I tend to find myself enjoying whenever I feel sad or depressed. Is that normal? (._. ) I don't think it is. Who in their right minds would enjoy being sad and alone?

I don't want to think about it. But just so you know...

I feel violent. I feel exhilarated. I feel depressed. I feel hyper. I feel angry. I feel happiness. I feel venomous. I feel importance.

So why not use these feelings to my advantage? Why not put these feelings to use? Why not morph them into something of a masterpiece?

And maybe that particular masterpiece won't seem like a masterpiece to others, but do I care? No, I don't. I never asked for anyone's opinion, and though I care for my friends and what they think of me, I don't have enough energy to deal with all the shitty crap that comes out of the mouths of dipshits.

^^ OK, I tend to swear more often nowadays. Please bear with me. ^^

But anyway~! ^o^ As I was saying... I am planning to morph these feelings into a book or two, I don't know yet. Forget about writing something that's mainstream; I'm going to write something that can keep me inspired for a long period of time.

And this time, I won't be publishing the book until I'm finished with it. Yes, I'm serious about this. I will NOT be publishing that book until I finish it. Or them, perhaps. You may never know... I might accomplish finishing three books before December rolls in.

anyway~!

how was your day? xP