"To the world, you may be one person, but to one person you are the world."― Bill Wilson

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Tani's POV

When we reached Wafi Mall, I was not feeling good, my mood was so so bad, I couldn't even tell anybody that I was about to cry.

'I am not dying to meet you.'

These words of Rezay were killing me, eating me from inside, I couldn't even imagine him saying that. How could he say to me? My eyes started to fill up with tears and I tried to jerked those thoughts away from my head, 'no one should see me crying', I kept saying those words to myself, but that moment was so intense, I couldn't hide my tears anymore. I quickly got out of the car, I heard voices behind me but ignoring them I entered in the mall and went to the restroom and there I saw my reflection in the mirror and cried, cried so much that my mouth went dry and I was panting badly, what's his problem, first he told me that he'd love to join me and on the other hand he was telling me that I am thinking too much and he is not dying to meet me? It was nothing but my mistake to seriously think that he'd come, he'd come for me, only for me. He was right, it was my mistake.

'Does he love to hurt me?' I was asking myself those questions that no one could answer except him. I cried and cried, spent don't know how much time there, till my phone beeped and I read so many messages from everyone that where am I, or am I okay or not, they got worried, 'I shouldn't hurt them, they have nothing to do wih it so why would they suffer?' I said myself and quickly typed,

"I am okay, in the restroom, just give me 2 mins." and sent it to all.

I quickly scanned my reflection in the mirror and cursed myself for crying, crying for him, who doesn't even care about me. 'Now I have swollen eyes and flushed face and mascara was all over on my face.' Wow ! I quickly threw some water on my face again and again until it seemed a little better, dried my face with tissue, then quickly took out mascara from my pouch and applied it lightly. Again took a slight view of myself in the mirror, positioned my stole again on my head before going out.

Right when I opened the door, I found Sami there waiting for me, his eyes were finding mine and I was just ignoring his gaze, then he came close and asked me what happened, I told him nothing,

"Then how come your face like a dead person ? Where is the shining of your face?"

"Aah ! Nothing, you are observing me too much."

"No, I am not, and I am right, okay so tell me? You can tell me everything you know that, right?" I ignored him and started walking, he followed me and again asked me the same question and I again ignored him by saying,

"Where is everyone?"

He grabbed my hand and stopped me from walking,

"Tani, answer me what I am asking?"

I jerked his hand away and shouted,

"What's your problem? Can't you just leave me alone? I hate you, I am not interested in you, why don't you get it?" I shouted at him and seeing his hurt expression I realized, what have I done?

"Ohh Sami..."

I took few steps towards him and was about to took his hand when he stopped me from doing that,

"Don't, just don't, I won't interfere in your life again and yeah I get it, I know you are not interested in me." While saying angrily he took few steps back and got out of the mall, I quickly followed him outside and shouted from behind him,

"Sami, wait, please." I begged, He was still walking towards his car. I started,

"Sami, I didn't mean it, please listen to me once." He turned and I saw anger and hurt on his face, then he pulled me towards him angrily that now our bodies were touching.

"What do you wanna say, say it now?" He was so close that our breaths were mixing.

"I--I--am-- so---" I sighed and stuttered under his touch, I tried to control my hormones from jumping and dancing in me and stopped myself from even thinking about kiss.

It would be wrong, so wrong when I love someone, want to marry him and kissing the other one. I quickly jerked those thoughts away and he was staring intently at me. I tried to push him but he didn't even move a bit, he was still standing there, now his face was giving me another sign, his face was holding some other emotion that I couldn't decipher. I managed to say,

"I am sorry. I didn't mean it." I quickly said ignoring his gaze, his eyes was again studying my face then his gaze dropped to my lips and I gulped. He leaned his head against mine and then said those words that I wanted to hear from Rezay,

"I love you Tani and I wanna marry you, I wanna kiss those lips of yours every day, everynight. Can't you see it, how much I love you ?" He sighed then his mild expression changed and now his face was red with anger,

"Why are you not interested in me? Why your fucking interest is in that guy, that fucking guy who don't even give you a damn." While saying that angrily he backed away and I was just standing there immobile. Then he again came closer, started caressing my face softly, I was just melting under his touch, but I can't give him what he wanted, I can't marry him, I just can't and then the tears that I was holding back started streaming down my face, seeing me crying he pulled back slightly and started wiping away my tears,

"Hey, I am sorry, I am so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." I hold his hand,

"Sami, you know what? I should hate that guy and love you, but you know? I can't, I just can't, he effects me so much, his words, his voice, touch my heart in a way, that no one can, no one can give me that feeling, I want that feeling, I want his touch, his love, him. I want him. Am I asking for too much?"

