Im sorry for not updating like i said i would, i was going to start writing but then i received some really bad news.

A mate of mine attempted suicide yesterday early hours, jumped. He's not been found so we all pretty much know he's gone, so yea 😭

Im gonna need to step away from writing in general for a while, im just too sad, he was only young, the youngest of my friends. So I'm not feeling good as you can imagine, sorry for not updating but i just can't. I can't stop crying and thinking about what i could have done differently to prevent it, im an emotional rollercoaster.

Anyway, just wanted to let u know, bye for now i guess