I feel sleepy in this class Molly." I said while yawning.

"Yeah yeah I can see that, this is the last one, after this we would be free but we have to work on a project, Remember ?"

"Ohh God no, no, no. I wanna go home and just sleep." I said frustrated cause last night, after Rezay's call, I kept awake myself thinking about him. So it is understood, why I am feeling sleepy.

"No tani, we have to work, we have to meet the deadline and it is the next month and we have no time cause just 15 days left in next month or I should say less than 15."

"Ohh God, okay.", I said by having a sad look on my face and she chuckled.

When class ended, first we went to canteen and ate some patties with our juices then we started our project. It was a project of International Relations, in which we are supposed to search the history, geography, relations with other countries, related to trade too, in fact everything of Bahrain and then write on it in our own words. So it was a report type project but it was still a project, so we'd have to do that for gaining marks.

So, we decided to go to a computer lab to do searching on it, when we reached there the room was already filled with so many students sitting on so many sytems and they were doing their work on it. So that was actually fully occupied room, when we found one system free, we ran, jumped and reached to there before any other group came, now we were sitting on a system and doing our pre-searching or saving the main main points before any final beginning on report so that we can decide what to take or what to skip, also we can decide our parts and divide our report in two sanctions and then work on it from our homes too. Only, me and molly were in this project cause for this project only two persons were allowed for one country's research. Though Badra and Yasira were doing research on Australia.

While we were searching and discussing, my phone started to vibrate and beeped in my bag again and again, I took it out and checked it, it was him.

"Hey beautiful, what's going on?" I smiled at his text.

I quickly typed and replied,

"Nothing much, just working on a project in uni."

Beep.

Rezay: "Ohh ! so you are in uni?"

Me: "Yep."

Rezay: "Missing me? ;)"

Me: "No."

Rezay: "Ohh please, I know very well when you lie."

Me: "Ohh Really ? ;)" I chuckled.

Rezay: "Yes and I am serious, I know you. I can tell you too that what are you doing right now?" I chuckled again, he can't see me, how would he gonna see that what am I doing right now.

Me: "Okay then tell me what am I doing?"

Rezay: "You are laughing. :D"

Me: "Ohh that's obvious, yes I am laughing and if you keep on talking to me like this, I wouldn't even gonna focus on my work."

I laughed again but now I suddenly became silent when I saw Molly's face, she was looking at me skeptically with her mouth open. I laughed again and asked her.

"What ?"

"Whom you are talking to and laughing this much ?"

"Nop, no one." I lied.

"No you are lying, tell me, who's that ? who is behind this smile?" She winked and I rolled my eyes.

Beeeeeeeeppppp.

My phone beeped in my hand and when I was about to open it, molly snatched my phone from my hand and ran out of lab while saying 'tell me who is he ?' She quickly opened the text and while running she read it,

Rezay: "That's what I want, that you can't focus on anything except me. ;)" She read his text so loud and I blushed and started yelling at molly.

"Molly give me my phone back." I said angrily.

"Ohh so he sent you a wink too." She said while pointing on the wink emoticon in his text with her index finger.

"Molly shutup. phoneeeeee. Give me my phone. Arghh." I said while running, I tried to chase her but she escaped.

"First tell me who is this Rezay, then I will give you your phone back otherwise 'no'. Haha." She said while laughing and I glared at her.

"If you going to keep running like this then how am I supposed to tell you, while chasing you?" I shouted in a sarcastic tone.

"Okay okay, I am giving it back but only on one condition, if you tell us, otherwise---"

"Yeah yeah I know you very well." I cut her off.

She laughed then told me to windup this work and let's talk, she quickly texted badra and yasira to come at our old meeting place in uni where we hide from teachers whenever we bunk and talk freely with each other and that place was behind the football court. After they came, I started my story, summarized it, cut most of the scenes and ended it with today's text.

"We should make him fool." Badra exclaimed.

"Wait what?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, any one from us should call him from your number and say to him that 'I am Tani', let's see, would he recognize your voice or not?" Badra said chuckling.

"No, no. That's a very bad--- bad idea." I said confused because I didn't know how would he gonna react.

"No, no, it's a really good idea. Yes, we should try." They all said in one voice and again my phone has been snatched from me. 

They started calling him and he picked it up after two beeps, they turned on the speaker too so that I could also hear him. So, the First one was Molly.

Rezay: "Hello? Fatima." I heard amazement in his voice.

Molly: "Hello", she made up her voice somewhat like me but she failed.

Rezay: "Who are you?" I laughed at them.

Molly: "I am Fatima, your Fatima." I heard his laugh.

Rezay: "Tell me who are you and where is 'my fatima'?" He said while emphasizing on the last two words.

Molly: "Rezay, you don't recognize me? Even after so much time we spend together ?" I heard him chuckled again.

Rezay: "Who are you drama queen?" He said while laughing.

