Chapter -10 Remembering Childhood
It got lost, and before anyone could speak anything, we heard a voice.
" Shikhar!! Twinkle!!"
Yeah! Yeah! They were them only, those who have increased my hatred towards them by their own hands, by fixing my marriage, one and only, to be awarded as the world's best parents by Louis XVI, my Mom, oh sorry , so called Mom and my lovely so called dad!
" Shikhar! Twinkle! Where were you both? We were searching for you! And what are you doing in his room?"
Now they feel shameful even to utter my name. I got up from couch and walked towards the door.
" Oh ! So, he himself is here, and you two, like his puppets, came rushing to him. Good! Very Good! You are spoiling my both the kids?"
Was I adopted? Did they found me near garbage? Was I not their child? But., Leave it! People say true; wounds caused by words on the soul are deeper than the words caused by a sword on the skin, when the words are spoken by the people whom we love.
I sighed and came back to the couch and took my place. I heard them saying,
" And you two, don't go near him! Stay away!"
I chuckled. Wow! Just wow! I sighed. I saw from the gap, mom and dad left. Shikhar and Twinkle looked towards me and showered me with pitied glances.
No! Just no! I don't want to get pitied by any one. I smiled at them and assured. They left the room. I walked towards my bathroom, washed my face with cold water, to let the burden on my heart fade away. I took a bath, got dressed up and walked outside. Brewy was still sleeping in the basket. I picked him up and placed on his cot. I walked out of my chamber and went to have breakfast.
Everyone started coming down, I was just going to sit on the chair of dining table , just when mom said,
" Anna, tell the other maids to serve our breakfast in our room, and Shikhar and Twinkle go to your rooms, breakfast will arrive soon!"
" But mom and da....." Shikhar spoke.
" Agree to what we say once!" Dad interrupted.
Poor they! Suffering because of me. I looked at them and then looked at mom and dad seeing them go upstairs.
Anna tante kept a hand on my shoulder and smiled at me. I smiled at her too assuring her it's okay. She served the breakfast to me and then ordered other maids to serve them their special breakfast in their rooms.
Anna tante sat beside me.
" Tante!"
" Yes dear!"
" Do you know the reason behind their such behaviour?"
" No dear! I'm sorry!"
" It's okay tante! Don't say sorry, that's not your fault!"
She smiled at me. I complimented her for the breakfast and perambulated towards my chamber. I picked up my things that I required today for completing my work and put a glance at Brewy . I took a note pad, and wrote asking shikhar to take care of Brewy , I am going out. While moving out, I slid the note through Shikhar's chamber's door and walked away. I told Anna tante, that I am going out and will come at the evening.
She asked me to inform them, but what's the need? They don't care if I had my breakfast or not, why should they care if I am at home or not, or rather say if I am even alive or not? I don't think I would have many members crying at my funeral. I chuckled.
" Don't worry! Drishti will be there!"
" Please get lost! I am not in the mood!"
I started walking on the deserted road. I walked towards Jason's mansion , only to find it locked! I sighed and went towards my favourite place. I sat down on the green grass. Green grass was swaying along with the wind. Birds were chirping over and around.
I wish I was a bird! A free bird! No boundaries! No tantrums! Nothing! Only freedom and peace. I sighed and started working.
@fter few hours --------
It became a bit cloudy indicating the month of June. It was afternoon, but I don't want to have anything, I chuckled, because I am already full listening all the tantrums. I ruined their breakfast, now I don't want to ruin their le déjeuner . I sighed. Closed the binder, and roamed around finding peace.
The sun was scorching highly screaming it's afternoon. Light blue water below the cliff shined . The sky was covered with light blue clouds. I took a long breath and scanned the area near me.
I sat down, and closed my eyes feeling the wind. The girl who bumped into me, came in front of me. My eyes got jolted open. What was that?
I laid down on the grass and closed my eyes. I didn't fell asleep. I just laid down.
Wind was blowing. I can hear it's sound.
" Why are you so .......?" My inner voice came back.
" I am so what?"
" Umm, leave it!"
" Oh! Oh! Oh! From when did you started getting scared ? That too from me?"
" No, it's just that..."
" Just what?"
" Leave it!"
" Okay!"
I sighed and again started working on the documents.
The time passed away. The birds were again chirping and the sky turned reddish and orange indicating that it was the time for the sun to run below the horizon.
I sighed as I completed scribbling on the document, placed it in the binder and closed it. I packed my things and sat on one of the branches of the tree, leaning against it and gazing the atmosphere.
I wish I had a time machine and could go back to the time. I remembered our friend circle, my friends, my fun time during my education period, My old friends, my masters , our memories, my grandparents, their love for me, night out at my friend's house, sneaking into Lenin oncle's garden and targeting the fruits dangling on his favourite trees, hanging out at the cliff, consoling each other and lastly, my parents love for me, though it was not much, but still I felt it, when I was a child, but now since I am growing up, I am nothing else rather than a burden on them. Those were the days! I wish I experience my childhood again. I go back to it again, have fun again. What wrong did I do? To deserve it?
I sighed, and a tear fell on my cheeks. I wiped it and chuckled looking at it. I looked around. I saw someone walking near the seawater. I blinked few times, and it was a girl. She went forward and turned around. After clearing my gaze, I came to know she was the same girl who bumped into me that day. She was pacing around the sea water.
Should I meet her? Shall I talk to her??
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Sorry Jassu di, I know this is your way to share the memes or some jokes at the end of the story, but I found these yesterday, and really felt like sharing, so! * Holding my ears* Solly!
I know most of you would have read it, but still, I'm missing my school! What about you all??
Till then,
Stay happy!
Stay smiling!
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