Our Story

I will start our story
From the days that we're happy
We laughed every night and almost everyday
But it seems that our smiles had faded away.

Our friendship is important to me
But the question is, is it important to you?
It's like I'm a tiny stone on the solid ground
Since I'm almost invisible when I'm with you.

Your smile became my world,
Mesmerized by your words
I didn't mean to destroy it
Just because I confessed.

I'm tired of pretending
To be fine when everything's ending
My broken bones aren't mending
I was eaten by a monster called my feelings.

I feel down;
I feel bad;
I feel like I want to drown
And never feel glad.

I love you
You probably feel the same way
But fate has its own decision to make
That is, we will never be together no matter what path we take.

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Inspiration: Water and Friend
Date made: February 13, 2019
Time made: 9:36 pm
Message: My friend made the first stanza and left it undone on my notepad. So I thought, what if I finish it instead? He started strongly after all and I don't want it to go to waste.