Rezay: "Give phone to Fatima, I know she is there and you are no one to me but her friend." I laughed loudly on molly, and while dancing a little bit I whispered,

"He knows my voice, you idiots." I chuckled. Now Badra started,

Badra: "Yeah Rezay, here I am."

*He just kept chuckling like a paranoid.*

Badra: "What? Why are you laughing?"

Rezay: "Because still this is not Fatima."

Now Yasira tried,

Yasira: "Here I am?"

I was laughing badly seeing the looks on their faces, they all were really so dumb.

Rezay: "Fatima? Where are you? Come on the phone right now." He scolded in a serious tone even I shivered. I saw the colour of Yasira face flew away.

Yasira: "I-I am Fatima, don't you remember my voice?" She stuttered and I bursted out laughing.

Rezay: "Yeah I really do remember her voice, that's why I said, give-phone-to-her." He said emphasizing on last four words, now he was so serious and Yasira quickly gave phone to me.

Now it's just me.

"Hmm? So you can recognize my voice?" It was more of a question. He chuckled and then started.

"Yeah obviously, I can recognize your voice anywhere, even among 100's or 1000's of voices."

"Really?" I asked shocked.

"Yes. BTW I can also tell you who were they, sequence wise."

"Really? But how---", He cut me off and started.

"The first one was molly right?"

"Yeah, but how can---", He again didn't listen me.

"The second one was Badra."

"Yeahhhh, that was--But---", He again cut me off and said,

"Now only one left and she was Yasira." I kept silent and shocked for a while and those three idiots started asking me that what happened. I gestured them to keep quiet and look out here and there for Rezay.

"Don't look here and there, sweety I am at my home, I can't see you but that was all just my postulation, I guess, or my sixth sense." He laughed while saying that.

"What? Your sixth sense? Are you serious?"

"Yes I am. I can easily tell you cause-----actually I don't know too." He laughed again and me too.

I thought, actually I have told him so much about me, my friends, that he knows everything now and he also knew that somy is not in my uni, but these three are my uni friends so I think he'd have guessed from there, but still recognizing voices and telling the right names to me, sequence wise, Geeezzzz! That was just so amazing and still when I think about that I just got amaze. He is actually so smart and I bet he is so experienced too.

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The day went well, we friends laughed, talked, get tired and then went to our homes. I arrived home and after prayers, I just slept and woke up with the buzzing sound of my phone.

'Aargh, who is that now?' I said while trying to open my eyes. Without taking a single look on the screen I picked it up,

"Hello?" I asked.

Silence...

"Hello?" I asked again.

Again silence.....

"Hellow? WTF! Are you dumb or what? Speak or else I will kill you." I snapped at whoever was that. I was about to hung up when I heard something,

"I've found you."

Beeeppp.. line drop..

I was now fully awake, my eyes were wide like saucers, who the hell was that and why he said that and his voice, his voice was so husky and deep, I shivered at his statement. I actually felt, something was surely wrong with him. Then I looked at screen, then to my call log, it was showing some unknown/unrecognized number, means it was not saved in my contacts list or maybe it was a blocked number, but how can someone call from a blocked number, so maybe he could be any wrong number or he intentionally called me. No, no. Maybe, I am thinking so much, maybe it was some kind of a prank call or maybe yeah wrong number. Well, I shouldn't think about it.

"oww ! My head hurts, if I would think a little bit more, my brain would burst out from my head. Ohh God! I need a cup of tea to make my head work. Tonight, I have lots of work to do on a project." I said to myself and quickly stood up from bed, went to bathroom, took a shower, went downstairs in the kitchen.

I saw mom was already there.

"You woke up sweety?" Mom asked.

"Yeah." I said smiling.

"Do you want something?" Mommy asked smiling.

I opened my mouth to say when she spoke up,

"Tea." She took a glance of my face, then smiled and took a tea pot and started filling it with water.

"Yeah. How do you know that?"

"I am your mother honey, I know when you come here in the evening and when you don't." She smiled while putting the pot on the stove.

"Wait mom, I will make it." I asked grabbing her arm. She squeezed my hand lightly and said,

"It's okay sweety, I will make it for you." She paused then told me,

"Somy and Sami both had left in the morning." I nodded then she said, "Also I have a message for you from Sami. I frowned.

"Hmm, Yeah?" I asked. Mom looked at me briefly then started washing the dishes that she was doing before.

"He asked me to take you for a walk tonight and I gave him permission, then he told me to give you the message that be ready at 10 p.m after dinner."

"Mommy, you gave him permission, but—but why? I don't wanna go for a walk with him and—and what's with the 'walk' only? He can go by himself, you know I don't like long walks, but I do love long drives. Yeah?" I asked mommy but I couldn't see her face, her back was facing me but I felt she shook her head and then she turned.

"Sweety, I will ask him then to take you for a long drive. Is that okay with you?" I felt sarcasm.

"Mommy, that's just not fair, why on earth you gave him permission, you know about pop nah?" I asked again.

"I know right? But I already asked your pop before, then I am asking you to go with him. Tani it's just nothing wrong with a walk but yeah remember no touching, no hanky panky."

