Burdened Pain
~Angels like you can't fly down here with me~
•{Y/N's POV}
I was stunned to speak. It was written on their face as they got caught. Shinah's face was kinda unreadable. She was having a shocking face with satisfied eyes. I was holding my dear life on the door and I finally had to say it before they became statue.
"Yoongi I can't believe that you're finally having a girlfriend huh?" I said in a lovely tone and finally they got relieved after that. They were being too awkward after getting caught.
"Hi Y/N!" This Shinah is really a b!tc# for saying the name. She can also pretend that we don't know each other but no! Duh I'm your boyfriend's sister so be respectful towards me.
"Do you know each other?" Yoongi asks us and Shinah hold his biceps which kinda boiled my blood.
"Yeah honey I was her senior in her school. We're really good friends right Y/N?" Being a liar. I seriously need to learn lying to her like WOW.
"Yeah," I had to play back with this $h!t otherwise Yoongi will be making me villain of his story of Romeo and Juliet which is why William Shakespeare is dead again due to this disgracefulness.
"So I was saying, Yoongi you forgot to get your file." I handed his file to Yoongi. He coldly took the file and about to keep it on his desk.
"What about my file? Our files got switched up." I scoffed about our files which were swap up. He returned mine back and gesturing me to go. He sees his watch and look at her.
"I am having a important meeting with my boss so please here are some files. Do research on them and I need complete report at next week." He goes out of his room while Shinah was coming towards me.
"Nice to meet you again Y/N. I never knew you will be in such a big occupation." She offers me her hand which I accepted it unwillingly.
"Well I must like to tell you that break up with Yoongi. Cause I know you hurted me in the past and I won't let you hurt him so stay away from us." I warned her in a lovely tone which she laughs after hearing my statement.
"Oh Y/N Come on! It's been many years so move on! I was never intended to hurt you or Yoongi," She laughs louder as she ended her sentence.
"Let's see if you're changed or still a piece of $h!t like yesterday. I swear if you hurt my kitty then it's me and you." After saying my words I had my powerful walk while going out of Yoongi's room. I got satisfied after I hear her groans and I straightly on my way towards my office.
~Time Skip~
I came out of my office after my boss gave me late shift which was again really good for me cause my house is hell tbh:) Well I took up my phone and open my chat app to text Yoongi.
{Sleepy Yoonie}
[Me]:
[Hey Yoongi!]<
[Sleepy Yoonie ONLINE]
:[Sleepy Yoonie]
>[Yah what happened?]
[Me]:
[I'm having my late shift. Take good care of home and if you're hungry then order some food oka? I'll give you money after coming home]<
:[Sleepy Yoonie]
>[So I had to do everything?]
[Me]:
[Ofc you have to as it's your house too. You don't know how to do house chores?]<
:[Sleepy Yoonie]
>[I definitely knew some of them. I'm just too lazy to do it all]
[Me]:
[So what if you're lazy? You had to do it too. Now take care of yourself oka?😤]<
[Sleepy Yoonie OFFLINE]
"Bro Solmi did he just-"
"Yeah it's really offensive to leave the chat room in the middle of the conversation." Solmi pops up looking at my screen while she is stuck with me too.
"Like who the fvck do this?!" I saw her calming my dramatic a$$ while I was quite offended by his behaviour.
"Calm down gurl calm yourself down. I can feel you now listen to me. You told me that you met Shinah right? And that b!tc# is Yoongi's girlfriend. Am I hallucinating?" Solmi was processing what I told her few hours ago and she still can't believe.
"Yeah whatever I told you is true lah! I wish everything was a lie FR! I would be happy for Yoongi if he's dating someone even if he was gay but THIS!? I don't know what did he saw and fell in love with her,"
"Yeah FR! Btw can I stay in your home tonight? Beomgyu is out of Seoul. You know that I hate being alone and I think you won't be in the right state after that." Solmi had some concerness so I let her stay. She went her home to bring her clothes and some of her belongings.
I went towards my home that finally we are having that sleepover moment again after god knows how many years it has been. I was really happy that finally I can have my childhood after lots of struggling. I want to give surprise to Yoongi.
I reached home and opened the door quietly so he won't hear me. I was going towards the living room then I hear a female voice.
