Thirteen will be the Last

He is full of joy—they say,
Guess I was just a toy—I say
What is the point of still hoping anyway?

Your fathomless reply
Made me want to vanish and die
How can I peacefully sigh?

Faking smiles, shaking hands
Beautiful lies, broken dance
I did not want to miss a chance
To see you even just for a glance.

You started playing that guitar
But we are not on the same star
So I acted I was in a red car
But the truth is I was watching from afar.

You were in blue
You do not have a single clue
You still do not get it, do you?

You were happy in front of me
At your back, there is a pain you need to see
Where is that moment when both of us were free?

Darling, you are no more my blade
You changed me into a different shade
Because of this mistake I made,
I now have to get it paid.

6 months and 24 days
You do not realize how much it takes
For this heart to fall back in place
Before I lock it in a case.

Now it will all be in the past
Since thirteen will be the last
In this month full of lies.

I never had a photo with you,
Remembering those memories of us two
Still hurts like hell because it was so true.

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Poem Version

Inspiration: Water, Rrcognition Day
Date made: April 11, 2019
Time made: 7:52 p.m
Message: The song version is already published in “Sapphire and Virgo: KeyyZ” by ScarletQueens_22 Feel free to check it and follow the account, UniqueKorns!