Ya know there is a thing that we do at my school for the 8th graders that at the end of the year we have this thing called 8th grade social and it's kinda like a mini prom and I wanted to ask M to social and I was talking to my friend hailey about this and she just goes "no offense Abbie but if he goes to social with anyone it will be with a popular girl." And it just stung me right in the heart I couldn't believe she said that like ya I know it's true that M will never like me that's fine with me but it just stung that she practically flat out said I had no chance at going to social with M... then she told me who she wants to go with and he is a total fuckboy and ugh she's going to get hurt if they date she told me the same thing about G and now look at me in a almost toxic friendship so I texted her saying that she should at least try to ask him that then she'd be able to go to social because I know for a fact the boy she wants to ask would probably say yes to her... honestly because of what she told me about him going with a popular girl like at this point I'm too far down the hole we all call depression I can't come back the same way and I don't care if I don't go to this one time opportunity because I'd be going by myself and that's just more depressing then be rejected in front of your classmates