So hi there!

I hope you are doing just swell. I feel like I have done nothing in my entire existence and want to do something or go somewhere and yet I have no idea whatsoever as to what that is. Hooray for me. I feel like putting on a bunch of makeup and looking glam but it is almost 10 at night here so that isn't an option? By the time I finished, I would be in bed so it wouldn't really matter. I feel like writing but have no inspiration whatsoever. I am like two chapters behind on two books to write and a few on another. I have no idea what to do.

The bowling alley in town has glow bowling and that sounds like a blast but I am broke so that isn't an option. I want to watch movies but don't know what.

These are my first world problems.

I know I am blessed and spoiled and I am honestly not asking for anything at all right now. I just feel lacking to society and have to clue what to do. I mean seriously, what should I do. I kind of want to go get that tattoo that I want but I have to wait a few years to do that. I want "Ohana" but written in Hobbit script and a flower or turtle, maybe both. I want to go to a spa. I want to be productive but it's late and I kind of want to sleep but kind of not. I feel restless and this turned into a rant. I'm sorry.

And I am randomly flipping web tabs from this to pinterest and back. I can't make up my mind on anything right now and I dunno. That's all. That's it. I dunno.

I want Poldark season three to get here already! If you haven't seen the trailer yet, GO! WATCH IT!

Did you watch it?

I hope you did.

Anyways, I guess that is it?

I am so weird and just posted this to the world wide web for literally anyone to see. Oh, man. That is a scary thought. Any single person from anywhere could literally stumble upon this right now and think "what is this girl's problem? she is insane and losing her marbles. someone help her or put her out of her misery." Wow.

So now I am going to go freak out somewhere and ponder my whole existence.

Peace out, homies.

Red xx