MOTS: 7 is freaking amazing. I'm living for every song. EVERY FRICKN' SONG. Most of them have made me cry :( and I'm still not over the fact that it's out.

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"Bye gyeomie" you call out to Yugyeom as you walk away from the now closed and locked up diner. He sends a little wave your way and makes his way back home.

You zip up your coat and put your hood over your head and started walking home.

You picked up the pace of your walk as you didn't want to stay out in the rain and catch a cold. Due to this, you arrived back at your building within no time.

You pulled out your key card to get into the building and tapped it on the entrance machine before a green light appeared. You entered the building and made your way up to your floor.

You began to get your keys our before you got to your door. You tried your pocket, but you were unsuccessful and then you started to root around in your bag in search of the little dangly keys.

You had stopped outside your door and you were still searching and it wasn't until you heard a door unlock in a dorm nearby that you began to panic.

You began to practically scrape the bag clean until you found them in a pocket, but you knew the person who came out of the nearby door would be able to see you by now.

You fumbled trying to put your keys in the lock as your hands were shaking.

"Y/n? Are you okay?" A voice asked.

You turned your head to see Jungkook and you sighed a breath of utter relief.

"Yeah, sorry. I just-"

"Thought I was Jimin and tried to get out of sight as quick as possible?" He quirked an eyebrow and you nodded shamefully. "You're really something" he chuckled softly.

You awkwardly stood there, not knowing what to do with yourself.

"I'm not trying to guilt trip you, you're going through a breakup. Doing stuff like this is only natural." He spoke and leaned against the wall as he did so.

"Right, thanks" you said with blushing cheeks.

Even if he wasn't trying to make you feel bad, you did and you were embarrassed because of it now.

"Well, I'll leave you to it" Jungkook sighs, removing his weight from the wall and beginning to walk away as you looked down and began to unlock the door.

"Jungkook?" You said gently and he swung around.

"Hmm?"

"H-how is he?" You nibbled on your lip.

Jungkook smiled gently.

"Do you want the honest answer, or do you want me to keep quite?" He asked.

And after some consideration you eventually asked for the honest answer.

"He's lost without you, if I'm being completely honest. He doesn't know what to do throughout the day as usually he would go and see you and now he's left like a child lost in a supermarket without its mother" he admitted. "But you didn't hear that from me" he winked at you and you smiled gently.

As sad as it was to hear that Jimin is having a hard time, it was relieving to know that you weren't the only one going through it.

You were scared he might've been over it in a day or two. Thank goodness it was the opposite and you were both suffering through it together.

Well not together - but yeah, you get the point.

"It probably doesn't help that he's trying to give up the cigs and he has me up his ass trying to put those patches to help stop the cravings all over his arms and forcing him to chew the chewing gum that has the same function as the patches all day long. Hence why I'm coming out of his dorm" he gestured towards Jimin's door. "Any who, have a good night y/n" Jungkook smiled before leaving.

You huffed and pushed your door open to enter your dorm, promising yourself you would try and not think about what Jungkook just told you. Once inside, you noticed  Sowon already inside and when she saw you she jumped up and walked towards you.

"Y/n I'm so sorry" she brought you into a hug and your eyes widened.

You began to panic, not knowing why she was apologising.

"For what?"

"About what Chaerin was saying to you about Christmas. She didn't know, I promise she didn't meant to be rude" Sowon admitted.

"So, it's fine she didn't upset me. I forgot it happened really. You've nothing to be sorry for" you smiled at her reassuringly.

"Well if your not about that, maybe you'll be mad about this" she said nervously.

"What?"

"Basically, when I told Chaerin about what was bad in terms of what she had said, we were sitting on those benches near enough to the entrance of the buildings, you know the ones that are back to back?" She asked and you nodded. "And we'll, little did we know, that Jimin was actually sitting on the bench behind ours" she said nervously. "And well he kind of heard our entire conversation and-"

You raised your hand to stop her from continuing. "It's fine, honestly I just don't want to think about anything for the moment. But thank you for telling me, you're a good friend" you smiled and moved away from her so you could change out of your uniform.

Sowon breathed a sigh of relief. Although she didn't get to tell you the whole story, you were understanding and left her off the hook.

"Right, of course! You go rest" she smiled ant turned back to her studying

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You woke up the next morning and saw the card that the doctor gave you at the time you fainted before the holidays, entailing that you must go and see her for a checkup let's just say.

That wasn't the nicest feeling, but you had nothing to be worried about as your eating habits were getting back into a regular routine.

Slowly, but surely.

You got up and got yourself together before leaving with the appointment card in hand.