"Yoongi I love you," Shinah was saying i lOvE yOu like fr you really think that he had that bad taste in women? I would rather let him date Solmi but not you brat duhh🙄
"I love you too princess. My love you're my sweet little kitty forever." Like this girl is going steal whatever Yoongi gave me that nickname? He used to call me these when I was young!
"So honey you do love me more or Y/N?" Ayoo girl you think he will hate me? He may be cold towards me but he loves me more than you b!tc# like he loves me more-
"Of course it's you! Will I ever love my parent's murderer?" I heard it all. My heart shattered into pieces. Did he just mention me as our parent's murderer?
"From the day she born, Everything gone wrong. Mom and dad doesn't care about me now only her. She was their lovely daughter." That's not true Yoongi. I was the most unloved person in the house. We both were in the same phrase. Why did you did this to me Yoongi? Just why?
"She was the burden after my parents died. My parents had the car accident because of her. I hate her and I wish her to die but for now I have to be her true 'Brother' otherwise she will say that 'Yoongi you're the worst brother ever' like she's really unlucky, unblessed and disgrace for me," Lier I never said this to you. What did I even did that you hate me till I die? Is raising you till you're capable is the sin?
I was hopeless that I banged the wall. The beautiful glass vase fell into my arms. I look at them. I didn't even realized that I'm injured but that death wish was really unexpected. Yoongi you gave me a perfect lesson.
•{Solmi's POV}
While driving my car towards Y/N's home, I had something clicking in my mind. Her voice is stuck in my mind and begging me for the help. I was still processing what did she told me before.
"Yoongi......He is dating Shinah........My brother..........is........dating........my........school bully........."
Does that jerk even know that he's dating her sister's past school bully? I think he was really busy making out with her that he never bothers to know that he have one sister. I reached her home and knocked the door.
"Knock knock" I had to say that just for her to recognise me. We have this childhood code that will keep us connected.
"Who's there?" She responded me.
"Hawaii"
"Hawaii who?"
"I'm fine thank you!" She opened the door and we were at the floor laughing with this silly joke. I know it sounds lame but it's our broken humor so what can I do?
I came inside her house. It been a long time since I entered. Lots of nostalgia was there as we spend our whole childhood in this house including our school memories.
"Still same. Nothing changed," I said while looking at the house. It still fresh as new.
"I knew. Let's go to my room." We went to her room. Although she did change some but still same.
"I just want to talk to you," She spoke her words while my heart was pounding hard cause of the curiosity she is holding.
"I am feeling soo betrayed by Yoongi these days I don't know why. Even if I have you guys I feel like, left out" Well I can understand her as she is going through alot. Everything is going upside down in her life.
"Don't worry if no one we have your back. If it's trigger then call me." I assured her and let my words enter her ears.
"Yoongi really disturbed me till the core. Now let me open up my bottled up feelings," I gave all attention she needed.
"Everybody have great siblings. You and Choi are criminal partners, Park are murderers, Winter Twins are lunatics, Jeons are chaos, I'm pretty sure NamJinHope have good bonds with their siblings and HERE I AM! A BROTHER WHO IS TOO WORKAHOLIC TURNS OUT TO BE THAT HE'S DATING WITH HIS SISTER'S BULLY WHILE HIS SISTER WHO RAISED HIS FRAGILE A$$ WHILE SHE WAS 15 WASN'T EVEN INFORMED BY THIS CAUSE HER BROTHER DON'T GIVE A DAMN EVEN IF SHE DIE ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!" Y/N took out her whole frustration which I am too worried about her. Yoongi must hear her now but he don't give a damn cause he is busy fvcking with his gIrLfRiEnD tbh,
"I want to be the beloved one for my own but I ended up being someone's someone. Even if I want to, I can't run away," This sentence shattered me all as I knew that what she has gone through.
But why it's like it is triggering her again? Like she remains quiet after she took out her frustrated. But she usually highlights her feelings. Why is she too quiet? What if she have a certain type of pain behind her cheerful smile? Must be Jungkook to think this. Did anybody know this side of her except me or anyone? She had lots of feelings bottled up in her mind but she never opens it. Gosh this puzzle's missing piece is missing. What it would be? What am I missing?
Does she have Burdened Pain?
~Solmi having the feeling of her secret who she knew is triggering Y/N hard. She thinks the missing piece of puzzle is missing somewhere. Will she able to help our her friend by solving this confusing puzzle of life?~
[XOXO]
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