Note: On the left alignment was made by me while on the right alignment was made by my soul sister.

Aghast and Anguish

I still remember how it started,
You waved and smiled at me for a minute
It was a very fine day,
I gave you a sigh of bliss
When I read your name on the list.

Slow motion of my heart beating
Was hidden by my heavily breathing
I can never control the rhythm:
Of music that's playing with deplorable beating
Full of sorrow and countless crying.

You're 16 while I'm 15
We're too young to be king and queen
I can never forget that day on the bleachers
Where I stood up then clapped my hands with all the teachers
For you won 1st place in the contest.

I could never stop the cries:
Of agony and frightening silence
How he say those lines:
Can't give me comfort for a lifetime
It's too dark for me to see the sunshine.

I'd wear a blue dress in a ball
With you wearing a black tuxedo and so tall
You gave my life a pleasing color
Can I ask you a favor?
Say my name and treasure it forevermore.

I was afraid of the darkness
But now I embrace it with so much madness
How can his deceitful words and quirks
Made me quivered with such wantonly smirks
Those moments were delicate as silk.

Do you remember the smell of the rain?
Think of it as me slowly collapsing into pieces
How can you be so unfair?
I carved your name in my feeble heart
Even though you didn't add mine in your cart.

How can you say that we will never be apart?
If you slash me bit by bit:
While you walked away and never came back:
With my one detached part
As I lay on the muddy and storm-cold ground bleeding severely.

Let me hear your heart beating;
Let me tell them our story
I miss seeing you in the crowd
With a sad song playing so loud,
Boy I'm tired of wishing you to come around.

Let me write our story:
As I used blood as my ink:
And your kiss as my fire
Maybe it was too late for me to write it
But lend me some time and I'll reminisce all of this full of tranquility.

You thought me pain and love
But it'll never be enough
We locked each other's eyes last year
Trust me, I'll never peer through the fog
Just to see your face ever again.

You brought me fear
Like the sunset with glowing heat
Losing you wasn't our scheme
All I did was cry and drowned too deep
With this scathing flesh.

Writing introduced you to me
Then I thought in pain, I was free;
There's a name of you in my paper
And then I thought with an eraser, I could erase it later
Turns out to be just the opposite of the matter.

Oh, I can feel the blood dripping
Like our love that's whining:
Inside our hearts when our eyes met
Though you still have that almond eyes full of regret
Every inch of our story, I never forget.

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Collaboration with: darkFortalejo_16
Date made: February 14, 2019
Time made: 09:53 p.m
Inspiration: ate, the men who broke our hearts
Message: I enjoyed doing this ate as we shared pain together. Looking forward for more collaborations with you.