You took a bus to the hospital and walked to the mental clinic right next door to the main hospital.

You felt weird and uneasy as you walked through the glass doors, feeling as if you didn't need to be here because you weren't a psycho path. Yet once you were inside you noticed that the people passing you were just normal people with problems.

You noticed some elderly people and some people who were your age and as you were walking as well as observing, you heard a voice.

"This ward is dedicated to poverty in terms of loneliness"

You turned to see Hongjoon.

"Hongjoon?" You asked and he smiled.

"Hello there" he spoke and noticed your confusion. "I'm guessing someone forgot the fact I was doing my work placement here" he quirked an eyebrow.

You suddenly remembered him talking about it at the diner and him explaining that he'll have to be a caregiver for someone.

"Well have you been assigned your person to care for?" You asked and he shook his head.

"No, not yet. But fingers crossed I will soon enough" he explained. "Anyways, why are you here?" He smiled.

"O-oh, I'm visiting someone" you said. You weren't technically lying as you were meeting someone. He nodded.

"Well I'll leave you to it then" he smiled and walked the opposite way to you.

You weren't sure of where to go, so when you caught sight of a nurse you asked her where you could find the doctor who you were with a few weeks ago and she kindly directed you in the direction of her room.

You knocked twice on the door and when she opened the door she had the brightest smile.

Such a bright smile on such a full day.

Very few people can pull off something so effectively.

"It's lovely to see you again y/n, come in and take a seat" she gestured towards the chair.

"So how has everything been going?" She started and from there she asked a whole bunch of questions and ran a number of tests.

"Well you're improving for certain" she smiled. "Although we need to keep on the high protein diets and you seem quite down in yourself, do you think you know the reason why?"

"Probably the loneliness, I'm trying to adjust to it but it's harder than I remember it being" you scratch your neck.

"That's what I was thinking too and the fact that you know it yourself is a great thing. Not many people can note why they're feeling down at times and that leads to more serious problems. But I think I have something that can help you with the loneliness that is" she smiled and walked out of the room.

You were left not knowing really what to do but she came back speedily. "Y/n, meet Hongjoon. He's going to be your friend that rids you of your loneliness" she smiled and pulled Hongjoon into the room.

Both of your eyes' widened.

Fuck.

"Hongjoon, this is y/n. She is an absolute pleasure to be around, I'm sure you will love her. You need to be a mood booster for her and watch her diet. I'll give you a copy of her file and you can manage your way around everything after reading it" she rambled, not noticing how the room went suddenly awkward. "Now y/n everything that happens with Hongjoon is completely confidential, you can trust him"

You were so embarrassed, you couldn't even look at him. You could feel your cheeks being as red as ever and the tears stinging your eyes and threatening to fall.

"So here is a copy of the file, Hongjoon. Could you wait outside and read through it as I just go over some final details with y/n" she asked and Hongjoon broke his eye contact with you and took the file before leaving.

"He's so lovely y/n I'm sure you will be great friends" she said.

You wanted to shout and yell and tell her to not let him be your "caregiver".

You thought that was jus for eight year olds! How the fuck did you get stuck with one?

But in the end, he knows everything now. He has the file of all your disgusting problems that's going on in your fucked up head.

He knows that you're not normal like everyone else and that sucks.

After the doctor saying her goodbyes and giving you your next appointment date, you left the room and found Hongjoon sitting on the waiting chairs outside, completely engrossed in what your file had to say about you.

Once the door closed behind you he looked up and saw you walking down the hall. He jumped up and ran up to you as you speed walked and you both remained silent.

"You've nothing to be ashamed of" he said quietly as you walked outside, toward the bus stop. "I'm not going to see you any differently. You're still the sweet girl who makes the best strawberry milkshakes known to man" he tried to cheer you up.

"But you still know now that I have shit that's fucked up in my brain" you said.

"Well yeah, but I'm going to help you" he smiled and you rolled your eyes but he spoke in a serious tone. "We can beat up the fucked up things in your brain. We can smash it into a million pieces and get you back to how you were. I know we can. But you have to let me help you" he looked at you and you smiled.

"Fine" you said in short.

"Good. Now I won't be with you every hour of every day, but it says at least three hours a day. So I was thinking, maybe one hour in the morning -we could get breakfast and stuff- and then two hours at the diner when your working? That sound good?" You nodded with a slight smile.

Hongjoon is a really sweet guy and although you could never like him in any other way than as a best friend, you were very jealous of the girl he gets to end up with some day.

Hongjoon did like you when he first met you, that's for certain. But he couldn't help but feel the same was as you even though you never said anything.

