From my bored book since i used my ocs might as well put it heree

"I love you..." Kai said, blushing as he stole Miku's first kiss. Miku's eyes widen when she heard those words. She couldn't have guess that Kai would confess to her. A lonely boy that have many things in common with her.
She was so happy. That was probably the happiest day of her life.
Miku is a cheerful girl with eyes full of dream that never dies out. A ray of sunshine. She knew Kai since she was ten years old. She immediately fall for him. His cute smile, warm personality. He was perfect in her eyes. She was to scared to admits it . Afraid of being rejected. She always have that dark side of herself that was depressed. She tries to cover it up with smiles and jokes. She tried. Kai knew this about her, he tried to cheer him up but Kai isn't a person that is good with those type of things. He's afraid, that one day she'll snap. He was scared. Scared of losing another person he love in his live. He once have a best friend, have the same personality as Miku. Bubbly, cheerful. But, that what he thought. He wouldn't have thought she would kill herself. The memories came flooding his mind. He doesn't want that to happen to Miku.

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Miku ran. Ran from all of the bullies that enjoy seeing her miserable. She want to get away from everything. School, homework, her feeling. All of those are hurting her. She just wants everything to stop. She got home crying and lock herself in a room. Crying. She couldn't put up the acts anymore. She can't make people smile. She tried. She tried. It all are just too much for her. She decided to end it all. She took a cutting knife. She is trembling all over.

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She cut on her arm. She do it more. Even though it hurts, but it's giving her some kind of satisfaction. She began to feel lightheaded. Blood was dripping from her hand and staining her white skirt. Everything was becoming dark. She don't want to be in this world anymore. She don't want to suffer anymore. She fell to the ground, half conscious. Her life flashed across her eyes, remembering the smiles of the one she love. She smiled, falling into an eternal slumber

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The door crashed down. Kai was shocked to see that his lover is on the ground. A pool of red blood surrounded her. He cried. He was too late. He hugs Miku's body saying over and over again

"I love you..."

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What the fuck did i just wrote??
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Ahvanansh
I never write anything like this!!
This is hella depressing.