"Mommy you really think your daughter is that type of girl----," I said emphasizing on that "----and ofcourse, you really think we would gonna do that on road?" I asked her amused. I mean, really?

She chuckled and I just shook my head and went to TV lounge where Ghannu was sitting on the sofa while watching--- Ofcourse an Indian telly soap. Why can't she get away with these fucking things?

"Give me remote." I asked her but she looked at me and made 'I-m-not-gonna-give-it-to-you' face and then again started watching it.

"WTH Ghannu, please change it, my head is already hurting."

"Ohh ohh, you drama queen, go and try this somewhere else, Im not gonna buy it."

"Ghannu, shutup and give me." I tried to snatch it. When mommy came with two cups of tea in her hands.

"Girls! You both started again." Mommy was literally glaring at us and with that look we made our selves in a small ball and curled up on the sofa silently. We very well know when mommy said like this means we'd be dead any moment. So we thought we should just left fight for now.

After an hour, I was now again in my room, it was 7:00 pm, yeah I have much time to get ready for this fucking walk, but before that I wanna do some homework. No matter, how much I really hate homework. Then I quickly grabbed my laptop, opened google and started searching the main main topics about Bahrain and started saving them on Ms Word. After spending the whole hour on searching I decided to offer prayers then I went to perform ablution and offered prayers.

It was 8:30 p.m now so I decided to check facebook. I logged on to facebook and saw Rezay, who was already online on facebook.

'Really, this guy has no other work except continuously being on facebook.'

Beeeep..

Rezay Ali messaged you,

'Yeah yeah I know. I can see huh. Literally, I said to facebook but more to myself. I opened the chat box and saw his message silently.'

'Geezzz this feeling'

I shivered, He sent me his picture, taken in a restroom I guess. He was without shirt taking his own selfie, ohh my god! His chest, he was showing his chest in this pic and I was dying to touch it, yeah kill me for that. But I was dying to touch him. His one brow was raised like asking 'if-he-is-looking-hot-or-not'. A smirk playing on his lips. His lips, so pink and so full, his hair were all messy also his body was covered with sweat like he would have done exercise before taking this pic. His chest and neck was shining due to sweatiness. He was looking more than just hot sexy guy. I don't know how long I kept analyzing his picture when he messaged me and my attention quickly went to his message.

Rezay: "Lost in me huh? ;)"

I felt like a deer caught in the headlights.

Me: "Ohh shutup! I was just chatting with some other friends too." I said quickly taking some breaths that I was holding don't know how long.

Rezay: "You again lied. I told you, I know whenever you lie."

Me: "No why would I?" I again lied shamelessly.

Rezay: "Because you don't wanna show me."

Me: "Okay, I don't wanna show you what?"

Rezay: "That how much you love me and how much you wanna lost in me or----my pic. ;)"

Again wink, I'm tired of his wink emoticons. It's like he don't have any emoticon to express his feelings except winking. Yeah, that's true, I love him, I have feelings for him and yeah I was lost in his pic, but why would I show him? I know he would reject me straight away, I should wait for some more time then I will confess my love for him.

Me: "Yeah, You can think like that, your ego would please."

What? What I just said to him, ohh my god! What's my problem? I think something and write another. If he would take it as offense or something. 'What's your probem Tani?' My subconscious was now glaring at me.

Rezay: "Yeah I have a big ego, do you have any problem with that?" Shit! Shit! Swallow me earth please.

Now what should I say to him, I was joking? Or I was just trying to tell you that 'hell with your ego'. Or yeah right, you have a big ego and I have a problem with that because you are imposing your negative forces on me. Really Tani? Really? Do you have a courage to say that? Okay I should just say to him that don't play with my heart. Should I say that? Really? I mean why it's that our every conversation end up like this.

Besides all my options, I wrote.

Me: "I am sorry, I didn't mean to say that."

Really? Obviously, That's me who is saying sorry now.

Rezay: "I know and I didn't mind that."

Me: "Good :) "

Then I heard mommy calling me, so I quickly typed,

Me: "Well, by the way, you were looking extremely hot in that pic. ;)"

Rezay: "So, that means I was right. ;)"

I laughed then typed,

Me: "Yeah maybe ;) eh, I have to go, Ttyl."

Rezay: "Where?"

Me: "Dinner, I guess."

Rezay: "Okay okay. ;) ttyl."

Then I quickly logged out and went downstairs almost jumping two stairs at once, grabbing my cell phone in one hand when it beeped in my hand. I quickly slide the screen to open it. It was a message from that same unknown number.

"I will soon come to you."

WTF!

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Sorry for late update, my net was down from two weeks, again sorry. I hope you all are doing well, well, Tonight I am updating two chapters at once after some editing so that my readers can enjoy reading.

Here is some suspense in Tani's life again, any guesses who could be this new unidentified caller?

I will surely thankful to you if you please read and do comments & votes. Please click t

-Fatima