It was a mental understanding.

He knew you would end up with Jimin some day again, and he was jealous oh him for sure. He knew you would make a great girlfriend to someone.

But he wasn't meant to be the one with you in that role.

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It was in between afternoon and evening when you got a knock against your door. Hongjoon walked you home a few hours ago and you knew he wasn't going to be meeting with you until you were working which was in a few hours.

Both you and Sowon looked at each other wondering if the other was expecting a visitor. When both of you showed confused glances you knew that answer was going to be a no.

You then stood up from your desk and Sowon got up from her bed and followed behind you over to the door.

You opened the door to find a very pretty girl with bright red hair. She had a clipboard and a wide smile.

"Hello, this is Sowon and y/n's apartment yes?"

"Yes it is" you confirmed her question.

"Great! My name is Amie and I'm running a fundraiser for the local children's hospital and I'm in dire need of some volunteers!, so would you guys be up for volunteering? The fundraiser would be a carnival and you would just operate one of the booths" she explained with a really peppy voice.

A voice that would really go through your head if she wasn't doing something for a good cause.

"I will definitely" you smiled.

"Yeah me too!" Sowon added.

"Thank you so much! You're doing an amazing thing" she exclaimed and wrote down something on her clipboard.

"Did a girl named Chaerin put down her name by any chance?" Sowon asked.

Amie looked down at her clipboard and nodded. "Yes, she's on the floor below this one? Right?" She asked and Sowon nodded.

"Is there any chance that the three of us could be in a stall together?" She asked, wrapping her arm around your shoulder in a friendly manner to show that she was including you.

"I'm sure I could make that work" Amie smiled and added notes to the clipboard.

"Great" you smiled.

It was sweet that Sowon wanted to include you with her and Chaerin. And it will continue to be sweet as long as they don't ditch you for two hours and make out behind the booth your running.

"There will be a meeting tomorrow at around seven so we can distribute the booths to everyone!" she smiled and you felt bad in saying that you'd miss it.

"I'm working at that time, but So will go and fill me in" you smiled.

"Oh no! Well where do you work?"

"Grub N' Stuff, the diner near the college library" you told her.

"Well we will just have the meeting there then! I didn't even have a location yet so that would be perfect! I'll have to go back to all the dorms I've been to and tell them where the location will actually be for the meeting" she sighed.

"You should just get everyone's phone number and start a group chat" you suggested. "You know, in case anything like this happens again" you smiled.

"You're a genius! I'll do that for sure!" She exclaimed. "Alright then bye!" She said and you closed the door.

"She's a bit of a feather head" Sowon noted.

"Yeah she really is" you sniggered. "but she's doing something for a good cause" you said returning to your studying.

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Jimin was laying in bed looking at his nightstand that had a small bit of ash on if from when he used to have his cigarette in the mornings before he had to get up and deal with people.

He also used have one when he went to sleep, to calm down before his insomnia would take over.

The faint smell of cigarette smoke still lingered in the dorm and it was killing him more and more every day.

Jimin got up from his bed when he heard the knocks.

He opened the door and the girl that stood in front of him was nearly knocked away by his looks.

She had just fallen in love on the spot.

"Eh-Hello?" He asked and she snapped out of her gaze.

"Oh! Hi there! Park Jimin, right?" She asked and he nodded.

She went through her little introduction and explained her idea. "You're one of my last people to ask, I've already done pretty much the rest of this floor" she added on at the end.

Jimin needed to see her clipboard to check if you had said you would do this fundraiser.

"Woah, that spider is huge" he said pointing to the wall behind her and she whipped around and screeched.

"OMG WHERE!"

He then looked over Amie's shoulder to see the clipboard.

Dorm 41:
Choi Soobin✅
Choi Beomgyu❌

Dorm 42:
Kang Sowon✅
Y/l/n Y/n✅

Dorm 43:
Park Jimin⭕️

He smiled to himself. "Oh must've just been my imagination. I'll for sure do it though" he agreed.

"Oh perfect!" She said still quite shaken from the spider scare earlier. "Our first meeting is tomorrow at Grub N' Stuff diner at seven. Do you know the place?" She asked.

"I think I've been there once or twice" he smirked to himself.

Amie nearly fainted at the sight of Park Jimin's smirk.

"Great! I'll see you then so!" Her cheeks blushed he nodded before closing the door.

It think it was clear that Amie was completely obsessed with Jimin.

And so she looked down at her clipboard and made a few adjustments to Jimin's status on the matter.

Room 43:
Park Jimin✅ ❤️😍💗🥵💕👰

TBC

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