So usually I go to bed around 10 11 or 12 pm,

I'm probably gonna have to wake up around 6 7 or 8am each morning (for band, work, or idk)

So I'm gonna say I need 3-4 hours of sleep for now...

I decided to go with vampire bc I lost the other vampire subliminal I was gonna do but found another.
In it it said sleeplessness so like I eventually wouldn't need any sleep.

So every night I'm gonna stay up til about 2-3am and read, listen to subliminals, and try to meditate and research.

Id say reading will take 30 minutes to an hour.

Could I listen to suiminals as I read? Or should I like try to think about my goal of each subliminal while listening? Bc I needa figure out my playlist still but it is taking an hour for each time I listen as of rn so yeah. That'd be 3 hours after the day's end. That's an 8th if the entire day. Lol... But my point is if I could listen as I read and research that'd be great!

I'll try to meditate and stuff for 30 minutes to an hour bc ik outta that I won't actually meditate much bc I think too much.

Research can take until it gets old. So like 15 minutes to an hour.

So that's alr 1.25-3 hours.

So then if I go to be around 11-12 and go to sleep around 2-3 then that's about 3 hours ish. For 3 hours of sleep. So in a week I'll get 21 hours of sleep. Cool! So in a year I'll get (21 times 52(?) Isssssssss uhmmmmmmmmm no calculatooooorrrrrrrrrr uhmmmm))))).  Over 1000 hours of sleep

Uhmm...
CalculaTOR

lol math encourages the dark web lol

I'm gonna go to the dark web soon and try to research there and see what I can find!

So yeah. It's currently about 12am so when I'm done with this chapter I'mma gonna make another chapter basically on stupidity and how this isnt rp and stuff and then I'm gonna try to figure out my playlist and then either read or research or both depending on time. And then tomorrow I don't rlly have to wake up at any time so I'll probably wake up around 8. And then idk I think I'm suppose to go do something with my dad tomorrow and it's supposed to be fun but let's see how it'll actually be ig! Lol that means I won't be able to be on my phone bc he doesn't like me on my phone...
So yeah.

Uhmm,....

So what I'm gonna research is basically trying to find any information on hunters. It probably won't be easy to find so idk how much info I'd be able to find so idk how that's gonna go but I'll also research about mindscape and spirit guides and maybe witchcraft and I'm gonna research more about subliminals and how exactly they work and then about like just everything.
When I research I'll link the website here and antotate it here and everything and post about what I've found.
So yeah.

Andddddd$d idk.

Shoot, time goes too fast, it's already ssunday. Wow.

Ok uhm yeah.

So then I think that's it!

Oh and I'll update on my playlist maybe tomorrow. I might not figure it out more until tomorrow just bc it's already 12am and I rlly should read and everythinf. But it'll also only take a few minutes so I could do it tonight...

I'll also research how not to fall asleep bc I just layed down from like sitting on my arm and now I'm comfortable and don't wanna read and just wanna lay here and think and yeah.

OMG YALL!!! WEVE NEVER ACTUALLYVE SEEN A MIRROR!!! WEVE ONLY SEEN A REFLECTION OF OURSELVES AND OUR SURROUNDINGS IN THE MIRROR BUT WHAT DOES A MIRROR LOOKS LIKE THOUGH?!??!??!!
LIKE WOAH WTH LIKE IDK!!!

My cat probably thought I was so weird bc I was looking at the side of my mirror trying to see the glass but like ugh idk. What does a mirror look like though? Y'know what imean?

Wait do we ever know what anyone else means with anything?

What if everything looks different to everyone?

Like you can say something is green but if your parents see green but you see blue than you're gonna say you see green bc that's how you learned it. Like what if everyone sees different variations of everything?

Like, idk... We can't rlly describe something if we have no simpler form to relate it to. If the simpler form is color or size or shape then all of that is different...
Idk... Does that make sense though?

Like you may never understand what someone is saying but then when you have your input they also don't understand what you're saying but connect the dots and make it make sense to themselves and then bam you have 2 totally different ideas from one thought. Idk.

But does that make sense? Like if that's even possible, lol...

So yeah I'm gonna go write the other chapter about like stupidity and rp and stuff..