I broke, broke before him, before Sami, started crying badly, while sobbing I said,

"You know if I marry you, I'd hurt you too. You'd have my body but not my heart, not my love, not even my true feelings for you. It'd be betraying myself and you too and if one day I'd feel depressed and run away then? what would you do? Tell me?" I sighed.

He was quiet for a moment, then he suddenly pulled me in his arms, His arms were tightly wrapped around me like I'd run away. Then he whispered in my ear.

"I told you, I'd never let you go." I cumpled more in his arms and he was caressing my back to make me feel good and so that I could stop crying and I remained there in his arms for a while, then I pulled away slightly and gave him a thankful look,

"No, no need." He said by getting my look.

Then he handed me a tissue from his car and told me to set my mascara so that we could get inside, they'd be waiting for us. I nodded, then viewed my reflection in his car's side-view mirror, fixed myself and then we got inside. After getting inside he told me that they'd be in the cafe, your bro told me to take you to the cafe. I nodded then we started walking towards the cafe. While walking he asked me,

"We'd almost kissed." I blushed at his mention of kiss, he chuckled.

"I think, I effect your hormones so much, Would that be enough for you ?" I hit his arm and he chuckled more.

I laughed too, I know he was just doing this to enlighten my mood and he was doing it right.

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Rezay's POV

'I couldn't believe my eyes.'

'No, I might be dreaming, no no, she can't be there, I can't believe on my eyes.' I said myself.

Right behind the group of boys and girls, I saw her sitting with her husband, laughing, touching him, kissing him. Yes, she was there, Tahira was there, right there, my ex, I can't believe, that she could be so much happy in her life.

'She is actually happy and what am I doing? I am just shutting everyone out of my life.' What's my problem.

'Why I am thinking about her ? She is married now, she should be happy. But then why I am feeling bad.'

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Sherry's voice, he was shouting on the same guy with whom he was talking to before. I tried to control my emotions and listened what they were saying,

"She is the same girl? You are trying to making me fool, Can't I see that she is not there, Are you blind or what?" Sherry's angry voice came to my ears.

"No, no, I am not lying, I swear, she was there before, don't know where she went."

"I told you to keep an eye on her, now where I'd gonna find her."

I chuckled, 'Good, very good. He deserves that.'

Then I heard him saying,

"let's go, its a big mall, we couldn't find her here, its a waste of time, nothing else." Sherry ordered him. I felt relieved when he said that. Yeah that was right thing to do, he couldn't find her here.

Now my eyes again went to that couple and I watched them for a while. I got more and more sad by seeing her happily married, she was happy and where I stand today ? Nowhere, I am nothing. I felt broken then I started to leave behind sherry, I again followed him and saw him going outside. Suddenly my attention caught by something, or should I say 'someone'.

'Fatima.'

I saw her standing at some clothing store, she was standing there but lost in her thoughts, her hairs were open and hanging down to her back. Her stole couldn't hid her hairs from back but her head was covered, she was standing there, still, like someone has paused her, Her cute features were showing, her pink lips, cute little nose, her eyes, she was holding so much emotions in them, I could see, her brown eyes, small but broad and beautiful eyes. A person could lost in her beautiful eyes. She was looking so beautiful in that dark green skirt with yellow top and brown stole, her structure was perfect, she was perfect, perfect for me in every way.

I was studying her when I saw someone coming towards her, he grabbed her hand, I didn't feel good, my heart was saying me to 'just go and punch him', then he jerked her hand slightly maybe to wake her from her thoughts and said something to her, because after that, she came out of her thoughts and suddenly her gaze dropped where I was standing, her eyes met mine and we paused there for a moment, then her eyes got wide, I quickly hid behind the wall realizing that she would surely have seen me and yes I was right, cause then I saw her panicked, and coming towards where I was before, I quickly changed my way entered in some store and hid behind the clothes.

I saw from behind it, she was finding me, hurt was clearly showing on her face, she was hurt, because of me. She was continuously moving forth and back, round and round on the floor, then I saw her, she took her phone out of her some purse and again lost in thoughts, her gestures were showing that she typed something, paused for a while and then maybe erased it, cause after typing she held her head like thinking so deeply and in confused manner as if thinking 'what she should do?' and again started to move forth and back, she did the same, two to three times, then I saw the same guy came near her and he put his hand on her shoulder and said something that I didn't hear,

'I swear, I will kill him, if he again touch her.'

I saw that maybe she didn't listen to him cause she again started searching the whole floor and I know what was she finding,

'She was searching for me, she was finding me, she loves me, its written on her face. How could I hurt her like this. She is so cute so innocent, I am not good person Fatima, I am not goor for you.'

I quickly went out of the store and ran towards lift, 'Before she could see me again and she got confirmation that I was here, I think, I should go.' saying this I quickly got inside the lift and left.

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-Fatima.